May 8
move away from despair and hesitance into furious action — you already know knowing Does Not Change Anything — change your surroundings and the you that surrounds is Changed
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seen from China
seen from Australia
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seen from United States
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move away from despair and hesitance into furious action — you already know knowing Does Not Change Anything — change your surroundings and the you that surrounds is Changed
Hesitance
When I’m unsure if I should break out of my shell right now and talk to the person beside me or stay still so they don’t notice me. A constant struggle myself and many others deal with in new environments. This is someone’s first impression of me let me make it bold. Big. Outgoing. Let me be extroverted because maybe that will earn me a friend. All the thoughts stay lingering in my head yet I never act it out. I never proceed with these blueprint of thoughts almost. I wonder when I will. Or why I don’t.
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I don't understand the perception
of hesitance as cowardice -
when both sides of our human nature
come to a stalemate,
some sort of tête-à-tête, i suppose,
the conflict between thought and emotion
roots the soles of our shoes to the ground
and forces the instinct of our souls to a halt.
it is not to say - I am afraid. I am weak.
to be hesitant is to say - The logic and instinct my heart are battling, furiously, and my mortal body stills with the dissonance and war within my being. Wait for me, for a moment. Wait. I am not afraid.
Hesitance
She wanted to reach out In return but she hesitated Thus, staying to herself
Unsure
Unsure if they wanted a connection And even more unsure if it was parasocial (in as much as she could define that term)
Still, she kept her distance They didn't know each other But someone reached out
And, in protection, she withdrew
She was burned on that subject before In being burned, she resolved to stay to herself Connection was mired
With equals part wanting and equal parts revulsion
She hated it because it brought punishment Yet, she wanted it because of some innate need
Someone reached out to her And she was unsure
Did they want to connect with her? Or did they want to watch her? She wouldn't know
She'd never really know Regardless, she was burned before So she withdrew
Being so hesitant.
"Hesitance" A companion to "Recluse" and, in a way, "Questions" Currently, I make a point to avoid forming new connections because there are too many unknowns otherwise, especially within the internet landscape. I've been burned before. #Hesitance #RealitySubtext #PoetryTwitter #CompanionPoem #TheWoesOfInternetFriends #StayingWithdrawn #mediumpoem #poetsofig #palominolinetype #keepingtomyself #onecebittentwiceshy #whenyougetburned https://www.instagram.com/p/Ccliu27pFot/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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