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me trying to get back into rp like 😫😫😫

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ACANTHOPHIS ANTARCTICUS. DEATH ADDER. // ind.prv.sel. 616 x-men oc. written by bells //  ©

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ACANTHOPHIS ANTARCTICUS. DEATH ADDER. // ind.prv.sel. 616 x-men oc. written by bells //  ©

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just feeling shitty cos i suck at rp and let people down.

i missing having MY character. like once upon a time i had characters who i really did well on and it wasn’t all this inactivity and all this stress and pressure. i just came online, did replies, had a laugh. last time i felt that way was when i played digger. god i miss the fun i had on digger i was so comfortable and sure in myself and didn’t feel like shit all the time.

but then i guess the honeymoon was over and i had to put him on the shelf. which i can accept. sometimes you have your time writing someone and then it’s time to hang em up and find something new. i had done it before, just sad cos digger was something so good for me and so dear to me, but i see that bringing him back would be forcing something and it wouldn’t work. seems since then i have been jumping around from blog to blog trying to find MY character again. 

i love so many characters and all the ones i have played i have enjoyed and everything, but they are not MINE like digger was. and idk if it’s because times have changed in rp and people are just different or if it is in fact that i still haven’t found the right one for me again. but the characters i really feel for are always so obscure, and it’s difficult to play a character and feel happy and ready to go when not many people care about them. 

whatever the reason for it, i have always been one to like so many different things at once. ive always been that way. the jack of all trades. i have like ten million hobbies that i love and i can never focus on just one at a time and that also makes it so overwhelming for me. i spread myself too thin. idk how to explain it to people but because of all these hobbies sometimes rp just falls to the side and i dont like feeling guilty that i am unactive because of me doing other things i enjoy. i wanna be active, i wanna find MY character again. but idk how to fill in all the things i love doing, and my personal life and personal responsibilities into the week let alone each day. 

i dont want to quit rp. i really dont. i just dont know how long i can keep searching for my new digger. guy was a really big contender there for a while, but idk anymore. but all this searching is also bumming me out real bad cos all of the people i let down when i realise this new muse i start just isn’t IT. argh idk what to do anymore. nothing works. im just shitty. when did rp have to be so complicated. it used to be so fucking easy when i starter ten trillion years ago. 

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oh no it is the god tutters

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whomst

wanna go, puny mortal?

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americashope replied to your post: aloha everyone, how we all doing? 

who the fuck

bish dont act like you dont know me

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aloha everyone, how we all doing? 

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THE LOUNGE

a discord server for roleplayers in the comic book community! we would like to welcome you to join a brand new discord server for all rpers within the comic book community! all franchises and characters welcome! whether it be dc, marvel or another company! canon and oc rpers and those who rp comic extended media such as film and tv! if you’d like a place to meet new people in the community, make new friends and discuss rp and comics then feel free to join! 

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IF YOURE THINKING WOW ID LOVE TO JOIN THIS BUT IM TOO SHY THEN THATS THE EXACT REASON YOU SHOULD COME BY! WE’RE HERE TO WELCOME ALL RPS IN THE COMIC COMMUNITY AND ITS A GREAT OPPORTUNITY TO MAKE FRIENDS AND DISCUSS A MUTUAL INTEREST WITH OTHER PEOPLE ❤️❤️

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made a bitmoji for clark!

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sorry for not being on over the weekend I kinda got back into make friendship bracelets again— I used to make them when I was like thirteen or something. lol anyway I kinda just spent the whole weekend in my room watching one piece and making bracelets. my bad. 😂😂😂

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LIKE FOR A STARTER

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LIKE FOR A STARTER

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LIKE FOR A STARTER

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im getting back into my shazam multi, so please love me over there too. i love all the obscure characters no one knows about.

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@inalienablerights // sc.

❝ he came out at me aggressively okay? of course im gonna react. ❞

[justmorerpmemes]

Delightfully Domestic Starters

“The coffee pot didn’t turn on this morning.”

“Who’s turn was it for breakfast?”

“It’s my day off, I earned the right to be lazy.”

“This could get fixed by a professional, or it could be fixed by an amateur for free.”

“You’re under arrest for being a blanket thief.”

“The use of cold feet in bed, as a leverage tool, is illegal.”

“How was your day at work?”

“I’m going to need a bath…”

“No no, you’re sick. You rest, I’ll take care of everything.”

“I think we need to go on a bit of a grocery trip.”

“I’ve noticed all the laundry was done. You didn’t have to.”

“Leftovers, or more take out?”

“The neighbor is getting obnoxiously loud at night.”

“When was that garden gonna get started again?”

“Dishes… right the dishes. In the next few minutes I swear.”

“I know you like my shirts but now you’ve even stolen my doubles.”

“All your oversized shirts belong to me now.”

“I can’t help what I do in my sleep. That includes what’s done with the blankets.”

“You were tossing and turning last night. You okay?”

“I’m not sick, I’m only slightly ill. There’s a difference. I can handle today.”

“So dinner was being made… and then I realized the smoke alarm was broken.”

“Duct tape is a temporary, long term fix to everything.”

“I love you, but you’re beginning to pass out mid sentence. Go to bed.”

“You can’t tell me what to do, I can do what I want!”

“If there is more noise at 2am I swear…”