Intricacies of the heart.

Delving deeper into our intricate beings. Poetry, music, words❤❤

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Keep it unpredictable,

Keep it playful,

Keep it fun,

Keep entertaining,

Always for the plot!

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2100hrs

Mon; 14th Oct, '24

I felt your kicks for the first time today. They are quite strong and come in quick flutters, and they are lovely. It was beautiful and scary, and I love you to the moon and back.

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13/10/2024

1524: From her to you;

Thank you for making me come and cum and scream and cream

I didn't know I could do that still surprised

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I will give you everything

All of me

Even when there's nothing left to give.

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...for you a thousand times over!

-Khaled Hosseini

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I wish you listened to me

I wish you heard me

Not to react,

But to really hear me.

I guess

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I'm going insane

I guess

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I wish that you chose me as much as I chose you,

I wish that you'd choose me more than you choose the offense,

I wish that you'd always choose me.

But it is what it is,

I guess.

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I hope she makes you smile,

I hope she nurses your wounds,

I hope she gives you joy,

I hope she lights up your world.

I'm sorry I was never enough.

Find me on the other side.

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I don't own you,

Go into the world and do your thing,

But kindly, keep me out of it.

I have loved you with a love fierce and true,

You have loved me with a love fickle and weak.

I will not be made a fool out of.

But, thanks for everything.

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And when you bury me,

Bury me in satin,

Remind my child that love is like a battlefield,

Sometimes you win,

Most times you lose.

Remind my child that I had demons to fight,

Most times I won,

This time I lost.

Remind my child of the love that I had for them,

A love that tried so hard to stay alive,

Fight,

Won for a while,

But eventually lost to the darkness.

Snowie, you are my all.

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I don't think I am as emotionally intelligent as I thought I was

I'm treating this love think like I own you,

Expecting nothing but faithfulness and loyalty,

That you have my back as strongly as I got yours,

Expecting you to reciprocate my love just enough,

And not give me words to placate me,

While all the while you go behind my back,

Sending them photos of what you want to do to them.

I guess I'll leave you to your devices,

Then, I'd be sure that am as on my own as I feel right now.

I guess we'll know.

[heartofmuse]

Today the sunrise was a splash of waves upon the mountains. The rising foam of pink and yellow as a gentle caress lulling the Earth to embrace this new day, and my soul also rises to its call. Gratitude, the waves that caress it's shores, fills it with the beauty of hope.

e.v.e.

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Sia, Labrinth and Diplo said

'Maybe heaven can wait.'

But can it really??

I can't wait for heaven.

I don't wanna wait for heaven.

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Depression is a bitch

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I lost the love of my life

A love that I never even had

And it hurts so bad,

I feel like I can’t breathe.

As our lips touched for a final goodbye

I could feel my heart breaking

Begging me not to let go,

Just try one last time

If only to grasp that last, lingering sensation

Of his lips on mine,

His lips on my forehead,

My fingers interlocked with his,

Oh sweet Lord,

But he is only mine to see,

Not to love and to cherish,

Not to adore and to honor,

Just to see,

And maybe even in the near future,

Not to even see.

Oh my heart breaks,

But maybe I will live, maybe I will live.

T, I love you

I have always loved you,

I will always love you.

Goodbye, Love of my Life

❤️❤️❤️

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