I just need a way out of my head

TW - bpd, csa, alcohol addiction

[paper-wounds]

[sad-empty-lost]

Everyday when I wake up.......

[plutorichh-deactivated20260716]

[lost-in-space-69]

I wanna be fucking normal. Why couldn't I have been normal?

[catchymemes]

[leafsea]

[cats-healing-diary]

The moment you actually start thinking about suicide again after being okay is so painful

[lamenpain]

im such a fuck up

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

Nobody tells you how much mental illness fucks with your perception of time. How you can’t place memories right. How you can’t distinguish if something happened a month ago or a year ago. How you lose entire chunks. Weeks, months of memories just get brushed away somewhere. What you do remember just ebbs and flows together. You’re never really in the moment so you can’t ever really hang onto it.

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

[worthless-misery]

Everything about myself feels so disgusting.

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

[x0missingpieces0x-deactivated20]

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[lustingupon]

[s-e-c-r-e-t-t-s]

Until you can’t breathe, until you can’t move, until it ends you…

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]