The ♥ of K

[lautremoi]

A roller coaster mood for the weekend. Started off with a wedding. Can you believe it I actually cried a bit right there and then? Tears of happiness I guess. Congrats! *Thank god lyme was around to ground me. Andddd on that very night, Lg made me realize something. All or nothing. I mean, what I did wasn't actually an all or nothing kinda act. I was stunned on the way 🐡 replied to my dm. Kinda suffocated about it hence I confronted 🐡 to know if that response was genuine or he was just joking.. nerve wrecking. That wait. Gosh he replied this morning and it's all good folks. He was just joking tho he was kinda tired due to jetlag that day. Andddd from then on 🐡 actually replied to me with not just 1 or 2 words. Just like that, I'm a happy girl ☺️ I did ended up skipping dinner and not having any rice these 2 days tho. Sooo emotionally unstable. I really need to clear my head and go on with life. Now I'm regretting for not getting that flight ticket to bali. Huh. 17-18032018.

[thelovejournals]

One of the oldest human needs is having someone to wonder where you are when you don’t come home at night.

Margaret Mead (via wordsnquotes)

[thelovejournals]

You know, a heart can be broken, but it keeps on beating, just the same.

Fannie Flagg, Fried Green Tomatoes at the Whistle Stop Cafe (via wordsnquotes)

[tea-nhii]

When someone tries to tell me my bias isn’t as perfect as I know they are

[bryankang]

Dance machine Kim Wonpil

Bonus:

[poems-and-word]

[leahberman]

lush

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[lautremoi]

Ending 2017 with a heart-to-heart talk with wawa. A really really open talk that I haven’t done with anyone. I laid out my problems, the most problematic problem and she listened so well and made me feel everything is fine. Everything will be fine.

Conclusion, everyone got their own problem. They might seem happy with their business or marriage or traveling but yeah, they got their own problems to handle. Just be grateful. When the time comes, He’ll give you what you deserve :) Praying that 2018 will be the year that I’ll be able to make mom proud and happy. Marriage? Travel? That can wait. 

Dear heart, please be well.

[myeverydays6]

SPECIAL K | do not edit/crop photo!

[souhailbog-deactivated20240510]

Tea Tree Bay By Dylan Toh & Marianne Lim

[exeggcute]

me: just sit down and write your fucking paper. it’s not that hard

me, less than five minutes later:

[poems-and-word]

[lautremoi]

Talked (more like text) to Nad & m feeling a bit better. 

Pouring everything out via writing helps me. Cause whenever someone ask me face to face if I’m okay I will always say I’m fine, lets just drop this. 

I've been very forgetful lately. I can’t recall much about my data, my research, why I once dislike or hate certain people for what they said to me (hence, I can easily forgive & forget), my conversations with people though it’s been awhile since I've had a proper one. 

But by writing it all down, I’d remember. What I said. What I found. What I felt.  Writing helps.

[poems-and-word]

[the-book-diaries]

There are times when I am convinced I am unfit for any human relationship.

Franz Kafka, Letters To Felice (via the-book-diaries)

[poems-and-word]

[lautremoi]

It’s that time of the year again... 

Depression sucks. Please go.