汝の罪を記す蔵

"i owe my existence to this place & i wanted to etch that stupid existence into its heart so that even a semblance of me would still be out there lingering in a screen, smiling & waving & wishing some struggling young queer blogger a good day long after i've drawn my final breath"

[landmineblogging]

[2026 Aid Post]

hi! maybe you know me or maybe you don't. i'm an aging disabled genderqueer who has been living on this site for ages. i've shat posts, written poems, made music & videos too. i also host a few tumblr communities like my book club.

i have been unable to work for a while & am currently surviving in a low income apartment with help from family support, weekly plasma donations, commission orders & pawning old items. i am in a tighter spot than ever now with little help from assisted living services so far.

if you have enjoyed anything on this blog & want to help me live:

my KOFI. this is the easiest way.

my venmo: FlowersForJean

my Bandcamp Albums, voted on by mutuals

Visit Original Link

[Commission Details Below]

MUSIC I CAN MAKE FOR YOU:

theme songs for OCs

theme songs for DND sessions

theme songs for just about any story or idea you have

background/AFK/intro & outro music for streamers and youtubers

8-16 bit retro sounds for game projects

battle songs, lofi, from breakcore & triphop to classical & country

and literally everything in-between

CURRENT PRICES (REDUCED):

$30 for a 0-2 minute song

$60 for 2-3

$90 for 3-4

$120 for 4+

i got my start playing live instruments with my dad as a child, & have both self training & classic training influences under my binder i mean belt. i made the transition into digital production about 9 years ago, although i still live record as well & enjoy blending both mediums.

i have completed quite a few orders since then! there is no genre I consider off limits, but i will tell you if I have less experience with something in your request. for more questions, just DM me or send an ask. have a safe day.

[fuwaprince]

US Helplines:

Depression Hotline: [phone]

Suicide Hotline: [phone]

LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255

Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386

Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743

Eating Disorders Hotline: [phone]

Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673

Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272

Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000

Exhale: After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253

Child Abuse: 1-800-422-4453

UK Helplines:

Samaritans (for any problem): 08457909090 e-mail [email protected]

Childline (for anyone under 18 with any problem): 08001111

Mind infoline (mental health information): 0300 123 3393 e-mail: [email protected]

Mind legal advice (for people who need mental-health related legal advice): 0300 466 6463 [email protected]

b-eat eating disorder support: 0845 634 14 14 (only open Mon-Fri 10.30am-8.30pm and Saturday 1pm-4.30pm) e-mail: [email protected]

b-eat youthline (for under 25’s with eating disorders): 08456347650 (open Mon-Fri 4.30pm - 8.30pm, Saturday 1pm-4.30pm)

Cruse Bereavement Care: 08444779400 e-mail: [email protected]

Frank (information and advice on drugs): 0800776600

Drinkline: 0800 9178282

Rape Crisis England & Wales: 0808 802 9999 1(open 2 - 2.30pm 7 - 9.30pm) e-mail [email protected]

Rape Crisis Scotland: 08088 01 03 02 every day, 6pm to midnight

India Self Harm Hotline: [phone]

India Suicide Helpline: 022-27546669

Kids Help Phone (Canada): 1-800-668-6868

FREE 24/7 suicide hotlines:

Argentina: 54-0223-493-0430

Australia: 13-11-14

Austria: 01-713-3374

Barbados: 429-9999

Belgium: 106

Botswana: 391-1270

Brazil: 21-233-9191

China: 852-2382-0000

(Hong Kong: 2389-2222)

Costa Rica: 606-253-5439

Croatia: 01-4833-888

Cyprus: 357-77-77-72-67

Czech Republic: 222-580-697, 476-701-908

Denmark: 70-201-201

Egypt: 762-1602

Estonia: 6-558-088

Finland: 040-5032199

France: 01-45-39-4000

Germany: 0800-181-0721

Greece: 1018

Guatemala: 502-234-1239

Holland: 0900-0767

Honduras: 504-237-3623

Hungary: 06-80-820-111

Iceland: 44-0-8457-90-90-90

Israel: 09-8892333

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Japan: 3-5286-9090

Latvia: 6722-2922, 2772-2292

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(Singapore: 1-800-221-4444)

Mexico: 525-510-2550

Netherlands: 0900-0767

New Zealand: 4-473-9739

New Guinea: 675-326-0011

Nicaragua: 505-268-6171

Norway: 47-815-33-300

Philippines: 02-896-9191

Poland: 52-70-000

Portugal: 239-72-10-10

Russia: 8-20-222-82-10

Spain: 91-459-00-50

South Africa: 0861-322-322

South Korea: 2-715-8600

Sweden: 031-711-2400

Switzerland: 143

Taiwan: 0800-788-995

Thailand: 02-249-9977

Trinidad and Tobago: 868-645-2800

Ukraine: 0487-327715

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[landmineblogging]

you post for the likes & reblogs. i post to let my mutuals know i'm still alive. we are remarkably similar

[landmineblogging]

hey, still alive here! wahoo!! yippee!!!

[landmineblogging]

i should reblog this once a day for the rest of my life just to commit to the bit

[landmineblogging]

[pi-la]

[besspi-remade-blog]

[chaos7]

thank you. ==> click

[tiniestworms]

times r tough, take care of urselves please

[celialowenthal]

My piece from the IDEAL zine! Hope SPX was fun.

[doctorentropy-deactivated201308]

bleh bleh humanstuck mituna 

[hatbabo]

so no one can see me cry

[landmineblogging]

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[landmineblogging]

Right?

[sanigo]

SELECT YOUR TRAINER

[landmineblogging]

you guys would tell me if you were secretly alters of mine on separate accounts & not real live mutuals right?? lmao can you imagine if this echo chamber had been self supported this whole time??? ok look just slap a like on this post if you're NOT me

[landmineblogging]

[heythatsmyleg]

[caprette-is-no-longer-active]

✘

[rowansugar]

“When the hell did he learn to dance?”

[oldkawamamilosc-deactivated2018]