if i cannot be loved, i must be feared

burned so many bridges, got nowhere to go i'm here when i'm happy

[theunfortunate-author]

my daily affirmation as an author

[pup-purgatory]

via

[weltenwellen]

Carol Rifka Brunt, Tell the Wolves I’m Home

[laterkiss]

is this happening because i was born

[professionallyunstable-deactiva]

i think nobody will understand how truly sad i feel unless i take my life to prove it.

[szydercza]

[50shadesofdeathh]

[borderlinebaby420]

chronic feelings of emptiness and unworthiness

[borderlinebaby420]

sleep doesnt even help anymore

[massivex]

[pup-purgatory]

[maxxie-or-smth]

i need to killl myself but like nonchalantly

[paper-wounds]

via

[happyk44]

[Text ID: I might have survived it. But I don't know how and it hurts a lot sometimes still. /end ID]

[mumblesplash]

it's such bs that the whole guilt-ridden stoic self-sacrificing martyr thing doesn't work outside of fiction. repressing all your emotions and neglecting your physical wellbeing should make you god's most tragically beautiful morally unassailable little soldier of righteousness but all it does is give you bad skin and gastrointestinal problems

[dragon-in-a-fez]

idk if I've told this story on here before but one time I was sitting at my desk at work and a random dog I'd never seen before strolled into my office and curled up at my feet. and I was like oh you are adorable but what the fuck?

then a woman knocked on the door and said "oh I'm so sorry he's a therapy dog he's trained to seek out people in severe distress"

and I was like right okay, just getting my whole life drive-by roasted by a dog then

[shoelace4-48]

and sometimes that sadness gets so deep in your heart, that you cant even cry

[pup-purgatory]

abandonment issues are loud today