The Phantom's Haunted Doll 🖤

"тнe ғιgυre waѕ тall and gaυnт, and ѕнroυded ғroм нead тo ғooт ιn тнe нaвlιмenтѕ oғ тнe grave." -edgar allen poe 🎶🩰💀🎀🎶🩰💀🎀🎶🩰💀🎀🎶🩰💀🎀🎶🩰💀🎀 ~🎶 Fermez les yeux et abandonnez-vous à vos rêves les plus sombres. Purgez vos pensées de la vie que vous connaissiez autrefois.~ 🎶🕯️

[lafemmederik]

The Oath of Erika 🎶

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~ A wise person once told me to mediate on this verse and I believe others should do the same.~

~”My son, attend to my words; incline thine ear unto my sayings. Let them not depart from thine eyes; keep them in the midst of thine heart. For they are life unto those that find them, and health to all their flesh.” -Proverbs 4:20-22”~ 🤍🦢

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Greetings, I'm Erika Rose Jane. I welcome you to my sanctuary, however, there are certain rules to abide by if you are to interact with my presence. 🎀

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I hold the sanctity of the Lord, the Virgin Mary, and nature, in a high respect. Insolence and disrespect towards my faith or my page is a discord I will not tolerate; those who bring it will be swiftly removed. 🎼

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I hold certain people here very dear to me. If you are to visit my sepulchral sanctuary, you are required to show the utmost respect to those close to me, lest you should be silently removed with absolutely no warning. 🪦

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You shall also be removed if ever you say anything cruel about Erik (the phantom). I understand we all have our opinions regarding literary figures, however I have no patience for those who have absolutely no regard for his humanity or dignity for the sake of self righteousness. 🕸️

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I am twenty-one years of age. Anyone regardless of age is welcome to communicate with me so long as you maintain decorum. And I ask it of you to be direct with me always. Do not block me over simply wishing not to be my companion anymore. Only an unfollow is required.🪽

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I walk the path of Catholicism. I extend a measured respect to all faiths, for I study the divine in several forms. However, I hold true to that of Catholicism rather than worshipping many gods, you must understand. 🕯️

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My spirit is currently overtaxed by past discords. If you seek to unburden your grievances, seek my leave first; I value my silence. 🥀

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~ 🎶 You were once my one companion. You were all that mattered. You were once a friend and father. Then, my world was shattered. 💔🎶 ~

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Here is my own created community, and I shall put it here for anyone interested.

The Archive Community • Community on Tumblr

A sanctuary for those who appreciate anything antique and vintage, such as fashion, architecture, music, or anything else that comes to mind

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I currently use #erika muses 🎶🦢🩰 for my postings and I have created a new tag, #erika’s theatrics 🎭🥀 , #erika clowns 🤡🎪 or #she speaks 🤡, and #the vampyre speaks 🧛🏻‍♀️ used for my more dramatic content when I am feeling particularly theatrical. I also use #erik's little doll 🎀 for roleplays, outfit posts, and more.

My theatrical personas include:

Haunted baby doll 🧸

Victorian nurse 💉

Overdramatic gothic opera singer 🎶

Silent film heroine 🎞️

Erik (The Phantom) 🥀

Pierrot clown 🎭

Vampire from London 🧛🏻‍♀️

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~Your Phantomess, Erika Rose Jane

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[lafemmederik]

I added a small bow to my shirt! It’s actually detachable, so I can clip it onto anything, and I didn’t want to sew it to my shirt since it wouldn’t wash well.~ 🖤🎀

[heartsings77]

[lafemmederik]

”You’re way too obsessed with Erik.” 💀💀💀

Well, yes. That is reason one million why we belong together, because I am admittedly just as bad as he is. If the opportunity presented itself, I would absolutely create a life sized statue of Monsieur as my groom and follow him around the opera house as I sing his praises. I already sob over him, think of him, and dedicate anything beautiful I create for him. Forget the fact that there’d be two terrorizing the opera house, we would be competing over who is more obsessed and insane about each other. We would sob and scream about how we finally found each other and huddle like two terrified but lovesick mice. It would be a beautiful thing and I yearn for such heaven. 🎀🎹🎶

[angiespilled]

[girltalk]

there is more love ahead than behind

[h0neymoon08]

[lafemmederik]

And another one is in the basement of the Paris Opera House. 🎶🥀🤍

[taigalovespusheen]

[madamelesfressange]

Marble altarpiece of the Baptism of Christ located in St. John's Co-Cathedral in Valletta, Malta by the Sienese artist Giuseppe Mazzuoli.

[altariel-telemnar]

[lafemmederik]

It’s heaven. The bloody week soon after is the time in life I am closest to experiencing hell’s misery. 🎀🪦

[silvestromedia]

Compline Protect us, Lord, as we stay awake; watch over us as we sleep, that awake, we may keep watch with Christ, and asleep, rest in his peace. Amen-

[wishful-seeker]

I would like to see more people talk about how jobs treat disabled employees.

I used to prep, wash dishes, and cook at mellow mushroom. I had chronic pain that wasn't NEARLY as bad as it is today, but it was still very debilitating. I told my employer "i cannot stand more than 4 to 6 hours. I CANNOT do shifts longer than this due to my illness." And even though i made my boundaries VERY clear, everyday i worked it was 8 hours at the least and 10 or 12 at the most. I would go up to my manager and say "look i really need to leave, my shift is over, my chronic pain is killing me." And he'd say "we really need to here, you HAVE to push through." And so i did, and after one, ONE month of that job my crps got incredibly worse to the point where i could no longer walk my dog around the block which was .5 miles. I quit, and that was FOUR years ago, and ever since that day I HAVE BEEN BEDRIDDEN AND HAVE TO USE A WHEELCHAIR. It is my biggest regret in life.

My best friend who has seen my whole journey has recently developed undiagnosed chronic pain, and she is in the EXACT same scenario i was 4 years ago. Busting her ass at a pizza place with extreme pain that hurts her so much she tells me "im in so much pain i don't even feel like a person." She doesn't feel LUCID. And her manager and coworkers are saying the same thing "if you don't help us you will let us down, we'll be in the shit."

That job thats hurting you isn't fucking worth it. I promise you no money is worth losing all your physical abilities and never getting them back. Your coworkers and boss do not give a shit about you, so don't you dare suffer for them. They will never understand your struggle and they will never try. They truly think being understaffed is worse than whatever pain you experience. They would rather you permanently damage yourself than inconvenience them. FUCK THEM. DON'T FUCKING DO IT!

[wishful-seeker]

I see people outing their shitty companies they worked at in the reblogs and I just want to say KEEP DOING IT

[lafemmederik]

inspired by ur latest post:

if u were in a ballet, which ballet would it be? and what character would u be?

There is actually a Phantom of the Opera ballet and I desperately want to be Erik! Though, the black swan from Swan Lake would definitely be a number I’d love to play. I wish I never quit ballet. I did it as a child.~ 🩰🥀

[weepingporcelain]

my biggest fantasy is someone finding me beautiful

[prettypinkprncss]

nothing is better than finding an older man who treats u like his sweet little girl and lets u call him daddy ..<3

[sheisalittlebunny]

It’s not a want it’s a need !

[lafemmederik]

ERIKKKKKK!!!!

[lafemmederik]

I feel like a gothic ballerina today.~ 🖤🩰🥀

[lafemmederik]

This lovely little pile is more or less what I walk out with when I go to the grocery store. I picked out a bouquet of roses too. 🎀🥀🩰🖤