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[2026 Aid Post]

hi! maybe you know me or maybe you don't. i'm an aging disabled genderqueer who has been living on this site for ages. i've shat posts, written poems, made music & videos too. i also host a few tumblr communities like my book club.

i have been unable to work for a while & am currently surviving in a low income apartment with help from family support, weekly plasma donations, commission orders & pawning old items. i am in a tighter spot than ever now with little help from assisted living services so far.

if you have enjoyed anything on this blog & want to help me live:

my KOFI. this is the easiest way.

my venmo: FlowersForJean

my Bandcamp Albums, voted on by mutuals

Visit Original Link

[Commission Details Below]

MUSIC I CAN MAKE FOR YOU:

theme songs for OCs

theme songs for DND sessions

theme songs for just about any story or idea you have

background/AFK/intro & outro music for streamers and youtubers

8-16 bit retro sounds for game projects

battle songs, lofi, from breakcore & triphop to classical & country

and literally everything in-between

CURRENT PRICES (REDUCED):

$30 for a 0-2 minute song

$60 for 2-3

$90 for 3-4

$120 for 4+

i got my start playing live instruments with my dad as a child, & have both self training & classic training influences under my binder i mean belt. i made the transition into digital production about 9 years ago, although i still live record as well & enjoy blending both mediums.

i have completed quite a few orders since then! there is no genre I consider off limits, but i will tell you if I have less experience with something in your request. for more questions, just DM me or send an ask. have a safe day.

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WOOOO I'M ALIVE!!! HECK YEAH!!!!! OH GOSH WOW I'M CONSCIOUS!!!! HOLY SHIT ANOTHER INCREDIBLE DAY OF WONDER ON THE BIG SPINNING MAGMAMUDBALL!! WEEEE YEAH I'M HERE AGAIN HOORAH!!! HOORAY!!!!! & WITH ALL OF YOU???? OH WHAT A JOY :D THANK GOODNESS I STILL EXIST

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who are you & what did you do with me

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NOBODY TELL HER!!

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you're doomed regardless. might as well save someone else

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As I thought I might, I woke up and decided to completely re-color this

Have some space pride

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you guys would tell me if you were secretly alters of mine on separate accounts & not real live mutuals right?? lmao can you imagine if this echo chamber had been self supported this whole time??? ok look just slap a like on this post if you're NOT me

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:)

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for real thought that read the-joan-fellow for a second

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Visit Original Link

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you guys would tell me if you were secretly alters of mine on separate accounts & not real live mutuals right?? lmao can you imagine if this echo chamber had been self supported this whole time??? ok look just slap a like on this post if you're NOT me

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i'm constantly being alerted of my own posts that i've forgotten about through tumblr notifs. it's like i'm spectating myself. what else is new

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Don't Answer That

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i think this blog is just going to devolve into me reposting myself in an amnesic haze while queue buffers it out

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i've bared my life to the internet and that's how i want it to be. i am a very sick & solitary person & some terror of burning out permanently with no one knowing i existed before everything i am is over too soon has driven me to treat this space like it is a living breathing person i wake up to every morning

all my pieces are here. if you did enough digging you'd find so much more than my name and my age. you would be combing through my entire soul!! but there's still not enough no it's not enough it can't be i don't care if no one ever knows it all i don't care if no one ever makes the effort i will extend myself as far along the wires as i can and hope that even a shred of me lives on in the screen to influence someone else that needs it

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please, i don't want to be famous i just want to be known. i want someone to be able to tell me who i was when i've forgotten that. if i ever made something beautiful, if i ever made someone happy, i want to be reminded of it for as long as i'm conscious. isn't that enough?

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To every kitten in the acronym,  queer kitties, trans kitties, ace kitties, all kitties, it’s Pride and I am SO proud of you! 💖💛💚💙💜 We’re selling this at our redbubble  and 50% of the profits are going to The Trevor Project!

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ok i'll bite. *bites*

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you're vaccinated right

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red string of fate but it's a mass of wires. you know?

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you post for the likes & reblogs. i post to let my mutuals know i'm still alive. we are remarkably similar

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hey, still alive here! wahoo!! yippee!!!

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i should reblog this once a day for the rest of my life just to commit to the bit

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october please be gentle to my online friends

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november please be kind

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december please be safe

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january please be patient

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february please be steady

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march please be forgiving

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april please be easy

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may please be understanding

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june please be queer