plurality focused sideblog, not linking back to main bc wei haven't/aren't ready to come out yet ๐ Misaconcious Varion Mediancy โญ๏ธ collectivley go by Lambda and they/he/it dni anti-endo, trans id, and radqueers
gonna shit out a pinned really wuick so that i can feel accomplished ig
varion sys of around 10 active members (26 total w 16 dormant-ish (idk they havent fronted in months)) โ we are primarally neurogenic (ADHDgenic n nebugenic) and protogenic with some bits of sollumgenic, potentially mixed origins โ we r misaconcious also
this is a sideblog disconnected from our main blog bc we havent come out publicly and probably never will since we are an endo system and i dont feel like getting death threats simply for us existing
@flesh.eater goes by Lambda Labs Mediancy / Lambda, iDIOTS OF Oz / iDIOTS and uses they/them (plural), he/him (plural) pronouns.
ok awesome signoffs below the cut :3
Lachlan โญ๏ธ - he/fae/it ยป host n core n family figure
Leon ๐ - he/it/xe ยป co-host
Lyle ๐ฆ - he/him ยป little n family figure n symptom holder
Disvert ๐ผ - it/hyper ยป emotion n symptom holder
Reven โผ๏ธ - he/it/kaiju ยป emotion holder n persecutor n protector
Orion ๐ค - he/it ยป emotion holder
Gordon ๐งจ - he/it ยป emotion holder
Eddie ๐ฌ - he/him ยป anchor n therapist
Elm ๐ - it/they/sleep ยป symptom holder
Intel ๐ - he/him ยป the smart one
probably dormant guys
Butcher ๐ช - he/him ยป protector
Nightbolt โก๏ธ - he/xe ยป no role
Hughie ๐โโ๏ธ - he/him ยป symptom holder
Shayne ๐ป - he/it ยป family figure n protector
Michael ๐ - he/him ยป caretaker n family figure
Adrastos ๐ท - he/him ยป protector
Lily ๐ชท - she/her ยป little
Knit ๐งถ - she/xe/fae ยป caretaker n family figure
Kendric ๐ฆ - he/him ยป emotion holder
Azazel ๐ฆโโฌ - zae/zem ยป little
Fish Teeth ๐ - it/he ยป no role
Tempo ๐ง - he/any ยป symptom holder
Seventeen ๐ - she/any ยป no roles
Comfy ๐ฆ - fae/faer ยป little
Creeper ๐จ - she/they/fae ยป pseudohost n core n family figure
Tirzah ๐ - ae/joy/xe ยป protector n emotion holder
uhmmm know i havent posted in a half a year haha umm hm
its weird being median :/
like what do you mean social interaction with people i like made me less isolated and therefore my system adapted and i only have like 3 parts and we're never not blurry what
An alter who fronts to counteract avoidant behaviors / An alter who is more confident and confrontational than other system members and can do task like communication more easily
that moment when youre less isolated from people your own age becuase you see your friends everyday and so then theres less and less system activity and now youre just a few jumbled facets.....
being varion really is something
but if things go the way i think theyre going too some of us should resurface(?) after schools out and we're by ourself most of the time :P
A hatred holder is a type of headmate that holds hatred within the system. They may front when feeling extreme amounts of anger and animosity, and will usually feel more hatred than other headmates. Hatred Holders may take on roles of protecting the system from outside forces of things the system hates.
This can be considered an extreme version of grudge holders, anger holders, and resenters.
We couldn't find one, so we made one. If this already exists, consider it an alternate.
Also we wanted to make our own version of the Holder flag because we just preferred to do that.
feels so good to switch in for the first time in a while
it also feels really good to find a band i really like from the era i should be in (early to late 2000s) (the band is mcr)
also did something lachlan dislikes doing which is going through our list of headmates and sorting out dormant members, found that we had maybe 7 or so currently dormant members still listed as active. i know he diesnt like acknowledging when someone has gone dormant so i dont mind.
guys i likr my boyfriend husband thing situationship hes so silly ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ my orange guy ๐ my orange peel ๐๐๐๐ his color is orange btw ๐๐ and im blue ๐๐๐๐ hes my little anxious boytoy idk i lijek him
median culture is finding out that yeah, that life-long consistent "huh? whats my identity? whys it not consistent?" is literally just guys.
and then finding out you have a double (? kinda but not quite) that is everything incoherent from you. if that makes sense? idk it doesnt make sense to us either lmao
finding out you have a co-host that was just so indistinguishable from you that it took awhile to figure out that was a seperate-ish guy
its getting easier to distinguish between โญ๏ธ and ๐ once we realized that โญ๏ธ is more down to earth and ๐ is. well. hes... yeah no i kinda lied theyre still very hard to tell apart but we're making progress!!!!
