Alexandra's Writing Block

An old soul 26 years of age who found freedom and a home in writing. It brings my soul light, clarity, joy and meaning. I am inevitably broken, whole, and so flawed but valuable in my own way. I hope to always keep learning, building and improving as I grow. I've learned to write for me. Whoever you are, I hope you always remember that you matter. May you be safe, well and happy :). Feel free to search the tag 'L.Y.S.S' for more :)

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I only worry about hurting you because my life had been in such chaos for so long, this peace and safety almost feels more scary.

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I wrote you a name-poem as a token of gratitude for my new nifty Coppy protector :) . I wanted to write your name acrostic, but I couldn't think of any nice word that started with an X , haha, so I took a little different approach. Hope you like it!

That radiant heart is yours, of course.

Thanks again.

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When it comes to matters of the heart, I seem to grow and learn a lot slower.

I keep putting my heart and everything into someone, when it should always be with me.

Or at least it should be with someone who can give back 50/50 or strikes a balance. Even if I keep pouring into someone who wants to return but can't so they just keep taking... its unhealthy.

I can't help anyone who doesn't want help and change themselves, and when I'm struggling so much- I should've been there for me.

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Update :)

After being away for so long (pretty much 2 years since dec 2021) I think I'm at the right headspace to reflect and write again. I think I'm ready to face myself and to explore life's quirks and precious memories and pains again. Or to build the strength to.

I might do a blog revamp a little while later. Have you all been well? I've missed you.

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Halted,

What does confidence mean? How should it feel?

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Unblocking the heart and mind,

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The past 2 years,

I'm learning to stop sugarcoating and justifying for others even if i seek from a place of understanding them.

Some things that happen are just plain terrible, but what matters is I'm learning from it. Or trying to- at least.

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What I now know,

It was time to step out of the box, literally. (: I'm going to let myself feel again, write again- even if it really hurts.

I want to see a clear reflection of who I am and who I'm choosing to become.

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Brother for life,

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