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Lala | He/Him | minor | least aesthetic boy you know

[lalasmelodies]

making an intro on the off chance someone finds this account.

I’m Lala, he/him pronouns. I’m really bad at tagging and being aesthetic but I’m doing my best. I like boys, music (if that wasn’t obvious), and drawing. I really like homestuck and mouthwashing. Probably won’t post about those but it’s true. DMs are open but interacting is scary.

Before you follow I just hope you know I proship and darkship, and no, I don’t condone these things IRL. And also talk about like. Suicide, EDs, whatever. This blog isn’t really primarily for any of those things but don’t be surprised if you see it.

[lalasmelodies]

jumpinh to sideblog so theyll never see thsi. cool guy just sent ask to my blog FUCK YES FUCK YES FUCK YES PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE BE MY FRIEND PLEEEASE

[lalasmelodies]

what am i even talking about. he doesnt even know my name.. but i do wish to befriend him.

[lalasmelodies]

i found his ig myself because. im just better but its scary. he has good taste in music. please let me work in the same group tomorrow....

[lalasmelodies]

thejes a cute boy in my class........ he seems cool but i dont know how to talk to people grrrr..... head in hands.... we've talked once and he showed me his art but thats it........

[lalasmelodies]

asian, emo, and ftm...... will i ever be man enough...... why do the things im proud of also have to be parts of why i dont pass...... no asian-centric forcemasc... being alternative makes me look more feminine or whatever.... fuuuuuck.....

[silliestcolressfan]

affirmations for people with multiple blogs:

☆ i am on the right blog

☆ i wont accidentally post on the wrong blog

☆ i can get my blogs right

☆ i have a normal amount of side blogs

☆ this isnt going on the wrong blog

[lalasmelodies]

untrue and false i jusr replied with the wrong blog can i die

[silliestcolressfan]

affirmations for people with multiple blogs:

☆ i am on the right blog

☆ i wont accidentally post on the wrong blog

☆ i can get my blogs right

☆ i have a normal amount of side blogs

☆ this isnt going on the wrong blog

[enameledcoppergirl]

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[degenerate-elite]

I'd rather have a bullet in my body than a dick but ok man tell me trans men don't have it "as bad"

[dogpuppy]

[lalasmelodies]

I really hate whenever people say “oh you’d do that because of a character?” Or “dude they’re just a character why do they matter so much” when I talked about how I used to play genshin impact to keep myself from killing myself and recently I’ve been using ghost from call of duty to stay away from SH but anyways it really irks me because why are you trashing on something that genuinely helps/helped me in the past. I’m sorry if it’s weird or out of touch to you but whatever works WORKS!!!!

[lalasmelodies]

my ability to write smut has fled. What the fuckbhappendd

[lalasmelodies]

sorry two people my whose feeds my posts are on

[lalasmelodies]

oughhhh now I’m thinking about third grade

[lalasmelodies]

genuine question would 12 on 8 years old count as cocsa. I think that was the age gap. I can’t quite recall.

[lalasmelodies]

cw!!! CSA MENTION!!!!

I just remembered I used to write sanscest smut in like. Third or fourth grade and my parents found it and so to get out of trouble I told my parents about how my cousin sexually abused me (which did happen) and it worked. Once. anyways I don’t think proshipping normalized incest for me I think it was my cousin who sexually abused me. Idk man.