walk through the fire

what doesn't kill me better run

[lastscion]

LASTSCION— selective & independent trevor belmont from netflix’s castlevania. canon divergent / mixture of show + heavy headcanon influence. low activity. trigger warnings for mature content, alcoholism and mention of extreme violence and gore. crossover friendly and encouraged. not spoiler free, sorry! brought to you by gema. 

                ` doc .     ` wire. lastscion

[rpmemetic]

✯ DRAGON AGE GENERATOR SENTENCES / PART TWO

↪ A list of SENTENCES from the Dragon Age Generator blog on Tumblr, to be used and changed however you see fit. possible trigger WARNINGS for profanity and violence.

↪ All parts can be found here.

❝ and they say summoning demons never solves anything! ❞ ❝ are you serious? right in front of my inquisition? ❞ ❝ at this point, the headache i’m developing is preferable to the templar order. ❞ ❝ carry on. i love to kill people. ❞ ❝ date a girl who summons demons. ❞ ❝ don’t worry. getting in all kinds of trouble and saving the world are what i’m best at. ❞ ❝ don’t worry. kissing girls and killing templars are what i’m best at. ❞ ❝ for 8000 sovereigns a month i will stop getting in all kinds of trouble. ❞ ❝ gather your party and get in all kinds of trouble? ❞ ❝ getting eaten by dragons is human culture. ❞ ❝ guess i’ll summon demons. ❞ ❝ have you ever licked an apostate in winter? ❞ ❝ he say “do you love me?” i tell him “only partly” i only love my necromancy and my dragons, i’m sorry. ❞ ❝ gather your party and suffer various deaths of body and spirit? ❞ ❝ i am dying of something worse than death. magical fisting. ❞ ❝ i destroy the world because it’s the right thing to do. ❞ ❝ i have a purpose. i have pretty girls. ❞ ❝ i want to be a dog. ❞ ❝ if all else fails, raise the dead. ❞ ❝ if she breathes she’s an abomination. ❞ ❝ improvise. adapt. kill ancient gods. ❞ ❝ it was a dark time. there was one light. dragons. ❞ ❝ it’s a good day to bring doom upon all the world. ❞ ❝ it’s nothing personal, i just don’t work with bald people. ❞ ❝ it’s over, ____. i have the egg. ❞ ❝ last night, i saw ____ helping people … then he blew up the chantry. i tell you he must be an abomination or something. ❞ ❝ magic exists to raise the dead and never to save people. change my mind. ❞ ❝ make ____ bald again. ❞ ❝ news of the hour: ____ is an ass. ❞ ❝ nobody steals my dwarf. ❞ ❝ nobody steals my good hair. ❞ ❝ oh, hello … i’m suffering various deaths of body and spirit. would you like to join me? ❞ ❝ once i learn how to unite the lands against the blight it’s over for you bitches. ❞ ❝ press f to unite the lands against the blight. ❞ ❝ self care is uniting the lands against the blight. ❞ ❝ some people??? destroy the world???? to cope??????? ❞ ❝ sometimes to achieve the world one desires, one must put on a dress and dance the remigold. ❞ ❝ the dogs had sought to usurp heaven. but instead, they destroyed it. ❞ ❝ this is so sad alexa summon demons. ❞ ❝ those bastards made me get rid of my goat. poor ser crush-something-soft-and-watch-it-fountain-blood-a-lot. ❞ ❝ though darkness closes, i am shielded by pretty girls. ❞ ❝ what is needed now is not another templar order, but fine dwarven crafts, direct from ____. ❞ ❝ when i was in the circle, demonic possession was only a game. ❞ ❝ while you were partying, i brought doom upon all the world. ❞ ❝ while you were partying, i made this place a sanctum of healing and salvation. ❞ ❝ woman laughing alone with swords. ❞ ❝ you hear that, ____? i’m a giant spider. ❞ ❝ you just can’t throw a decent party without kissing witches. ❞ ❝ you should kiss someone else. like me. i like being kissed. ❞ ❝ your cat is a gift, but it’s also a curse. ❞

[lastscion]

sorry, havent been around. it’s been a busy work week, plus my mom got hospitalized and my bday’s on saturday so idk how much i’ll be around on the weekend, sobs

[fairyfawm]

i may not have any braincells, but i make up for it by having many heartcells

[alucardinium]

Trevor: Now kids, you may be wondering, “Trevor! How’d you get in this situation?”

Trevor: Well kids, Trevor doesn’t know how the fuck either.

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*  @lastscion​  :  starter  call.  

“    i  still  have  not  decided,  if  that  was  an  incredibly  brave  or  incredibly  stupid  thing,  that  you  did  trevor  belmont.      ”    playful  banter  laced  in  her  words,  escaping  from  her  lips  a  quiet  laugh.  azure  hues  drift  from  him,  to  stare  upon  the  village  being  brought  to  life.  “    a  life  of  peace  .  .  .  something  i  thought  that  you  and  i  would  never  have.    ”    right  before  her  eyes,  had  sypha  watched  his  death  play.  helpless,  in  the  moment.  gone  ,  right  from  her  grasp.  and  yet  now,  here  he  was.  returned,  once  again  to  her  side.  only  was  it  trevor,  who  could  be  a  man  too  stubborn  to  die.

“    if  you  were  not  injured  so  gravely,  i  perhaps  might  have  done  it  myself  !    ”    fists  clench,  nails  digging  into  the  skin  of  her  palm.    “  please,  don’t  .  .  .  .scare  me  like  that  again.    ”  her  voice  grows  quiet,  barely  a  whisper.  “    i  didn’t  know  what  i  was  supposed  to  do  without  you.  ”    

[lastscion]

       ❛   ——      can’t it be both  ?   ❜      comes the tentative reply,   voice low and rough.   brave  ?  he doesn’t remember feeling very courageous at that moment.   desperate   ..   afraid   ..   he’d seen sypha’s face,   and that was all he’d needed to know.   forfeiting his life had been an easy choice if it meant she got to live.   but there’d been no courage in that decision.   just the raw grief of the alternative.      ❛   yeah   ..   that’s going to take some getting used to.   ❜      a dream made reality.   it felt surreal.

her words bring a smile to his face,   something private that’s only ever been shown to her,   a softness in his features,   and then a long sigh.   it’ll be a while before he’s back in top shape,   but it’s already more than what he expected.   (   he should’ve died,   they’re all aware of it   )   but small miracles do happen.   his miracle came in the form of attempted redemption by the one who started the whole mess in the first place.      ❛   i’m sorry,   ❜      it feels like exposing something delicate to her,   the part of him that’d been scared,   the part that’d thought about the regrets that would haunt his extremely short remaining time.   one arm is heavily bandaged,   wrapped close to his chest to keep it from flinging about,   but his free hand reaches out to hold her hand,   curving around her fingers.   her touch is warm,   a reassurance that it’s all real.   he’s there,   and so is she.      ❛   i promise i’ll try not to do something that stupid again .   ❜

[lastscion]

        stupid idiot bastard disorder  (  self diagnosed  )

                   trevor belmont  /  castlevania  /  whipped by gema

[kundool]

i’m weirdly happy 🥺

[lastscion]

PROMPT     //     @herstries​ 

❛  sooner or later even the worst luck changes.  ❜

PRESUMABLY ,   THERE IS NOTHING LOWER THAN ROCK BOTTOM——     unless you find a shovel and start digging ,   and then six feet under starts to feel like a very real possibility .   luck is arbitrary ,   fickle and chaotic on the best of days ,   and on the worst kind of days ,   it is the mother of all misfortune .   right now ,   it’s starting to scrape the bottom of the barrel .   it’s been almost two weeks on the road since their last town ,   and three consecutive days of nothing but foggy mornings and nonstop rain .   not to mention ambushes when they least expect it .   the whole thing has almost become a routine by now .   complain about the rain ,   fight some monsters ,   keep going ,   repeat .

he hopes she’s right ,   but he knows better .     ❛   oh ,   that so  ?   ❜     he has to take a moment to catch his breath before pulling out the sword still deep into a monster’s chest .   the sound of steel scraping bone and squishy muscle is drowned by the sound of the downpour soaking them to the core .   the ground has turned uneven and muddy ,   soft underneath each step he takes to get back to her side .     ❛   ——what’s worse than worst  ?  because it feels like we’re heading in that direction .   ❜     sharp blue narrows ,   eyes squinting at her ,   blinking water away ,   checking for any injuries or new visible bruises or cuts .     ❛   don’t think we’re gonna see any sunshine any time soon .   ❜     not that there’s anything wrong with being optimistic     ..     it just isn’t exactly his thing .

[lastscion]

PROMPT     //      @soldierslept​

❛  stop it! for christ’s sake, what’s wrong with you?  ❜ ​

IT’S MEANT TO BE A SHORT BREAK——     a very brief respite to wash off the blood from the latest attack .   surviving the latest ambush was no easy feat ,   but despite his reservations about the whole damn thing ,   even he can     ——     begrudgingly     ——     admit that the three of them make a good team .   who would’ve thought  ?     (     his ANCESTORS are probably rolling in their graves     )     he stills for a second ,   hands submerged under the river’s surface .   the water is cold ,   and under the afternoon sun ,   it’s easy to see how it goes from clear to pinkish red as the blood gets washed away .   his fingers had started to go a little numb from the temperature ,   so he’d try to wiggle them around ,   splashing nearby .   he hadn’t MEANT to accidentally get alucard .   wasn’t his fault the blond was standing so close .    but now that he had spoken     ..     prissy vampire ,   complaining about the few drops of water that got to him .

one eyebrow goes up ,   tone pitched high ,   mockingly .   there’s a mischievous glint in his eyes ,   the only WARNING before he leans closer to the river .     ❛   me  ?  what’s wrong with you——     ❜     hands curve to cup the water so he can throw the handful at alucard .   on purpose this time .     ❛   what are you ,   a witch  ?  afraid a little WATER is going to make you melt  ?   ❜     each question is marked by another throw from the river .

[lastscion]

tfw your muse lives to stab stabbity stab vampires but all u wanna do is thirst after them );

[jamsmemes]

(     *     CUJO PROMPTS   !    

——     stephen king.

❛  the monster never dies.  ❜

❛  we’ll just have to get along. that’s what people do, you know? they get along.  ❜

❛  free will was not a factor.  ❜

❛  all the logic in the world could not blunt the pain.  ❜

❛  it was amazing, how bad you could hurt when there was nothing physically wrong.  ❜

❛  the world was full of monsters, and they were all allowed to bite the innocent.  ❜

❛  there is no bad time for good news.  ❜

❛  it was all right to open the closets… as long as you didn’t poke too far back in them.  ❜

❛  if loyalty was toilet paper… we’d be hard-pressed to wipe our asses, old buddy.  ❜

❛  sooner or later even the worst luck changes.  ❜

❛  sometimes it was just better — kinder — to keep up a front.  ❜

❛  nope, not a single thing wrong here.  ❜

❛  i told you they’d go away. they always do, in the end.  ❜

❛  no monsters. except for the one in my closet.  ❜

❛  you’re not welcome here! go be god’s gift to some other woman!  ❜

❛  it can’t be. there’s been some mistake.  ❜

❛  after all, it has to happen to somebody, doesn’t it?  ❜

❛  who’s been sleeping in my bed?  ❜

❛  you have no business here.  ❜

❛  stop it! for christ’s sake, what’s wrong with you?  ❜

❛  he’s standing watch over us.  ❜

❛  you gotta feed the machine.  ❜

❛  think about tomorrow. think about being safe.  ❜

❛  don’t lose control of yourself.  ❜

❛  when you’re feeling bad, what you do is spread the misery, share the wealth.  ❜

❛  give her something to remember you by, then.  ❜

❛  i left something upstairs for you, baby.  ❜

❛  how long? how long before he dies?  ❜

❛  all out for the valley of death.  ❜

❛  in matters of life and death, the right time only comes around once.  ❜

❛  i devised this agony just for you and it will be with you always now.  ❜

❛  how am i supposed to deal with it for the rest of my life without going mad?  ❜

[lastscion]

fordanesti​

Greta gently supported him as he moved, kneeling down infront of the bed she looked up towards him, her hand going to his arm gently pushing up a strand of bandage just to see how his wounds were doing. ‘ The medicine seems to be working well…I’ll have to take some of the villagers and go searching for more.’ Greta went over to the bowl of water, soaking the cloth in it she approached Trevor once more, taking a seat on the edge. ‘ Hmm I know It takes a while doesn’t it, hearing the laughter I am getting use to it myself as well…but…we made it.’ 

Greta gently cleaned the wounds on his arm, turning to rinse out the cloth once more she did the same thing a couple of times before drying it with a towel and placing a new bandage to replace the old and already duty one. ‘ It’s mostly because of you and your friends that we are safe..you do realize that yes..? and I am forever grateful for that, and well I could but honestly there isn’t much to do at the moment, besides I was asked to come check on you, so you’re stuck with me until I know for a fact – you’re gonna lay your ass back down or I will TIE you down.’

there’s a soft muttered   ‘   thank you ,   ’   laced with exhaustion that seems out of place .   all he’s done lately is sleep and rest and complain about the infinite number of aches that plague him still .     (     who would’ve thought that going up against an ancient destructive entity would leave one so beaten ,   right  ?     )     gaze follows her ministrations with quiet resignation ,   though his brow creases at the state of his own flesh ,   still healing .   not as bad as it was just a few days ago ,   but still far from being back to normal .     ❛   be careful when you do ,   ❜     old habits .   it was probably safe to walk around the area without worry ,   but still .   he holds his breath for a second ,   the pressure in his chest heavy .   it’s not just the laughter ,   it’s——     he doesn’t want to dwell on it .     ❛   yeah ,   ❜     he manages ,   voice choked and low .   it’s a victory he hoped for ,   but now that they have it ,   it kind of feels a little surreal .     ❛   guess we did .   ❜

the ache is familiar but faint   ;   fingers twitch as she works ,   and once she’s done ,   he slowly closes his hand into a fist before opening it .   he’ll regain full force soon ,   it’s fine .   there’s no rush .   not anymore .     ❛   it’s what we do .   ❜     funny how  ‘  i  ’  became  ‘  we  ’  but it feels right to say it .   as much as he’s willing to sacrifice himself for the people ,   he knows his friends would too ,   without hesitation .     ❛   someone had to get rid of that piece of shit .   i just happened to be closest to it .   ❜     dumb luck ,   maybe that’s what it’d been .   but he’s still grateful it was him and not sypha or alucard .   everything had felt so final in those last moments and the others deserved so much more than a swift shitty kind of end like that .

her small threat causes him to laugh .   remarkable ,   headstrong ,  and clever .   it’s a refreshing change from the assholes of the world .     ❛   sorry ,   you’re lovely and lots of fun ,   i bet ,   but i only let one woman tie me down and it's not you .   ❜     but he does shift ,   moving back to get more comfortable in the bed .     ❛   i wouldn’t mind the company though .   ❜

[ruinedchildhood]

[angelictrauma]

im hot

H ard to love O bnoxious T errible

[lastscion]

Treffy. : )

whip classes postponed ! until you're 30 !

[fordanesti-deactivated20210705]

* ⠀ ✧ ⠀◞ ⠀ lastscion​ . ⠀ › ⠀ ❤’d

‘ I guess It’s TRUE what people say about the belmonts, they are a STUBBORN people. Should you be out of bed Trevor? I’d hate to see Sypha when she’s angry.’  Greta walked over towards the other placing down a pitcher of water, she grabbed some bandages and went over towards him, noticing he was STARING out the window, and so she did the same too her hands resting on the window ledge. ‘ Is there something down there that peaks your curiosity that is keeping you from resting? ‘ 

[lastscion]

PEOPLE SAY A LOT OF THINGS——     stubborn might be amongst the kindest descriptions .     ❛   just the one .   ❜     actually ,   it’s two now ,   isn’t it  ?  one belmont ,   barely standing ,   and one in the making .   but he isn’t used to that yet .   the floor feels wobbly for a second ,   he lets out a soft hiss under his breath .   oh god ,   maybe she’s right .     (     the way his muscles creak and flare up with pain confirms that she is DEFINITELY right and he shouldn’t be trying to walk around just yet     )     then again   ..   the stubborn streak is hard to ignore ,   and he’s been in bed for way too long .   a one year nap was an exaggeration ,   even if the idea is still tempting .     ❛   she won’t get angry if she doesn’t find out .   ❜

head tilts at an angle ,   aware of her standing close ,   but he doesn’t look away from the outside .   there’s a sight he NEVER THOUGHT he’d see ,   but life tended to be rather unexpected when it came down to it .   full of surprises .   some bad ,   some good .   others just weird .     ❛   it’s just——   ❜     he trails off ,   unsure of how to explain it .   there’s people outside .   there’s children running around ,   laughing .   just a handful of meters away ,   there’s his childhood home .     ❛   —it’s very noisy .   ❜     yeah ,   okay ,   so he’s not ready to talk about the weird fluttering inside his chest .   he moves away ,   stumbling towards the bed ,   grunting as gravity threatens to give out .   it doesn’t ,   but the sigh of relief when he’s sitting down again is loud .     ❛   shouldn’t you be doing something else  ?  pretty sure there are more important things to do .   ❜