I have this constant fear that I will never be a mother. After my miscarriage last summer, I cannot stand to see people getting pregnant and having their babies, all lucky and overjoyed. I fear that I will never get that opportunity in the future. I am afraid of what losing my child has done to my body, as well as mentally. This is the only social platform I am willing to discuss this, and I needed to get it off my chest. End rant.














