well my parents are moving back to England .. my mum is going in the New Year, my dad is planning on sticking around till April until the house is sold and everything is finalized.. they want me to go with. i don't know what to do. i understand the situation, i understand my mother wanting to be with hers while she's going through surgery but.. I'm already confused enough. I'm already torn in two with these competing identities as to who i am, where I'm from, where i belong.. god i read something somewhere once about this exact feeling.. Luis Urrea writes about it.. being divided by your family as well as your self.. constantly being torn between one country, one identity and another.. it takes a toll on a person.. its definitely confusing.. i don't need anymore confusion. i didn't expect life to be easy but i did not expect having to move across oceans multiple times..
