lancer ! !

empathy daemon | they/them | 🪸🎨 i love jellyfish and drawing roaming around | dahlia ——— diary from @lancerthatisntfree

[lancersdiary]

— > welcome!!!

i’m lancer!! formed 15 years ago so i’m!! 15!

i don’t have a place i stay at sooo i stay at random hotels and go around! umm and like i know people and stuff whatveer

i really like sealife and drawing! and all other stuff !!

hihihi!!! nice to meet u!!

(ooc under cut)

skin me alive if you want i couldn’t help but make another blog LOOLL

lancer is myyy redactedsona! so um yeah whatever

them for.. idk visual / imaginative purposes :3! they usually wear this jacket or bigger clothes since i do that LMAOO

ok bye

— lancer out

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Do you happen to know if Angelo is single? I think he's really cute and I like him a lot but idk how to approach him (◞ ‸ ◟ㆀ)

ooh umm i think he is!!! :0 i can always ask him when i can

he’s so cool!! he realllyyy loves books!! maybe u can go talk to him umm in the library!! ^_^

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Hii Lancer!!! Hey so!!! This is a super silly question but have you watched Steven Universe before?? :0 I think you'd like it it's super cute!!! If not maybe we could watch it together like a movie night??

ooh i don’t think i have!! umm i’ve definitely heard of it but i don’t think ive watched it yet!! we could totally do a movie night with verver when i get back :0!!! i’d love too :3

[solaire-sweetie]

Oo!! Okay okay! Verver can join!! And my girlfriend Farah might join if that's OK too!! What kind of snacks or candy do you and Ver like?? Daemons and demons can eat right I'm still not sure on that. Wait yeah they can oop

[lancersdiary]

that’s totally okay!!! :D

umm umm i like any type of sweets but idk what ver likes i think he likes a lot of salty stuff

or he doesn’t like eating at all :0

[lancersdiary]

Hii Lancer!!! Hey so!!! This is a super silly question but have you watched Steven Universe before?? :0 I think you'd like it it's super cute!!! If not maybe we could watch it together like a movie night??

ooh i don’t think i have!! umm i’ve definitely heard of it but i don’t think ive watched it yet!! we could totally do a movie night with verver when i get back :0!!! i’d love too :3

[lancersdiary]

Lance!! ^_^ hii!! hellooo!!

:00 HIII CAELUM!! oou its been so long since ive seen u!!

[lancersdiary]

Hey! It's me again! I heard you might be uh.. moving? Remember those éclairs I told you about? I thought you might wanna try some, here! As a little parting gift..

.. stay safe, okay? Know you got people here in your corner. You don't deserve any of this, and you don't deserve anyone taking away your spark.

-🌸🍰

Ohh.. Hi!

.. I-I won’t be moving forever! Just a.. very small vacation to cool me off.. I’m going with Verver! Um.. he said some time away would be nice..

..Oh.. T-Thank you so much! You— You didn’t need too.. ouu.. You’re too nice to me..

.. Okay, I will..! ..

Thank you.

[lancersdiary]

Oh my gosh. I forgot to introduce myself, I'm so sorry! My name's Delilah! Solaire! But I also go by Del, Deli, Delibirb, alot of nicknames! It's nice to meet you, hon. You seem like a sweet kid

If you need help sleeping, maybe I could offer a little song? Or a story? Oo, I could also bring some éclairs if you want any! Those are really good!

-🌸🍰

Ohh, okay.. Nice to meet you Ms.. Umm.. Delilah..! Thank you.. You’re very nice too..

I’ve.. I’ve had troubles sleeping recently, yeah.. A-Any help would be appreciated. I like songs..

.. Ooh.. I’ve never tried those before..!

[solaire-sweetie]

Oh éclairs are very yummy! They're little pastries filled with custard, or cream.. and chocolate icing on top! Some say they're super sweet, but I say you can never have too many sweets!

[She begins to relax herself, humming a small lullaby. Under her breath, Del begins to sing it softly]

I'll be right here if you rest. Maybe next time I can bring some of those éclairs, huh? For now, you seem absolutely exhausted. I'll keep watch if you're scared, and i'll stay right by your side if you ask.

[She continues singing the lullaby, not attempting to move closer to Lancer. Just letting them relax]

[lancersdiary]

Ooh, that sounds nice.. I-I like sweets..! Ver.. Ver used to buy them for me a lot..

[ Lancer seems to visibly get less tense. ]

.. Mm. Okay..

T-Thank you. I.. I’d like if you stayed here.. That’d be.. really nice..

[solaire-sweetie]

''Course! Ver used to buy you alotta sweets, huh? What kinds? I bet they were absolutely delicious, tell me all about it! Maybe some good ol' rambling can help you relax and take your mind off.. uh, things?

[Delilah smiles loosely, she seems to be less tense herself and yawns]

And hey, hon. I'll stay here as long as you want, 'kay? Long as you're safe and comfy and cozy, and as long as you want me here. We can just sit and chat and stuff!

[lancersdiary]

Ouu, um, he bought me a lot of cookies..! And uh, bread.. I liked the um.. the bread with chocolate in it, it was really nice.. and he gives me lollipops sometimes..

.. That would be nice..

[ They smile back, although it was small. ]

.. Thank you, a lot.. I.. I would like that. Um.. I like company.. it’s nice.. Feels safe.

[solaire-sweetie]

Ohh, cookies?? And chocolate bread?? Maybe those were croissants, I'm not sure—But they all sound absolutely delicious! Ha, guess Ver really liked baking.

[she slows down, thinking for a moment]

Hey, buddy, you need a hug? I know you're going through.. alot right now. Just thought I'd offer it and keep you company. I'm.. happy you feel safe, hon

[lancersdiary]

Oh— Yeah.. Croissants..! That’s what they were called.. T-They were very good..

Hehe.. yeah.. He doesn’t do it that much anymore but.. He did before.

..

A-A hug.. would be really nice.. Yeah.. T-Thank you..

[lancersdiary]

Oh my gosh. I forgot to introduce myself, I'm so sorry! My name's Delilah! Solaire! But I also go by Del, Deli, Delibirb, alot of nicknames! It's nice to meet you, hon. You seem like a sweet kid

If you need help sleeping, maybe I could offer a little song? Or a story? Oo, I could also bring some éclairs if you want any! Those are really good!

-🌸🍰

Ohh, okay.. Nice to meet you Ms.. Umm.. Delilah..! Thank you.. You’re very nice too..

I’ve.. I’ve had troubles sleeping recently, yeah.. A-Any help would be appreciated. I like songs..

.. Ooh.. I’ve never tried those before..!

[solaire-sweetie]

Oh éclairs are very yummy! They're little pastries filled with custard, or cream.. and chocolate icing on top! Some say they're super sweet, but I say you can never have too many sweets!

[She begins to relax herself, humming a small lullaby. Under her breath, Del begins to sing it softly]

I'll be right here if you rest. Maybe next time I can bring some of those éclairs, huh? For now, you seem absolutely exhausted. I'll keep watch if you're scared, and i'll stay right by your side if you ask.

[She continues singing the lullaby, not attempting to move closer to Lancer. Just letting them relax]

[lancersdiary]

Ooh, that sounds nice.. I-I like sweets..! Ver.. Ver used to buy them for me a lot..

[ Lancer seems to visibly get less tense. ]

.. Mm. Okay..

T-Thank you. I.. I’d like if you stayed here.. That’d be.. really nice..

[solaire-sweetie]

''Course! Ver used to buy you alotta sweets, huh? What kinds? I bet they were absolutely delicious, tell me all about it! Maybe some good ol' rambling can help you relax and take your mind off.. uh, things?

[Delilah smiles loosely, she seems to be less tense herself and yawns]

And hey, hon. I'll stay here as long as you want, 'kay? Long as you're safe and comfy and cozy, and as long as you want me here. We can just sit and chat and stuff!

[lancersdiary]

Ouu, um, he bought me a lot of cookies..! And uh, bread.. I liked the um.. the bread with chocolate in it, it was really nice.. and he gives me lollipops sometimes..

.. That would be nice..

[ They smile back, although it was small. ]

.. Thank you, a lot.. I.. I would like that. Um.. I like company.. it’s nice.. Feels safe.

[lancersdiary]

Are you alright, young one?

I see that you have an apt support system, but I wanted to ask you myself about that... man.

— 🩵🌀

.. I’m.. doing okay..

.. Verver said I can speak to people again. Because he can’t hurt me here.

.. But I don’t know. I’m just scared. I-I have no reason to be but I— I’m scared.. I don’t like it..

.. I don’t like the knowledge he’s out there somewhere. Because what if he hurts other people? I don’t want that to happen, I don’t—

.. But.. um.. I guess I’m doing better.. With all the nice things I’ve gotten..

.. Thank you for asking..

[lancersdiary]

Oh my gosh. I forgot to introduce myself, I'm so sorry! My name's Delilah! Solaire! But I also go by Del, Deli, Delibirb, alot of nicknames! It's nice to meet you, hon. You seem like a sweet kid

If you need help sleeping, maybe I could offer a little song? Or a story? Oo, I could also bring some éclairs if you want any! Those are really good!

-🌸🍰

Ohh, okay.. Nice to meet you Ms.. Umm.. Delilah..! Thank you.. You’re very nice too..

I’ve.. I’ve had troubles sleeping recently, yeah.. A-Any help would be appreciated. I like songs..

.. Ooh.. I’ve never tried those before..!

[solaire-sweetie]

Oh éclairs are very yummy! They're little pastries filled with custard, or cream.. and chocolate icing on top! Some say they're super sweet, but I say you can never have too many sweets!

[She begins to relax herself, humming a small lullaby. Under her breath, Del begins to sing it softly]

I'll be right here if you rest. Maybe next time I can bring some of those éclairs, huh? For now, you seem absolutely exhausted. I'll keep watch if you're scared, and i'll stay right by your side if you ask.

[She continues singing the lullaby, not attempting to move closer to Lancer. Just letting them relax]

[lancersdiary]

Ooh, that sounds nice.. I-I like sweets..! Ver.. Ver used to buy them for me a lot..

[ Lancer seems to visibly get less tense. ]

.. Mm. Okay..

T-Thank you. I.. I’d like if you stayed here.. That’d be.. really nice..

[lancersdiary]

Lancer. I brought you cake and some dolma. I didn't know wich you would prefer.

-🪶

O-Oh.. You.. didn’t have to..

Thank you Ms. Maddie.. Thank you alot.

I don’t mind either.

[that-one-harpy]

... need a hug buddy? You seem stressed.

[lancersdiary]

.. I-I’m okay, just.. tired, is all..

[that-one-harpy]

Can't sleep? I know that feeling.

Have you tried warm milk?

[lancersdiary]

Mm, no.. I haven’t tried that..

Does it help..? I like milk..

[that-one-harpy]

Helps me all the time! Warm milk. Lavender tea...

Once I made a crude lavender milk tea. That could help kiddo.

[lancersdiary]

Ooh.. that sounds really good..

I don’t drink tea that much.. But I’d like to..!

[that-one-harpy]

I have loads. OH! You should come by for tea!

[lancersdiary]

I-I’d love to, just..

preoccupied.. at the moment.. I’m sorry Ms. Maddie..

[that-one-harpy]

It's ok! But the offer is always out there!

[lancersdiary]

Okay.. Thank you Ms. Maddie..!

I’ll.. consider it when I’m able to.

[lancersdiary]

Oh my gosh. I forgot to introduce myself, I'm so sorry! My name's Delilah! Solaire! But I also go by Del, Deli, Delibirb, alot of nicknames! It's nice to meet you, hon. You seem like a sweet kid

If you need help sleeping, maybe I could offer a little song? Or a story? Oo, I could also bring some éclairs if you want any! Those are really good!

-🌸🍰

Ohh, okay.. Nice to meet you Ms.. Umm.. Delilah..! Thank you.. You’re very nice too..

I’ve.. I’ve had troubles sleeping recently, yeah.. A-Any help would be appreciated. I like songs..

.. Ooh.. I’ve never tried those before..!

[lancersdiary]

Lancer. I brought you cake and some dolma. I didn't know wich you would prefer.

-🪶

O-Oh.. You.. didn’t have to..

Thank you Ms. Maddie.. Thank you alot.

I don’t mind either.

[that-one-harpy]

... need a hug buddy? You seem stressed.

[lancersdiary]

.. I-I’m okay, just.. tired, is all..

[that-one-harpy]

Can't sleep? I know that feeling.

Have you tried warm milk?

[lancersdiary]

Mm, no.. I haven’t tried that..

Does it help..? I like milk..

[that-one-harpy]

Helps me all the time! Warm milk. Lavender tea...

Once I made a crude lavender milk tea. That could help kiddo.

[lancersdiary]

Ooh.. that sounds really good..

I don’t drink tea that much.. But I’d like to..!

[that-one-harpy]

I have loads. OH! You should come by for tea!

[lancersdiary]

I-I’d love to, just..

preoccupied.. at the moment.. I’m sorry Ms. Maddie..

[lancersdiary]

Lancer. I brought you cake and some dolma. I didn't know wich you would prefer.

-🪶

O-Oh.. You.. didn’t have to..

Thank you Ms. Maddie.. Thank you alot.

I don’t mind either.

[that-one-harpy]

... need a hug buddy? You seem stressed.

[lancersdiary]

.. I-I’m okay, just.. tired, is all..

[that-one-harpy]

Can't sleep? I know that feeling.

Have you tried warm milk?

[lancersdiary]

Mm, no.. I haven’t tried that..

Does it help..? I like milk..

[that-one-harpy]

Helps me all the time! Warm milk. Lavender tea...

Once I made a crude lavender milk tea. That could help kiddo.

[lancersdiary]

Ooh.. that sounds really good..

I don’t drink tea that much.. But I’d like to..!

[lancersdiary]

Lancer. I brought you cake and some dolma. I didn't know wich you would prefer.

-🪶

O-Oh.. You.. didn’t have to..

Thank you Ms. Maddie.. Thank you alot.

I don’t mind either.

[that-one-harpy]

... need a hug buddy? You seem stressed.

[lancersdiary]

.. I-I’m okay, just.. tired, is all..

[that-one-harpy]

Can't sleep? I know that feeling.

Have you tried warm milk?

[lancersdiary]

Mm, no.. I haven’t tried that..

Does it help..? I like milk..

[lancersdiary]

Lancer. I brought you cake and some dolma. I didn't know wich you would prefer.

-🪶

O-Oh.. You.. didn’t have to..

Thank you Ms. Maddie.. Thank you alot.

I don’t mind either.

[that-one-harpy]

... need a hug buddy? You seem stressed.

[lancersdiary]

.. I-I’m okay, just.. tired, is all..

[lancersdiary]

Lancer. I brought you cake and some dolma. I didn't know wich you would prefer.

-🪶

O-Oh.. You.. didn’t have to..

Thank you Ms. Maddie.. Thank you alot.

I don’t mind either.