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New music from Alexisonfire.. don’t mind if I do. :hearteyes:
I’ve been on a 90s music kick for the last... uh... 15 years. So here a little bite of that potato.
https://youtu.be/Wt5EHAqhR1c
Our beautiful daughter is already 3 years old! I can’t believe it. She started Pre-K3 at the end of August. We are expecting baby girl #2 in December.
Parenting in HARD. You go from meeting milestones to potty training.. there is ALWAYS something that you are currently working on with your kid and that is what makes parenting hard and rewarding.
NOW, when we decided to have another baby it was so exciting! We thought Kepler wouldn’t want to be an only child, because Tim and I have awesome relationships with our siblings and we want something like that for Kepler. We also don’t want her to be alone if something happens to us. Then when I got the positive pregnancy test I was freaking out. I don’t want to miss something Kepler is doing because I have to take care of a newborn. I want to be able to witness everything she does, and be there for her. I want to be able to cuddle and love on her. How will I ever love someone else more than I love this girl right here?
I panicked. I started reading (SO MANY) articles about how to deal with having a second child with a toddler. And I saw something that REALLY struck me. It is not that you have all this love for your first born that can’t go around for the other kid.. it is MORE love that you have. You don’t share love, the love grows.
Anyways, I’ve calmed down since then and started getting into a different mindset. I know it is going to be hard, but here weee gooooo.
Bringing it back because it is well deserved of that, at least.
The Dear Hunter > Red Hands
The Honorary Title > Bridge and Tunnel
I was going to write this long thing about how I wanted to see The Honorary Title play again. In the meantime, I will just follow Jarrod Gorbel on Twitter.
Copeland > Lay Here
How ballin’ is this song? I am in love.
So I hear Hop Along a couple of years ago on the Hi My Name Is Mark podcast. He played Tibetan Pop Stars and it was it was love at first sight. I love her voice and the sound of the band. I can’t get enough, so I thought I would post them here. ENJOY.
Vocal Few is a band EVERYONE should ALREADY be listening to. But I thought I would share this amazing piece of gold that is part of their recent EP. I first heard about Vocal Few on the Bad Christian podcast. Which then lead me listening to Don’t Feed The Trolls and that got me in the middle of a huge BC/Jabberjaw tornado of podcasts and music. Even though it has been around 2 1/2 years that I have been riding this extreme weather condition, I thought I would FINALLY share what I’ve been up to.
Vocal Few > To the Ocean
Link to purchase music and/or stream: https://www.vocalfew.com/music/
Deactivated Facebook
So I deactivated my Facebook and now I need a place to post, so IM BACK BRIITTCHHESS. (Mom joke) I NEED AN OUTLET GUYS, and this is going to be where I would post all my thoughts, music, etc. ARE YOU READY?
Parenting
Okay, I have a 6 month old, so I am basically a pro at this (just kidding). I am going to let you know something... Everyone is going to have all kinds of advice, norms, and things you should and shouldn't do. Don't listen to them. Do whatever you are comfortable with. Do what makes you happy. I've had so much anxiety and stress about feedings, sleeping schedules, sleeping places (crib, co-sleep, etc). Kepler loves to sleep in the bed with us. We put her to sleep in her crib, around 8pm, and she wakes up at 1-2 in the morning wanting to be in bed with us. And you know what. I LOVE IT. I love seeing her sleep next to us. I love how she cuddles with us and loves to have her hand resting on one of us. I've always been told "don't let them sleep with you, you'll never get them out of the bed". Well for now I want to enjoy it because I know later I won't get to!
That moment when you’ve been awake, working from home, and taking care of an infant since 6AM and its 9PM right now. You want a shower, a beer, and to play some Animal Crossing on 3DS. Instead all you end up doing is laying in bed because it is just going to start over in 9 hours. Then you look over at your babe that is peacefully asleep and it is all worth it. It is all worth the tension in your neck. The on and off work hours that last all day long even on the weekends. The exhaustion that sets in after you thought you were at a breaking point. She is gorgeous. She is mine and I love her SO much.
She is so worth it.
I heard this song on NPR’s All Songs Considered and fell in love with it.
Pinegrove > Old Friends
This is Kepler Grace Smith. Born 6/11/16 at 12:50pm. 7 pounds 5 ounces and 21 inches long. It has been really hard adjusting to Mom life. It is a lot harder than just any life change like buying a house or becoming a pet owner. It’s a human that poops, sleeps, and cries. She is gorgeous and when I look into her eyes I just fall in love all over again.
Having a C-section, breastfeeding AND taking care of a newborn is pretty stressful. It is hard because I am recovering from a major surgery myself along with feeding a newborn every 2-3 hours, literally having to remove all my clothing, stack up pillows in just the right way, and help her latch on. It’s all too much to handle at first and I am still trying to get the hang of it.
Being a mother is a HUGE adjustment. I found an article that is SPOT on. It states how much change (body and mind) you have to go through and how you have to mourn the person you were before the baby came because, basically, you will never be that same person again.
http://www.renegademothering.com/2013/02/09/i-became-a-mother-and-died-to-live/
Anyways, you’re welcome for the adorable baby pictures. It’s almost time for Kepler to wake up so I best get out of here.
Sincerely, First Time Mom, Lauren Brooke Smith
Tim made this for the baby shower, so people would know where we got her name from.
What is it like being pregnant?
I am glad you asked..
First trimester -- I felt like I had a stomach virus. I even stayed home from work 2 days before I found out “my ego from prego”. We were trying to have a baby, but didn’t know it would happen that fast.
I was blessed enough to not have horrible morning sickness. (Inserting need to know: I have to walk about half a mile to get to my desk at work.) A couple of times I had to stop while walking down the sidewalk because I would feel so nauseous. I also had to avoid the cafeteria because the smell of all the food together would make me nauseous. I also avoided all food except for potatoes and cheese. I ended up eating a lot of cheese fries.
Second Trimester -- Man, it was a breeze. I started craving sweets, which if you know me I was never really a “sweets” kind of gal. My weakness has always been bread, noodles, and all the other carbs. But man, she would make me want cheesecake, pudding, and fro yo.
Time went by SO fast. & that was even with me checking my pregnancy app every freakin’ week.
Best part about this trimester... You begin to feel baby kick. This is the BEST feeling in the world. There is no other feeling that beats it. Tim, my husband, also felt her kick for the first time. It was 4 o’clock in the morning and she was kicking me really low in the abdomen & me being a plump woman knew that this was one of the first times he would be able to feel her. So like any normal human being I woke him up.
Also, you get to find out the gender of your baby. We wanted a boy, straight up, but once we found out we are having a girl, we were still just as excited and nervous.
I had the most energy this trimester so we got the nursery painted and got a theme going. BTW, her nursery is done in llamas. Yes, llamas and it turned out to be the COOLEST theme, ever. It brought out the creativity in my family, friends and I.
Third Trimester -- BABY SHOWER TIME! Although they say don’t expect to have a shower, blah blah blah. BUT, if I didn’t get one I was going to throw my OWN baby shower (AIN’T NOTHING WRONG WITH THAT). She got all kinds of awesome stuff, and I loved organizing her nursery. There is a place for everything (right now). I know it will not be staying that way, but as long as I start off knowing where everything is, I am fine with that.
Today I am 34 weeks, she is measuring bigger (36cm, which is 36 weeks?). Third trimester test: I had to do the dreaded 1 hour glucose test (it wasn’t bad at all). BUT I ended up failing that one, then I had to take the 3-hour glucose test. I ended up failing the 1st hour, passed the 2nd and the 3rd. That being said, my OB doctor still referred me to an Endocrinologist.
I went for my appointment on Tuesday. Doc said I am a “Pre-gestational diabetic”. Put me on a diet, asked me to prick my finger 5x a day, and check my urine for ketones every morning. Now all that I am ok with. It’s getting the supplies for the blood sugar machine what KILLED ME. The Endocrinologist gave me a blood sugar machine and just called out some more lancets (the needles to prick yo’self) and test strips. Well the lancets were affordable... but the test strips were $225!!!! Okay, Okay, so $77 with my insurance because I have a $100 deductible. BUT STILL, I am not spending $77 on something that I am going to be using for 6 more weeks. No. Freakin. Way. So after transferring pharmacies to see if that did the trick (which it didn’t), I decided to just buy a whole new cheaper brand of everything from Wal-Mart. After getting ran over by the buggy boy (and I didn’t even get an apology), I walk in there grab whole new monitor, lancets, finger pricker, and strips (total of $26). That’s a win, right? I hope so.
I received a call from my OB’s nurse today. She told me that my OB wants to do some NST testing. This test monitors the baby’s heart for about 20 minutes/once a week. I am excited that I get to hear her heart beat for 20 mins, but sad that I am having to make sure she is ok, which makes me feel like a failure as a mother already. I am already panicking about taking off of work for all these appointments, now I have to worry about making up 20 mins a week, AT LEAST.
Hopefully by June 10th we will have a baby girl living with us. Kepler Grace Smith. I can’t wait to meet her!
My husband bought me a 35mm lens for my Nikon. This is one of the first photos I took with it. This is my husband and his beard.
This video right here... its the best feeling in the world. Knowing that there is a little human moving around inside right now. All I want to do is lay here and feel her move 24/7 until she gets here, of course.