Gairah

|`ΠΠ ∆®+ •Colombia•

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Okay, I made these collages of the artists that I most like, so, here it is! (?)

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[thesecretletter]

I remember when you changed. I remember because my gut was telling me something was wrong. I remember because our conversations changed, you became cruel and cold. You started to ignore me instead of listen. You left me alone in the dark. I couldnt find my way out. I called for you and waited and waited for you, but you werent there. Then finally days later you came, when you wanted my attention when you wanted something from me, when it was ideal for you. You never told me why you left me in the dark. What i did to deserve it…..everytime i thought i could see a little hint of light, it vanished. I felt sick, my body was cold. I couldnt breathe. Then you came back…i was happy. I let you come back because i was inlove, you were my everything. I tried and tried but it was never enough. You broke me, you took everything in me and ripped it out. You spit on my soul and my heart. I believed your bullshit, your half truths, your love. I believed i deserved an angel, i was dancing with the devil in a beautiful mask. I didnt care. I lived him, fuck i loved the mask. No matter what i was going to love you despite a broken heat, losing my breathe and feeling my self fade. I was and did love you. You fucking destroyed me…because you were selfish, you gave nothing but always wanted more more more. Whatevere you could take you did. And i let you because i loved you. Hoping one day youd wake up and realize how much i did for you, for us. The efforts i made. The smile i forced my self the have every day. The tears i held back just to be okay. One day i layed there…..it was dark, my body shook….i lost my breathe. I tried and tried to gasp for air, but i couldnt. I woke up. I had no more left in me. My eyes went dry. I missed you, i still miss you. But i dont want you. I cant be broken anymore…you took any chance of happiness i had. Because of you i wont ever open up to another person. I will never dance with the devil in a beautiful mask again.

Submit your secrets here (via thelovewhisperer)

[alexandraswritingblock]

No longer left behind, 

L.Y.S.S

[rhymesalot]

Naked and Alone

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Beginnings and ends, naked and alone, all’s to know then to atone. Little wings in an Age of Aquarius, forever is a question if forever curious.

Or never ask and never know - which direction you should go. Up or down or in-between- or never go then never seen.

And never seen is never known - never known naked and alone.

. Sck071317 / MAOA

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marry me?? 

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Undead Nature

[mamadivaa]

[dopy]

[lifeisunfairgifs]

[mytesmyg]

“Papa ya se lo que vas a decir y créeme estoy totalmente de acuerdo contigo no hay excusa para lo que hice, fui estúpido, inmaduro, totalmente irresponsable y lo siento mucho.Solo estoy esperando con toda esperanza que me des otra oportunidad, que admito que no merezco. Si pudieras encontrar en tu corazón que me perdones, se que podre contar con tu confianza de nuevo”

[ahead]

[sansgod]

I love dramatically looking out windows on public transportation

[aesthyric]

moonboard: halsey // badlands

“those are the badlands, we don’t go there.”

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[panamaweddings]

Looking back, I can’t remember the truth. I blew everything out of proportion so I could feel the hurt and betrayal and write about it in vivid detail. It was my own method of torture. My own undoing; and I enjoyed every second of it.

c.j.n. (via panamaweddings)

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Charlotte Free in ‘Don’t Be Cruel’ by Donna Trope for Purple Fashion #22

[panamaweddings]

Monday 8:27am I woke up with you on my mind. You called me babe last night — my heart is still pounding. Tuesday 10:53pm Today I realized we won’t work. What we are is hurting her. And I think she matters more to me than you do. Wednesday 11:52pm I broke things off with you today. She barely said a word. I’ve never regretted anything more than this. Thursday 4:03pm I shouldn’t have sent that message. You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it. Friday 9:57pm I almost messaged you today. I didn’t. Saturday 8:49pm I’m walking around town in search of alcohol. They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart. I want to put that to the test. Sunday 2:32am I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before. I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me. I can’t help but wish you weren’t. I thought I was irreplaceable.

a week with you on my mind, c.j.n. (via panamaweddings)