Dreams

writer/poet | she/her | “You think I’m punk rock”

[lanahearts1122]

Someone make an edit of Neil and Andrew with the song Monster by Meg and dia. I just remembered that song existed and sadly I can’t edit :(((( Or lmk if an edit like that already exists.

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How many times have you forgotten my birthday?

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Silence follows.

I haven’t dreamt in a long time and If I did it would be about you.

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At the end of the day I’m still that 12 year old girl who was comforted by her own suicidal thoughts. Knowing that either her dreams will become a reality or her world will end. I’m still waiting to find out.

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I’m not sad or happy. I miss my sadness.

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I’m buried by own nostalgia and I think the fulfillment of my troubled dreams will cure it. I haven’t told you yet but I’m running out of time and I have too much time. I know nothing at all. I don’t know.

The only way I could talk to you is by writing. I have told you multiple times that the best person to talk to is the moon. The moon knows everything and everyone.

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There are days that I cry for no reason. But I like tell myself it’s because of you. Can you hear my loud cries? Or the beating of my heart when I see you? You know I have big dreams and goals bigger than I. Bigger than my life here and I am excited. But I’m left wondering about our life. What could’ve been if you said yes.

What could have been if you said yes.

Do you think about that too?

Do you dream about me late at night and pretend I’m by your side?

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I’ve heard millions of love songs but this is the one that reminds me of you. That reminds me of all of you. I know that one day you’ll realize how beautiful you are. Maybe tomorrow or in 10 years you will listen to your song again and you will hear it.

I want you to remember that small part of your life that I was in. And I want you to know that at some point I was hanging around and I was actually there instead of miles away. I know you’ll be miles away too, but I’ll be further.

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I haven’t dreamt in months, almost all my nights restless and my mornings spent tired. I still miss you. I still need you. I still crave you.

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I still think about you. Always. Your body on mine. Lips touch, hands kiss. Palm to palm.

I have always been in love with your smile and sweet eyes. I can’t believe it. I really don’t understand why I do. But I can’t help it. I miss talking to you, smiling at you and your eyes. God, the way you look at me.

[rockwoodsss]

this is me btw if you even care

[let-the-wind-sing]

blessing the feed with gale hansen’s writing 🫶

[flowerytale]

Janet Fitch, from White Oleander

[thatlittlefruit]

[lanahearts1122]

Writing about beautiful people

And Rock n roll

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