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i post drawings here. sometimes other stuff.

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28, she/her, usa

@itmakesmyeyessmile <— art inspo

aggressively pro-recovery 💙

NO-ONE IS WITHOUT HOPE!

word of warning!

i have mental health problems and i talk about them. i do content warning tags for common sense stuff like self harm or regicide.

- if you are much younger than me you are welcome to follow but i will be ignoring you. 🫶

- i love my trans friends and trans people and if you don’t i want nothing to do with you

💚 vegan fta

[lamnae]

dr ch5 weird route spoilers

omg i feel like such an idiot. the “other side” of the lake is not across from it… it's the other side vertically. That’s why they do that. I feel like i miss obvious stuff sometimes. Didn’t catch so much of what i’m seeing people talk about. Not even things meant to be hidden lol

[lamnae]

deltarune spoilers

Just finished ch5. I did like it less than previous chapters (i went into it completely optimistic i promise!) but i still enjoyed it. First, what i loved: platformers are my favorite so i was very excited to see that. I wish the platforming was more challenging but i understand that is not what deltarune is and turning it into celeste would have alienated many people. The mechanics in general were great. Loved bouncing around and punching stuff lol The festival was very cute. The new song for the rhythm game is awesome. I wish i could have gone back to play it later :’) but i get why I couldnt. Flowery is funny, the voice lines were funny and creative, i love his dynamic with ralsei. Music is great as usual.

Now for the criticism… (please note, i have a deep reverence for everything toby fox creates and this is just opinion). This is probably controversial but I would have like the susiexnoelle romance to keep building up more. I like the slow burn lol

The story, setting, characters all felt much flatter to me than previous chapters. The mood just wasn’t as strong and the characters weren’t as dynamic and well rounded. I really dont like the catgirl unfortunately. She just isnt interesting to me visually or otherwise. I didnt end up caring about any of the new characters by the end. The fountain closed and i was like… ok. Can i play the rhythm game now? Lol

i think in general the japan theme really took over everything and none of it felt as unique or interesting. I also dont know if this is just because of my mood when i was playing (maybe if i was feeling more emotion it would have hit) but asgores story just didnt affect me at all. Idk it just all felt flat and im not sure if its just me feeling kind of meh in general or if its the game. I also know it was meant to be a really light chapter but i think some seriousness and darkness is what makes the light pop. It needs it to be truly funny and uplifting. At least for me.

All that said i dont really feel disappointed. I had fun and learned lore and i have trust that toby knows what hes doing. I’m really excited for the next chapter. I have a feeling it’s going to be amazing. :o)

[lamnae]

oh also (weird route spoiler)

i watched a playthrough (my psyche cant take playing it) and the weird route is v well done and made me feel ill lol it’s so awful good job team

[lamnae]

deltarune spoilers

Just finished ch5. I did like it less than previous chapters (i went into it completely optimistic i promise!) but i still enjoyed it. First, what i loved: platformers are my favorite so i was very excited to see that. I wish the platforming was more challenging but i understand that is not what deltarune is and turning it into celeste would have alienated many people. The mechanics in general were great. Loved bouncing around and punching stuff lol The festival was very cute. The new song for the rhythm game is awesome. I wish i could have gone back to play it later :’) but i get why I couldnt. Flowery is funny, the voice lines were funny and creative, i love his dynamic with ralsei. Music is great as usual.

Now for the criticism… (please note, i have a deep reverence for everything toby fox creates and this is just opinion). This is probably controversial but I would have like the susiexnoelle romance to keep building up more. I like the slow burn lol

The story, setting, characters all felt much flatter to me than previous chapters. The mood just wasn’t as strong and the characters weren’t as dynamic and well rounded. I really dont like the catgirl unfortunately. She just isnt interesting to me visually or otherwise. I didnt end up caring about any of the new characters by the end. The fountain closed and i was like… ok. Can i play the rhythm game now? Lol

i think in general the japan theme really took over everything and none of it felt as unique or interesting. I also dont know if this is just because of my mood when i was playing (maybe if i was feeling more emotion it would have hit) but asgores story just didnt affect me at all. Idk it just all felt flat and im not sure if its just me feeling kind of meh in general or if its the game. I also know it was meant to be a really light chapter but i think some seriousness and darkness is what makes the light pop. It needs it to be truly funny and uplifting. At least for me.

All that said i dont really feel disappointed. I had fun and learned lore and i have trust that toby knows what hes doing. I’m really excited for the next chapter. I have a feeling it’s going to be amazing. :o)

[blondebrainpowered]

Cat paw prints in the medieval floor tiles of the 12th century CE St Peter Church in Wormleighton, England

[minim]

Seenglass 68: NO R

[lamnae]

While im at it… i’d also like to complain about the increasingly prevalent sentiment that children shouldnt have any autonomy or independent interaction with the world around them. My coworker the other day suggested we dont take down kids’ names and numbers in our wants book and instead get their parents to do it (its a toy store). This was on the basis of “the parents get freaked out when someone calls asking for their kid…. until i explain why and then its fine”. If a 12 years old-no you know what-if any kid old enough to be able to do it wants to practice the skill of talking to a store they should! Why should we cater to overbearing adults who dont want their kids to have independence? It certainly never did me any good!

[lamnae]

There seems to be an epidemic among my age group and culture of being absolutely allergic to communicating. Someone hurts your feelings? Don’t bother telling them and talking it out. Cut them out of your life. They are toxic and evil. I’m lucky I have friends who act like adults because it feels increasingly rare.

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can someone tell me if i use the pink key on something before or after green’s shop? I dont want to move on and get locked out but i cant find anything to open

[lamnae]

new username

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spooked myself last night reading about jellyfish

[lamnae]

deleted tumblr from my phone today in a fit of distress over how much time i feel i've been wasting. so now it's a laptop only activity (i've done this before, we'll see how long it lasts).

it's sort of unfair, i feel bad for tumblr making it a scapegoat like this. clearly the problem runs deeper. but it probably isn't good for me to have an instant source of entertainment in my pocket. i need to be bored sometimes. i need to be alone with my thoughts. i need to pay attention to the food i am eating and the scenery passing me as i wait for the bus. i have an app on my phone that until now limited how long i could be on certain apps. so with tumblr i would open it and know i was on a timer (ok i have 5 minutes to scroll!) which would kind of set me in this tense state, like if you gave a kid a piece of cake and said "ok you have FIVE MINUTES to eat this!" It makes it harder to enjoy mindfully, doesn't it?

So i'll try this again. i enjoy having a real keyboard to write with anyway (maybe to my detriment, as you can see by the length of this post). the only annoying thing is uploading photos. but my phone camera is busted anyway so whatever.

[lamnae]

my birthday cake courtesy of my wife :o)

[lamnae]

ok this is breaking the rules because I made the comic over a year ago, but I found it today looking for ideas and it’s kind of meant to be. I never posted it because… I wasn’t happy with it lol

[lamnae]

Tonight im gonna make ratatouille!!!

[lamnae]

I mean what i say

[lamnae]

Oh no its make a terrible comic day i cant forget

[lamnae]

It’s really good so far. That’s all I’ll say