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Okay slay last post v anyways this girl I talked to for like a month is trying to make me jealous by posting a man on her close friends that she added me to 😭 told me to get off hinge babe and you have a whole man in less than a month?? Like I’m sorry a man is punishment enough. Get a beautiful gf who’s obsessed with you if you want to actually make me jealous because…..

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been awhile but she texted me a video of our second date saying “1 year ago today” and “i still tell everyone about this btw” at 1:30 am. while she is still dating said guy.

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I don’t like that after all these years we still have the exact same music taste

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I have been celibate for a few years now and i am in between breaking that with someone special to me or literally a random stranger and i don’t know what to do

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Okay slay last post v anyways this girl I talked to for like a month is trying to make me jealous by posting a man on her close friends that she added me to 😭 told me to get off hinge babe and you have a whole man in less than a month?? Like I’m sorry a man is punishment enough. Get a beautiful gf who’s obsessed with you if you want to actually make me jealous because…..

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You suck and what sucks even more is that you’ll never see this because you just don’t care enough to!

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Okay I love that apparently everyone I ever have a crush on has had a normal family who does not have any conflict ever. Like I’m sorry, I was getting called a bitch at age 12!! My idea of conflict is not me saying that something hurt my feelings!! I did not realize that wanting to talk about something that hurt me is a personal attack!! Nothing I’m saying is coming from anger but sadness, why is everything I ever say taken so differently!!

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Have not been on here in awhile but it’s soooo normal to talk about vibrators with your straight crush and which sex toys you both like and dildos and what not!! I definitely feel normal about this

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It really sucks being around someone who makes you feel small :// like im sure this is my karma for acting like such a shitty person years ago but I’m like I just have so much love now and have been giving it all away to someone who i don’t think gives a shit and it just sucks i feel like im losing myself. Like ive felt so ugly and just annoying the past year and im looking back on pictures of all these cool things ive done and made and also realizing how pretty i looked (not that that has anything to do with character) but im like why was i so hard on myself!! I looked beautiful!! I need winter to be over and hopefully i can look and feel like myself again, and put someone of that love toward myself!! I don’t need to keep punishing myself at the expense of someone else!! It’s okay to grow from things and want love! That’s a normal human desire! I just need to quit being so mean to myself and punishing myself for things in the past. I don’t need to keep myself in situations just because i feel unworthy of love!

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I used to have the NASTIEST resting bitch face and now ever since I had filler in there even though it’s “gone away” my face like hardly ever looks angry anymore. Bad for me when I want to look angry, but good for me when I don’t.

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Me saying I miss having a crush even though it’s been like one day

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okay so

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I CANNOT

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Not to be an astrology girlie, but like I need Pluto to leave Capricorn NEOWWWW

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Sometimes all you need is a best friend to make you feel loved again 😭❤️

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It’s really nice when you think of yourself as dark and someone sees you as light. It makes you feel understood.

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It’s crazy how little I’ve listened to TTPD album since it came out, like I eventually grew to love several songs on Midnights and one even became my top song last year. But I literally can’t think of any songs I would listen to on TTPD other than maybe Prophecy and So Long London