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"i owe my existence to this place & i wanted to etch that stupid existence into its heart so that even a semblance of me would still be out there lingering in a screen, smiling & waving & wishing some struggling young queer blogger a good day long after i've drawn my final breath"

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[2026 Aid Post]

hi! maybe you know me or maybe you don't. i'm an aging disabled genderqueer who has been living on this site for ages. i've shat posts, written poems, made music & videos too. i also host a few tumblr communities like my book club.

i have been unable to work for a while & am currently surviving in a low income apartment with help from family support, weekly plasma donations, commission orders & pawning old items. i am in a tighter spot than ever now with little help from assisted living services so far.

if you have enjoyed anything on this blog & want to help me live:

my KOFI. this is the easiest way.

my venmo: FlowersForJean

my Bandcamp Albums, voted on by mutuals

Visit Original Link

[Commission Details Below]

MUSIC I CAN MAKE FOR YOU:

theme songs for OCs

theme songs for DND sessions

theme songs for just about any story or idea you have

background/AFK/intro & outro music for streamers and youtubers

8-16 bit retro sounds for game projects

battle songs, lofi, from breakcore & triphop to classical & country

and literally everything in-between

CURRENT PRICES (REDUCED):

$30 for a 0-2 minute song

$60 for 2-3

$90 for 3-4

$120 for 4+

i got my start playing live instruments with my dad as a child, & have both self training & classic training influences under my binder i mean belt. i made the transition into digital production about 9 years ago, although i still live record as well & enjoy blending both mediums.

i have completed quite a few orders since then! there is no genre I consider off limits, but i will tell you if I have less experience with something in your request. for more questions, just DM me or send an ask. have a safe day.

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whoever's still left out there, please keep reaching out. weeks go by like eons & often nothing feels solid in reality. little pieces of my personhood chip off in the breeze by the day & disperse on their way out the window into the world. we met for a reason, didn't we?

[dystopiandreamdiary-deactivated]

self-care suggestions beyond “have a bath” 

collect flowers for pressing

plan a trip in great detail 

memorise a poem

find and record sounds you love

customise a piece of clothing

read a book you loved from childhood

have someone do your hair/paint your nails

climb a tree (and spend some time there)

find a free local event to go to

visit an animal shelter

try to recreate a great meal you once had

record a fond memory

do something you think you can’t do 

[fuocogo]

debunked

[isoldio]

this post is dedicated to my mutuals who are still my mutuals despite the horrors

[positypo-blog]

❤

[andyswarhol]

pages from A Gold Book by Andy Warhol, 1957.

[nekurothings]

here is the boi

[jaynirec]

space kid

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name my first bandcamp album

Untitled

Self Titled

Joan Stein & The Mean Benzene

Joan Stein & The Wine Pipeline

The Red Coaxial Cable of Fate

For The Ones I Will Forget

DESKBOP

This Or The Bridge

Pieces of People That Loved Me

What You Left In The Wires

Headspace Staircase

Keep Happen

Voting ended onJul 7, 2025

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name my second bandcamp album

Joan Stein & The Mean Benzene

Joan Stein & The Wine Pipeline

The Red Coaxial Cable of Fate

For The Ones I Will Forget

This or The Bridge

Pieces of People That Loved Me

What You Left In The Wires

Headspace Staircase

Keep Happen

Neurotransmitter Replacement Therapy

Fertile Enough For A Flower

Beautiful Women Called Cognitive Decline

Voting ended onApr 10

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https://studiostein.bandcamp.com/ the first one was $4.13 with 10 songs. this album has an extra 5, so i thought it only fair to bump the minimum price up to $4.20 for absolutely no other reason whatsoever.

if you can't afford it but would like a download, genuinely just let me know! i can give you a code no problem

ty for everything

[purplecalamity]

based on a draw mostly

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october please be gentle to my online friends

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november please be kind

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december please be safe

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january please be patient

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february please be steady

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march please be forgiving

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april please be easy

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may please be understanding

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june please be queer

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july please be vibrant

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august please be honest

[rollinrabbit]

I finally drew Undyne a while ago.

[b0omhauer]

[yerlosing]

rude

i cant draw dogs

[walnutsandrain]

sunshine

[ohnorose]