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i fed a mosquito today

#poetry #alt lit #truth #feeding the poor

howling pack of coyotes and the screaming bobcat’s bark i take my second tour in the field of dreams the local ex marine sent me the long island yokel yogi who cries as he speaks wise stories and offers sound advice for all he may be an apparition but he caries dollar bills that sit unmoved as offerings the overcast weather made clouds of his eyes today the sun shone like steam rising from moist earth i think of him, alone on the front line of unreality. the mice are taking refuge in my only shelter only the breeze dares make a noise maybe breeze is a noble guardian with only signs for a body and thus no fear of impermanence the metal roof creaks in the roving lush forest hills where weather moves fast a birdie sings a solitary trill like a blink of daytime in a night of only stars

#poetry #Fear #beauty #night time #naropa #palyul

For Caitlin the Paintlin

Chair in the middle of the field Field of mice? Field of dreams? Field of fireflies. There, there, there, green light I'm the one who is going Nowhere in a flash! Meditative absorbtion in the milky misty moonless night. Ah hah hah hah. So alone and never been closer to my friends And my mother. I love you one I love you all Come join me in the dark and glowing forever undying night!

#poetrt #alt lit #palyul #naropa #liberation #retreat

wverybody wants to avoid dying

#word of mouth #death #rap #freestyle

saw a monk at zuccotti park strolling venerably Untoasted bagel for me no complaints the biggest gold depository the federal reserve bank is like a castle circumambulated it doing mantras sat down looking at stock exchange pondering the decisions at the financial capital of the world ate mcdonalds after that 10 nuggets and fries and mccafe took a sip of it before falling asleep next day time square people actually smiling though still not looking into my open windows to my soul saw a famous. saw the GE building ate mcdonalds there then fifth avenue luxuriating past midnight i think one could answer all of life's questions between wall st and times square but NY raises more questions than answers not the best logical remedy for life from the highest to the low urine-extinguished cigarette smell on the way to the top of samsara hope i run into a protest later on when im buying my ticket

#poetry #alt lit #naropa #nyc

snapchard

#naropa #union square #hare krishna

i think all the answers are -urine-extinguished cigarettes- to be found between wall st and tomes square

#nyc #alt lit #poetry

i call NyC the Karma Cauldron

#alt lit #nyc #naropa

i kinda want to marry a gay person now that it's legal

#Thoughts #writing

Freediving in the Ocean of Samsara

freediving in the ocean of samsara alone and deep with all the pretty scary fish my only raft atop the sea, in the air of samadhi, under the sun of beyond the beyond, is my rainbow lights lama. bewildered by the thousand fold manifestations do i choke in colorful confusion or do i surface? another death awaits in line of a million for a gambled birth unknown rigdzin dupa beckons from nowhere and nowhen for me to take noble seat above the clouds. food is energy and this is all food for thought at the banquet of disturbing emotions my ragged heart is a wrench with which to undo the bolts of endless pain but the only chance is now my own terms for living are flailing worms i pretend to save after rain walking hands in pocket another cold night red lights in the heavens behold the ruby dakini who puts the passion in compassion “i am rich but i am a beggar i am peaceful but i am running i am the killer of death but i am dying” i commit myself fivefold to not commit fivefold sin but until i make the leap i am faced with sin again giving away all possessions and leaving home i am heavy yet my volumes of spun lies and stories heavier than my fantasies i cannot take my imaginations to the grave for i will not have died i apologize to my caring mothers of the three times for the wait only when i am truly idle, going nowhere in a hurry will i fulfill my dreams and bear gifts of gratitude for the return trip

#poetry #samsara #writing #spilled ink #introspection #the path #meditation #padmasambhava

night dark spending-time moon fall no more hours to count because the minutes have dissolved into seconds dissolved into time is just an idea dissolved like dark space night at sunrise all-nighter for the mighty revolutionary moon clouds dispersing dreams in codelocked briefcase celestial business at hand libra justices and jury of horoscope peers guilt and innocence all burned in the starry nights quiet fires fame and fantasy nolo contendere big pictures illuminated by tranquil mind like moonlessnight aquarian plankton light

#poetry #alt lit #spilled ink #naropa #libra

jamming out to the venga boys dairy queen wishing i was king rhinestone fiesta on my hat pvc kingdom shiny marble mall floor sliding quarters off the mall balcony into the fun coin spinning basin sneaking into the hidden corridors having a Fanta line for ice age 2 so long send for some popcorn, mon send for some popcorn, mon

#alt lit #poetry #naropa #malls #fun

i went HAM on her the front desk girl I went HAM as fuck on her I fucking threw ham at her she loved it and we snapchatted i snapchatted her fucking so much i still do she just wants more i gotta go home to snapchat her

#alt lit #poetry #naropa #snapchat

quiet bar drinking black label scotch an elephant walks into the room no one says a word you could spoon it with a spoon you could fork it with a fork welcome to the hall of famelessness a chandelier expanding out light a trillion directions from my head a warm welcome to the suitor i twerk and make a small unknown object fall more scary now i hear mumbling from the masters of my fate i agree with them and cut a deal but don’t utter a word i made them from clay in the power rangers’ enemies’ machine feeling like dr frankenstein woah how do i cut a deal with myself when i’m scared like this deal is done now what i’m scared of is just where i run and i am in danger i look out the bus window forehead greasing the glass i take ownership of the vehicle and reverse and everything goes in reverse too all out of ideas i am totally pleased i go back with contract in hand everyone is drunk everyone does weird things in their own home and yards i tend to the garden whose soil is all old books everyone understands when work is finally out and play is finally over and they're woken up just after REM sleep and dreams long and endless is the old game so to just stop playing... smoke rises good morning beckon to the servants of the maids raise the sign and everyone is peaceful

#poetry #alt lit #naropa

The Tortoise and the Hare Krishna

i’ve been beating around the bush for all times controlling fire to cook since time immemorial and it’s my turn on the fire i a great pig fed on the flesh of my mothers in all times flames stop dancing for once and im fragrant with a million thoughts ecstatic dancers with fierce eyes around the pyre uproarious drums and bloodied Kali mouths cold sweats as i’ve come to pay my creditors and only pockets full of senselessness tension builds and further whistles through time without moving i extend arms and find friends forgiving who i owe my life i rest in lovers embrace and find myself in idyll dreampaper and rainbow quill writing open letter taken by blackest crow beyond beyond writing in code the only way to set things straight hoping to find old friends and only find new friends

#alt lit #poetry #naropa

blowing up right now wondering about a quest cheese cutter and table lighter and chartreuse and crystal cut glass drunkenly looking (staring) at light sparkles from only candlelight tv only for art mystic rain from weather channel musing about phones and total seclusion in mountain side hidden friends now swirling conversation and a whirlwind of the same old contemporary thinking encyclopedic posse of movie theater social action and private poetry cultural appropriation dance and somber readings and criticism but totally enlightened %110 percent of the time with effort undying forever into the night undying and the dripping icicles of spring are sharp and falling and feeding microbial life that needs it’s chance blessings now, blessings!

#alt lit #poetry #naropa

ram lamb thank you ma’am sheep quiet quiet now in nature super sound when tide is come getting taken out then whale males descend upon thrones oceans lopped onto a field No half empty or half fullery clouds careening into office buildings andy goldsworthy collecting flowers so slowly and stoney art and woodsy too ting and tang of folk string tool and drum in scotland deliberating upon nature forever Giant metropolis gritty brick is just meditation upon nature for 10,000 years working wood and stone and throne tidal overthrow of statesian holding ore off- and onshore cliffjump mechanics for next generation unpredictable text generation ethereal playground scary with no sand under nails miracle of life and elements temperature of the center of the earth hotter than global warming here’s a warning we’re only on earths surface where its a dime a dozen for eon lifetimes Rootsy roots grabbing so deeply mossy soft sitting under tree something underfoot always electric distraction tv bringing forth nature paradoxic a frog on a lily croaking timelessly quiet baby face made of ripples little wind arm teasing the frog hairy grass earth peachfuzz hehe cheeks of moon and mouths of tidal pools mystic ball of twine naturally abiding and shot out a gun supernova animal slaughter so quaint - a heart beat nails and hair piled stone walls protectively an army of invisible forces seductively destructing i decay passively judging so aggressive tidal wave elevating me and enthroning me trough luck though

#alt lit #poetry #naropa #nature #andy goldsworthy

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