Dysfunctional Mess💉

Ren. 22. Addict and complete mess.

[laurentootrill]

[solarescapism]

me: i need to save money me: *gets money* me: *buys drugs*

[girlfromthelandofnod]

Meth use is like taking out a huge loan on future happiness and pleasure, with incredibly high interest rates and no grace period.

Meth does not forgive those who sell out. It will extract your very soul, then invite you back .

Meth doesn’t kill pain, it postpones it, then multiplies it.

Meth doesn’t kill depression, it postpones it, then multiplies it.

[laurentootrill]

Since I haven't posted in awhile. Haaiiiiiiii. 💖💖

[purplehairstonergirl]

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[letsdreamforlifeposts]

[nn-oo-vv-aa]

You are an aperture through which the universe is looking at and exploring itself.

Death is an illusion, life is a dream and you are the creator of your own imagination.

[laurentootrill]

Time to get SPUNNNN.

[illuminatikiller]

[laurentootrill]

Addiction

Every time I relapse it's always because I'm CRAVING it. When I give in I always think to myself "why the fuck did I do this to myself again?"

Every. Single. Time.

Why is this cycle so repetitive?

I think I'll always be chasing that high I got from shooting up. My mind seem incapable of forgetting that rush.

It's been 1 year and 2 months since I last shot up. The cravings are so intense and have been getting stronger. But I already know it's not about to be worth it.

[dfwdeviant-deactivated20181008]

[vicforprez]

[laurentootrill]

Bong hits are what get me up in the morning.

[laurentootrill]

It's 2:30 AM and I'm tired but wired.

[myblissfulsuicide]

I’m constantly torn between wanting to recover and wanting to be self-destructive in any way possible.

[wormtitty]

“what the fuck is wrong with me?” i ask, fully aware of the mood, personality, and anxiety disorders i have

[champagnewithpapi]

[boredbarbara-deactivated2019073]

This right here is the realest shit I’ve ever read

[khadds]

Tbh