.˚⭒Shua⭒.˚

ִ ࣪𖤐remains of the star I once wasִ ࣪𖤐 [they/she]

[paper-wounds]

[lapsedstar]

Sitting on the bathroom floor with sticky blood on my fingertips and thighs

[lapsedstar]

I'm always gonna be 13 years old and I'm always gonna be alone I'm always gonna be alone I'm always gonna be alone I'm always gonna be alone.

[lapsedstar]

It's funny how I used to be so scared of growing old, but with you it sounds safe, with you I wouldn't mind the grey hair and aching joints as long as it's your hand that guides me home every day. As long as I die with you beside me I'm a mortal blessed with all the riches in this life and the next.

[lapsedstar]

I need a father. I need a mother. I need some older, wiser being to cry to. I talk to God, but the sky is empty.

-Sylvia Plath

[lapsedstar]

I can feel my death arriving soon, I hope its embrace feels like the arms of my lover.

[tayloralison]

we need to slow down a little I'm so serious. all these quick short videos on tiktok, ig reels, and youtube, artists releasing quick little songs for the trend, tv shows releasing episodes at once, people using chat gpt and google ai overview because they get answers quickly but no validation done for the source, we need to sloww downn i really do not think our brains should be running this fast

[fatimazainab]

Margaret Atwood, The Blind Assassin

[fatimazainab]

Margaret Atwood, The Blind Assassin

[thoughtkick]

“My only relief is to sleep. When I’m sleeping I’m not sad, I’m not angry, I’m not lonely, I’m nothing.”

— Jillian Medoff

[oldwinesoul]

[lapsedstar]

I love you but you can't love me back enough to make me feel loved and it aches and aches and aches

[oldwinesoul]

[thespermdonorstorylineisstupid]

taylor kelly sold her book. they're making a movie. she's back for an episode. buck tells her he is bi. she says congrats to him and eddie. he says ah no actually his name is tommy. taylor punches him in the face.

[lapsedstar]

God I love you so much it's spilling out of every cell in my being and that is so scary but as long as it's you I'll be okay, it'll be okay as long as it's you.

[lapsedstar]

You will never know how much I love you, I utter your name in every prayer I make,

It is not much but when you believe God can save us all, I pray He saves you first.

[pathologising]

sometimes i sit and i am like why am i so tired and then i remember everything this body has been put through and i realise.