✧ Lady Juquias Dreaming Corner ✧

༄ i: @hiimtae (Twitter) h: @rG1wILnG (Crepe) I am Lady Juquia and I love Tristan, especially Tristan from Fate/Grand Order and Gottfried von Straßburgs Tristan! I talk about him, share my thoughts and my collection as well as my little Dreams! This is my Dream Corner where I daydream about my Knight and sometimes some other characters all the time! ♪

[ladyjuquia]

Introduction

Hello, my name is Lady Juquia and welcome on my Account!

❥ A little bit to my Person: I am already more than 18 years alive and walk on this planet ♡ I go by she/her ♡ I speak German and English ♡ My DM's and Ask/Question Box are always open, so if you wanna get in contact or interact I don’t mind!

I also have Twitter and Instagram, you can find me there under the name „@ladyjuquia“ or „@LadyJuquia“ (I know, the difference, haha)

On this Account you can find all the different things for Tristan FGO! Why? Because Tristan FGO is my absolute beloved, no it’s even Sir Tristan in general! I am a big fan!

Some Head Ups:

❥ I have my own interpretations for Tristan and I like the Gottfried von Straßburg Telling the most. How I see Tristan is of course my own bias and interpretation. So if you disagree that’s more than fine and valid! I avoid discussions or arguments about such topics, so I hope we can get along as well!

❥ Also I am a Self-Shipper (alternative can be referred as Yumejoshi with a Yumeship) I mainly use my Alter Ego Juquia, who is basically just me but I re-wrote her history so she fits in the Fate-Verse, so I guess this also counts as OC x Canon. I write small and silly Fics for them. I always shorten the Shipping Name with „TrisQuia“ so I don’t always have to say „Tristan x Juquia“

I use the following tags to better archive my posts. So here are all the tags I use with little explanation in case you wanna read something specific on this account but might have struggle finding it:

Juquia Spots the Difference

↳ Under this Tag you can me talking about differences in translations, differences I find in Design and Differences I find in different Media!

Tristan Facts with Juquia

↳ Under this Tag I will share some general Tristan Facts with you but not only about Tristan FGO but also different Tristan Lore Stuff in general

Fun Tristan Facts with Juquia

↳ Under this Tag you find more funny Facts and Easter Eggs for Tristan. This is mainly for FGO, in rare cases it includes irl Tristan Lore!

Juquias Tristan Collection

↳ Under this Tag you can find me showing Tristan Merch, my Tristan Books and just my Collection in General!

Dreaming Time with Juquia

↳ Under this Tag you can find my Fictions, my Writings. It’s not as obvious as the other ones but since my writing mainly surrounds my Yumeshipping/OC x Canon Shipping/Self-Insert-Shipping. I will post Stories here as Self written form and will link the bigger ones I post on AO3, they will both get tagged with that! This also includes OC-Talks and simply me talking about my creations be it Universe, original Story, Fanfiction etc.!

TrisQuia

↳ Under this Tag you find Commissions I requested and just some general stuff I wanna share about my Shipping!

The Tristan Creatures

↳ Under this Tag you find my Tristan Doodles. They are mainly for fun and for therapeutic purposes, I don’t call myself an Artist, please don’t get it wrong. I refer to myself as a Writer.

Analysing Tristan with Juquia

↳ Under this Tag you find me analysing Tristan. This can be my takes on his irl lore and how I interpret things but this can also and will mainly mean how I interpret the informations FGO gives us about Tristan and how I view them

Travelling with Tristan

↳ Under this Tag you will find Photos of my Tristan Plush in different places, literally just travelling with Tristan

Chaldea Routine with Tristan

↳ Under this Tag you will find just FGO Screenshots and Gameplay Videos

Tristan Servant Talk with Juquia

↳ Under this Tag you find anything random I wanna share about Tristan that doesn’t fit in the other categories

Juquia Talks

↳ Under this Tag you find just me talking about things casually!

Tristan and Master

↳ Under this Tag you will find me talking about Tristans relationship with Guda/Ritsuka Fujimaru or the Master in general. It’s not necessarily romantic all the time and also some sort of analysis.

Fun Love and Passion for and with Tristan

↳ Under this Tag you will find Edits, Memes and other things I made just for fun for Tristan and things that show my love for him but won’t fit in the other categories!

Juquia answers Letters

↳ Under this Tag you will find me answering to anonymous messages! Before sending them, please remember to stay as polite as possible, even if you want to share something negative with me!

Lady Juquias OCs

↳ Under this Tag you will find, well, my OCs. It’s a new Tag and in the future I will use it also for my Fate OC's so things are easier to find for you!

That said, thank you for your time and interest! I hope your stay here will be nice and that we will get along well!

Art by @/scallopstempura on Twitter!

[ladyjuquia]

In the future I might post more OC related things here. In the end my Dreamship and Love for Tristan was what inspired me to live my OC creations out more, so I think it’s still in the right place to post it here.

[ladyjuquia]

Art by @foxear (Crepe)

It’s been now 2 Years that have passed since I visited the Tristan Stone in Cornwall one last time. The first time was on my Birthday. Some might remember (I will link the Post below). I remember that on my Birthday it was raining, but the moment I arrived at the Tristan Stone the rain stopped for this one moment. And on my last Day the sun was brightly shining all Day long. I like to think that the Place returned the Appreciation and Respect to me, which I had for it. I back then was really nervous to visit it, especially because I also had heard some ghost Stories online, haha. Silly, I know. But in the end I felt very positive and even comfortable there. I hope one day I can once again return to this Place…

Sometimes I really forget that this is a personal Blog too. I mainly use it as archive for my Tristan Posts but recently I often wasn't sure what would be alright or good to post here and what would be rather „trivial“. At the end of the day everything is trivial, it only matters to me.

Reblog by @ladyjuquia · 5 images

💬 4  🔁 1  ❤️ 19 · ONE LAST TIME · On my last Day in Cornwall I visited the Tristan Stone again. I realised I didn’t took a photo of the othe

Post by @ladyjuquia · 9 images

💬 4  🔁 1  ❤️ 19 · HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! · This year is a special Birthday to me. Not only in terms of Number but also because I managed to s

[ladyjuquia]

[FGO TAIWAN SERVER]

OH. MY. GOD.

I never was THIS lucky with CE's before. As some of you might know, my CE Luck is terrible, especially if it’s a CE I truly truly want. The Knights of the Marine CE is my most favourite CE in the whole Game because of the Artwork, the featured Character (especially because Tristan is the Center here) and the Effect being insanely good. So as you saw I went in with only 60 SQ, a few tickets and a Dream. AND THEN I GOT HIT WITH THIS!!! I already found it insanely lucky to get one copy with one ticket but then 3 IN ONE ROLL?! THAT WAS THE EXACT AMOUNT I WAS MISSING TO MLB!!! OH MY GOD!

In 2 Days is my Birthday. It feels like Tristan wanted to wish me an early Haply Birthday by wrapping himself up in a package… ;;

[ladyjuquia]

My favourite Redheads

Art by @sunjin_mugu (Crepe)

I would actually love to see Harada and Tristan interacting. I feel like either they are irritated by each other or on exactly one wavelength LOL

[ladyjuquia]

❝Not quite star-crossed Lovers, yet no pure serendipitous romance either…

You are the Day, my Light and my Hope.

I am the Night, your shadow and the mirror to your Soul.

Time is trivial for us, an infinite tragedy veiled in an eternal romance…❞

Art by @Sunjin_Mugu (Crepe)

[ladyjuquia]

It’s been a while. I am actually alive and „well“ just trying my best every day but ended up neglecting this site a bit. But to be fair I also don’t have anything really to post at the moment, so here is my current Daily Use Tristan Itabag. While my other Itabags have a clear theme, this one is really just so I have my emotional support Tristan always with me LOL

[ladyjuquia]

I just got the new 5*CE with a single ticket!!! Bless! When I saw the Artist for this CE was @leletosu I knew I had to pull, I am so happy the Gacha was so generous. Will try to mlb of course! <3

Jokes aside, this is of course a Commission requested by me, just in case someone who might be naive enough to really believe we would get a Tristan CE where he is for once without the Round Table lol (god I still wish for one where he is featured with any other Servants or alone, its been years and he only is featured with the other round table members. Insane actually.)

I need to see my 3 most beloveds in an Outfit swap so badly. God they all look so good. Proof that everyone looks good in Shinpachis 3rd Ascension. Bartholomew could be such a gentle Knight and Shinpachi looks so great and legit as a Pirate damn…

[ladyjuquia]

My Head is still at the Opera I visited… I loved at the end during the curtain roll when all the actors came to the stage to bow the audience threw roses at the stage and Tristan’s Actor (Michael Spyres) did this and I just thought „yes… that’s something Tristan would do“

If you want to read my full thoughts on the Opera, please consider reading this Post:

Post by @ladyjuquia · 4 images

💬 0  🔁 1  ❤️ 3 · I visited the LIVE Screening of MET's Tristan und Isolde · I really enjoyed it. The very first Tristan and Isolde Opera I s

[ladyjuquia]

I visited the LIVE Screening of MET's Tristan und Isolde

I really enjoyed it. The very first Tristan and Isolde Opera I saw was the one from 1983 which I have on DVD, it was the one with René Kollo. I liked this one a lot as it was very traditional in costuming and backgrounds. Over the Years I saw in Newspaper always the talk about more modern takes on Tristan and Isolde. Which made me really curious since I prefer the classic looks.

This Opera had a little change at the end in its telling. Nothing big to influence the overall story but it gives room for a new look and it’s open for interpretations. I personally wasn’t a big fan of it but I appreciated the intention behind it! Overall Yuval Sharon had inspiring ideas in how to portray the Play!

This Plays Background worked more with its special stage and light effects. There were many effects I really liked, for example the scene where Isolde Double holds up the Knife at Tristan’s Doubles Throat and on the higher up stage it would become the shape of said stage. It sounds a bit confusing but was a sight to behold!

The Costuming was great. I really love Clint Ramos' Work here and the Idea to give Isolde Green and Tristan Blue as Main Colours for she is resembling the Land and he the Sea was a genius approach. I get the costumes had a really nice balance of modernity and old fashioned costuming!

The Cast was grandios. I loved them all but I was especially fond of Lise Davidsen (Isolde) and Ekaterina Gubanova (Brangäne). Latter plays Brangäne knows since 20 years already because she likes the role so much! You can really tell the experience in her role! Tomasz Konieczny (Kurwenal) really bloomed into his Role and Ryan Speedo Green (King Marke) had such a sympathetic vibe to him, he really delivered the role of the tormented Marke so well!

Last but not least Michael Spyres as Tristan! I thought it was interesting that he said he is bipolar and that he finds it easy to relate to Tristan as he is a bipolar role too. He opened my eyes to a whole new view…! I liked his performance a lot too!

Act 1 is my favourite act so I was looking forward to it an god did it not disappoint. It even surpassed the 1983 Version for me. But when it comes to the Background and Scenery overall I really prefer the 1983 one. I found the surgery table a bit of an off look, I won’t lie, haha…

It was a blast. I really enjoyed it. It was a LIVE screening from New York! To think I was able to witness the Opera at the same time as many others did on another point on the globe is exciting…! Also today was the first day of spring! Quite Fateful to see the Tristan und Isolde Opera on the first Day of Spring, isn’t it? I call it a blessing!

[ladyjuquia]

‎𝕺𝖉𝖎 𝖊𝖙 𝓐𝖒𝖔

‎[𝖮𝖽𝗂 𝖾𝗍 𝖠𝗆𝗈]

‎ࣻ 𝕼𝖚𝖆𝖗𝖊 𝖎𝖉 𝖋𝖆𝖈𝖎𝖆𝖒, 𝖋𝖔𝖗𝖙𝖆𝖘𝖘𝖊 𝖗𝖊𝖖𝖚𝖎𝖗𝖎𝖘. 𝕹𝖊𝖘𝖈𝖎𝖔, 𝖘𝖊𝖉 𝖋𝖎𝖊𝖗𝖎 𝖘𝖊𝖓𝖙𝖎𝖔 𝖊𝖙 𝖊𝖝𝖈𝖗𝖚𝖈𝖎𝖔𝖗.

‎[𝖢𝖺𝗍𝗎𝗅𝗅: 𝖢𝖺𝗋𝗆𝖾𝗇 𝟪𝟧]

Art by @ellphael

This Commission was inspired by the Poet Catull and the famous quote „Odi et Amo“. I think most of you know the Poem due to its fame. But here a quick translation:

❝I hate and I love. Why do I do this? you might ask. I don't know, but I feel it happening, and it torments me.❞

During my Tristan Writings, I found myself thinking that this fits Tristan very well. For this, I will mainly hold onto Gottfried Tristan, especially because, in my opinion, we see a lot of Gottfriends Influences in FGO's Tristan. This makes sense to me as Gottfried is known to have the heaviest character writing when it comes to the Story, focusing less on the Story and its actions but rather on how the Characters move the Story with their Actions.

I refer here to the Love Potion Scene. As some might know, the Love Potion is depicted differently in all the Works of Tristan. But Gottfrieds Tristan was very strongly described. It was a whole fight against it. While some may argue that the way it was written then was to incline that they always felt this way, some essays who analysed it saw it as a complete annihilation of their personalities.

In Addition to the [actual] end of Gottfrieds Story which was an open one, where Tristan started to talk in a more negative manner about Isolde, I found it interesting. Here once again you could say it's to justify his growing feelings for Isolde Weißhand. It gave me a thinkpiece: Of what if the Love Potion just lost its effect. In some Tales the Love Potion as a expiry date, in some its everlasting. If we follow the first one we come to this interesting conflict: The actual Tristan was sealed away the moment the poison touched his lips.

❝I hate and I love […] I don't know, but I feel it's happening, and I'm being tormented.❞ - This could describe his fight against the Love Potion but also the conflict he has at the end of Gottfrieds Story. He hates his Situation, Isolde maybe, himself. Yet he also loves Isolde. He loves the Romance and he years for a better tomorrow and becoming a better version of himself. Yet in the end he doesn’t understand anything. Maybe because he doesn’t remember? The outer shell is suffering while the inner is raging. How would the Story play out if it wasn’t for the Love Potion? Who would Tristan then be? Who would your Love and Hatred goes towards to. In the end, Gottfried never finished the Story leaving Tristan in an endless mind maze of it’s own plagued by hatred, passion and confusion.

The Commission is another Love Letter of mine towards Tristan, his Tale and especially Gottfrieds Version. Gottfrieds Version is the one where peoples interpretation differ often the most. Due to the popular belief that Gottfried used his Work to criticize the society back then he was in, there is a lot of room for us to interpret where he might have hidden more or something completely different.

I find it intriguing to give more focus on the Love Potion. Because in the end it is still a Poison. In FGO we learn that the Love Potion at some point stopped and Tristan is very aware. In this regard Fate gave us a clear answer. But yet it leads us to his Interlude where he was full of torment as well not knowing if he ever really loved, was loved or even deserve love.

In the Interlude we are able to help him overcome this thought, yet the fact that the conflict existed remains and gives us a lot of room to play with as FGO keeps it vague with what path they directly went with. Tristan’s inner conflict and the Love Potion is central to his Character and Story. No matter how long and often I think about it, I will never get an definite answer of course but this is what it make so fascinating and why I will never be able to avert my eyes from Tristan.‬

Anyways, I kept it a bit short here. But depending on it I might add more thinkpieces or elaborated thoughts about it later or in the future. Thank you for your time reading it!

Please Remember those are my Interpretations and Thoughts towards everything and was done out of love and joy for the topic. If you disagree this is more than valid but please refrain from any rude language towards me.

[ladyjuquia]

Finally one of the best Scenes this Year is now officially translated in NA, please enjoy 15 seconds of joy

I have to admit that I totally forgot this Tristan Scene is happening in this Event, you can imagine my joy when I started the Event and realized it, haha!

Here is the throwback to the old Post I made about it back when it dropped in JP also to comparison!

Post by @ladyjuquia · 1 video

💬 0  🔁 3  ❤️ 23 · Tristan FGO: · From the „Knights of the Marines“ CE Also Tristan FGO: From the Chaldea Boys Collection 2024 (JP) „Charle

[ladyjuquia]

Year of the Horse 🐴🧧

Art by @Kim_JaeGu (Crepe)

Happy Lunar New Year <3

[ladyjuquia]

WAIT- I WAS SO FOCUSED ON HIS SCORE AND ANALYZJNG EXTRA SHIT AND WHAT IT MEANS BUT I REALISED,,,,

TRISTAN HAS 36?! MY MY FAVOURITE NUMBER?!!?! OMFG HELLO HELLO HELLo?!?!?!?!?

[ladyjuquia]

I shouldn’t have left my „honestly Tristan would low key suck as a mother“ post in the drafts lol (I just know him)

Tristan is more the funny uncle type who is unemployed but somehow always has new stuff and money to give away and ends up in Bielefeld at 4am for unknown reasons

I don’t expect neither Tristan and Isolde to be good parents to be honest and thats just based on the fact that in one version they named their kids just after themselves lol

But on a serious note spoken; I feel like if the Love Potion would still be in work when they got kids I wonder how that would affect parenthood. Would they be really annoying overbearing parents as they are a product of the love potion or are they still too focused on each other?

In one version (iirc it was Eilhart or Beroul) Husdent was drinking the love potion along side which made him even more attached to Tristan and Isolde yet Tristan had no issues proposing several times to kill the dog out of the „he could be danger to us“ mindset. You know? Actual thinkpiece…

But the Love Potion also in some versions has a time limit. FGO handled it with a time limit iirc. Yet still I guess Tristan has too many ongoing issues to be an actual devoted parent. That was just some thought I had, in the end rather pointless because the conclusion stays the same, haha.

In one Version Tristan also has a son named Ysaÿe and iirc he also goes on a Quest for Fairy King Oberon. But there isn’t much talk about his relationship to his father either.

Edit: If you think about it, if it wasn’t for the Love Potion, he would probably have ended up exactly like King Marke just with more wit and skills lol (Gottfried Version)

[ladyjuquia]

People who don’t follow me on other Social Media Platforms might not know it, but after years of FGO I fell in love again. Deeply. Not as much as Tristan, but surely as strong as I did with Bartholomew. This is something special because in 10 Years Fate/Grand Order I „only“ truly fell in love with two Characters and one is length apart (Tristan, my Essence, my Core).

I fell deeply in love with Nagakura Shinpachi. When the new GudaGuda Event in NA released I knew already of course that he would appear. He is one of those type of characters where I had to definitely wait for the official translations, before I make a definite judgment (unlike Bartholomew where it was Love at first sight in his JP Meiho-Sou Debut). I wanted to roll for him anyways since I have the other Shinsengumi Members and I liked his Design. And then he came within 3 tickets and one 10 roll. And with an blink of an eye he was Bon 10 within a month. He came and stole my heart in light speed and I really love it…

I recently focus a lot on this. This doesn’t mean TrisQuia is out of focus. Remember Ordeal Call 3 Release where I focused a lot on Bartholomew? Nothing changed there on my Love for Tristan and it’s the same here. If anything I need to catch up a lot with Shinpachi, haha.

Maybe I will make a new Blog where I focus on this only…

[ladyjuquia]

Thank you for the sweet feedback to it! I was back then kind of nervous. Because it came so sudden. But he really got me and since that my Love for him became only stronger to a point I can confidently count him as one of my top beloveds! If I should make an extra blog you will probably see it here! I am glad to know someone here would follow my Shinpachi Journey too!

[ladyjuquia]

Something in addition:

Besides me becoming a Dreamer and Head over Heels for Shinpachi, I grew very very fond of SanoPachi. It became one ofmy OTP's haha. So I also did a lot with this on my other social media accounts (such as comms too). So in general, besides Shinpachi I grew fond of Todou Heisuke and Harada Sanosuke too. Heisuke before already, Harada came with my liking for Shinpachi since it made me explore his character more (I didn’t thought much of him before except that I adore his gameplay). I guess it makes sense given how close they are that I would grow ton of them too

I might delete that later. If you want to follow on another platform I am everywhere LadyJuquia. On BlueSky there is a better overview because I don’t pot too regularly there but more often so you have a good overview of all my recent rambles there compared to Twitter. Instagram is mainly stories.