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Thank you for being here :) When life gets tough, don‘t forget that you are NEVER alone. <3

Thank you, you beautiful being ❤️

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We do not “come into” this world; we come out of it, as leaves from a tree. As the ocean “waves,” the universe “peoples.” Every individual is an expression of the whole realm of nature, a unique action of the total universe.

― Alan Watts

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i’m in such a vulnerable yet utterly beautiful state at the same time; comprehending a single quote from alan watts brings me to tears. joyful tears. it makes me think - or rather; feel, beyond the scope of this man-made realm. to feel truth. who i am. who we are. togetherness. fucking united consciousness. 

this man-made realm makes me sad. perhaps that is the reason why i carry this seemingly ever-present numbness. not numbness, more that of sadness, pure sadness. i guess i just seek something real- and living where i am and what i am, and the fact that i cannot escape; nor do anything to reshape it is just fucking sad. why can’t we just be true to ourselves? why do we bother with things that don’t matter? why do we impose norms, and make others feel bad about themselves; when those very things mean absolutely nothing. all of this is caused by our own fear; fear of having no value. so we create value through these norms, through judgment, manipulated by our ego, our desire to be something or someone. truth is; you are something and someone, although not greater than anyone else- and that’s the beauty of it; we don’t have to be greater than anyone else. we are all one ecosystem, one organism, existing on this blue dot, floating in space. we can’t figure out why, or how, or when. but we can live it. we can feel it. we can embrace it. 

fuck the system

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Reposting my own post because this was beautiful said. Reminds me very much of myself. Stay strong my beautifully minded friend and feel free to message me at any point if you need to talk

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“Sometimes I get lonely, not when I’m alone

But it’s more when I’m standin’ in crowds that I’m feelin’ the most on my own”

RIP Mac, you always speak to me brother 🖤

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Might just fuck around and take too much 🙃

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Generally just feel like disappearing. I hate coming here to just be a depressive fuck, but I feel so lost. My grandma passing just struck a cord of anxiety that I thought I had lifted. I can’t seem to find anyone that generally cares about me and wants to stick around. I don’t know what’s wrong with me

Just want some love in my life

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Today is to make yesterday right

and tomorrow better

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I wish I was still connected to the spiritual realm as I once was. I feel very disconnected the past year or so and I don’t know how to find my way back. Life is like that, it comes with waves. Everything is a vibration. To desire is to deter from the path

I’ll find my way back

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How are you doing lately?

Fucking horrible

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The only escape is out

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i love your posts :) you're amazing

Thank you :) you’re amazing as well

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I’ve been a lonely boy lately 😕

Felt like this picture conveys that message

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02/02/2020

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I did shrooms again last night and I can’t help but be blown away with the impact they have on the mind

My last trip before was on New Years, for much of January I was very happy, creative and finding myself to be mindful

Over the past week or so I have felt my mind to become convoluted again

This is a common principle though. Fifth hermetic principle being rhythm. The rhythm of my mental state sways between blinding spiritual openess acceptance and a dark confused state of wonder.

I have never found a good way to draw myself back towards my lighter state till I began taking psilocybin frequently.

It is truly amazing how the mushrooms open your mind to communicate with itself and I can’t help but feel love for this phenomena.

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This life is chaotic and can be unnerving. I say this a lot but none of us signed up to be here. With the current state of the world mental health issues are on the rise especially among younger people

I myself have been in mental states where I convinced myself death was the easiest escape. I’ve almost done it too.

I just want you to know if you feel this way please talk. If you don’t feel comfortable talking to someone around you fucking talk to me. I will literally listen and take time out of my life to talk to you and I will do it happily

Together we can broaden the perspective. Life is beautiful, painful but beautiful. The fact that you’re here is outstanding

I mean fuck just think about the complexity of a human being.

YOU ARE NOT OBLIGATED TO FOLLOW THE PATH SOCIETY SETS FOR YOU

YOU HAVE YOUR OWN PERSONAL TRUTH AND YOUR ONLY OBLIGATION IN THIS WORLD IS TO MANIFEST THAT TRUTH

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Psychedelics are illegal not because a loving government is concerned that you may jump out of a third story window. Psychedelics are illegal because they dissolve opinion structures and culturally laid down models of behavior and information processing. They open you up to the possibility that everything you know is wrong. - Terence McKenna

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There is Truth in none and None in truth

As Above So Below

Within the infinite possibility lies you

& you & you & you & ...

And within that lies your physical you

A vessel of God who is experiencing at the moment

You

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