LadySage

A bit of a play on one of my "Gothic" alter egos. One that I used to make fun of myself, in all of my inner gothness and witchness. Lucky for all of you and myself, Most of my art is pretty dark, it's about my black little heart, as they say. This will be a DIY blog, a photography blog, a poetry blog,etc and Lady Sage is an artist too, though she will occasionally be disgusted at some cute or pretty, she gets it. I deleted that blog because I wanted to start over, and make her blog something that not only I could truly use but she could. And don't worry, the witch will come out as well.

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​I’ve been sitting with something for a long time, and I’m finally ready to let it breathe.​I am Sarah. I am a woman, and I am definitely female. I am 100% her. That has never changed. But there is also a masculine side of my soul that has been there since I was 19. For years, I felt it off and on, but I legitimately just hid it away.​I’m done hiding that part of me.​Embracing the masculine doesn't make me less of a woman; it just makes me more me. To reflect that balance, I’m using she/her/they pronouns. I am definitely "her," but I’ve realized I also really don't mind being called "they." It feels grounding to finally acknowledge that middle space I’ve been walking in for years.​It’s time to stop hiding. I'm just growing in my own time.

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​I just need this, you threaten to remove, you feel the urge to die in the Gloom of the Fighting Just ignore me, And I yelled, She screamed, ​The pills were in her mouth / the test commenced. I said "Go ahead" Then made her spit them out. ​This is not who we are Trapped in this car, but only you can treat me like this, I’m the villain. ​And in the silence, ignore me, In the silence, Permission to exist, How did we end up like this, Crying is weakness for you, Can I have a hug and a kiss? codependent. you’re the only one who can treat me ​like this.

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Today is a good day to die

The sun it's shining in the sky

I met a really cute guy

What a time to be alive

When im done im gonna,

Learn how to fly.

The Angels sang

A ghost asked why.

Love is real

Grass is green

The sky is blue.

Now I know im gonna be with you

Its a good day to die.

No more war.

Im gonna learn how to fly.

I whispered into natures ear.

Take good care of the people here.

-Copyright Bugsy88/Sarah Elena/ LadySage

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To Live Alone

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I hear the whispers in the wind,

The nature of it all.

Tree branches brush against my face.

I never let me fall.

And in the end I wait for love,

Time and time again.

Never wanders quite my way,

Though I invite it in.

The cold side of my bed at night,

Death comes crawling on my skin.

The blue sky of morning.

Promises within.

Silence engulfs into my tomb.

No one shall come to sin,

To comfort,

To honor.

For a new life to begin.

~Copyright Sarah Elena/LadySage/Bugsy88

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Popular Pets and Their Correspondences:

Cats:

Bastet, Sekhmet, Freyja, Artemis, Diana, Mancki Neko (Japenese folktale) "Nine Lives" Western Zodiac Sign Leo (lion), the yule cat (Icelandic folktale)

[bugsy88]

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Popular Pets and their correspondences:

Dogs:

Anubis, Hecate, Artemis/Diana, Ares/Mars, Hellhounds, Werewolves, Sirius(star), Canis Major and Canis Miner (Constellations), Chinese Zodiac Sign

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Popular Pets and their correspondences:

Dogs:

Anubis, Hecate, Artemis/Diana, Ares/Mars, Hellhounds, Werewolves, Sirius(star), Canis Major and Canis Miner (Constellations), Chinese Zodiac Sign

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Just so that everybody knows this is what happens when you walk out on a girl with no explanation. She goes back and forth between hope and depression. If you love her enough to stay "best friends" with her afterward. Tell her what made you stop loving her. Lucky Chuck came back to my friend. Im still waiting for my James. Im still wondering what I did wrong.

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Out of all the men

Out of all the men in the world

I pick you,

You left without a trace what can I do?

Ive been spending all my time,

Talking about the reason, rhyme.

Now your coming back to be my friend.

Oooh, ooh, ooh,oooh,

Out of all of the men in the world,

I picked you.

You still have to earn it,

Pray that you return it.

Out of all the men in the world

I picked you,

Years of time.

Hope regains.

Dreams resign.

I have grown my independence.

I don't need anyone but myself.

I still love you though,

Ya know.

Out of all the men on the earth,

I still pick you.

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Mr. Big to my carrie

Ross to my racheal

Chandler to my monica

Leo to my piper

Luke to my lorelai

Cory to my Topanga

Come to me

Come to me

Soon