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20 𑣲 she / her .ᐟ.ᐟ vent blog ･ ༝ ･

[lastgirlinfall]

actually feeling a little bit better today… wow

[pienaya]

is this anything

[08omonyos]

I may not constantly cvt, but the thought is always lingering there, in the back of my head, daily. Small inconvenience? Cvt. Big issue? Cvt. My brain being mean to me for no reason? Cvt. Bored? Cvt. Everything goes back to the blade.

[drunkndead]

Me with sh: i love pain i love destruction oh i love to see blood this is what i deserve

Me with a papercut: ouch owie ow why is the world so cruel to me ouchie

[lastgirlinfall]

how to stop cvtting being my first thought after every minor inconvenience no glue no borax

[lastgirlinfall]

my nightmares are so bad rn i feel like im 14 again #im20yearsold

[frznfawn]

oh i'm def cvtting tonight

[lastgirlinfall]

i always come back to cvtting. it doesnt matter how old i am. i just wanna break the cycle

[v11v1-0n-pawz]

$h addiction aside, I'm such a cool person

[bubbly-lolita]

i hate how healed cvts look after you take a shower/bath just makes me wanna make more

[lastgirlinfall]

fuck ass stupid cat scratches

[lastgirlinfall]

sighhhh ive started s3lf h4rming again i broke like a five year streak

[lastgirlinfall]

i’m gonna ruin my last year in uni bcs im a sad miserable loser omg

[lastgirlinfall]

i’m so homesick rn but i hate driving so im just stuck in this fuck ass house i hate it here im so miserable

[failedann0rex1c]

[oyalivvs]

[bais-fairy]

Gotta lock in fr this time literally have nothing else going for me besides being skinny