lavanaxx

ꕤ 20 ꕤ a starving shell of who i once was

[lavanaxx]

thinking maybe should have done stats..

height: 5’2 - 5’3

HW: 195

LW: 112

CW: 112.4

GW1 : 110

GW2: 100

UGW: 75 - 90

(there may be more goal weights.. but i decide when i get there lol)

i’m just a traumatized girl 🤭

[illoveyouforeversid]

Being sk1nny would solve all my problems tbh

[fatpinkpig]

I would rather die than stay this fat for 3 more months. This body is not mine and I will sculpt it into a body that is.

[n1kawl]

[polkadotpromises]

tea is such an easy way to get more water like yes i will have 500mL of straight peppermint tea thank uuu

[carrieaqueen]

daily affirmations💁🏻‍♀️:

-food means nothing to me

-food noise cannot get to me

-don’t eat your boredom

-you’re not hungry you pig

[l1ghtas4feather]

Does anyone else collect food you never eat just to like,,,,, brag to yourself that you won’t eat it? Or am I crazy 😟

[polkadotpromises]

even slow progress is progress!

[polkadotpromises]

thigh gap visible sternum tiny waist sharp collarbones slim legs ribs showing only you can make it happen!

[polkadotpromises]

🕯️ i will reach my gw 🕯️ i will reach my gw 🕯️ i will reach my gw 🕯️ i will reach my gw 🕯️ i will reach my gw 🕯️ i will reach my gw 🕯️ i will reach my gw 🕯️ i will reach my gw 🕯️ i will reach my gw 🕯️ i will reach my gw 🕯️ i will reach my gw 🕯️ i will reach my gw 🕯️ i will reach my gw 🕯️

[cheshirestarves]

⭐ving is so much easier around people, like ew... I don't want to be seen eating

[obscurix]

well i think i either gotta get better or die chat

[daddystinygirll]

The fear of abandonment isn’t just about people leaving, it’s the gut-wrenching belief that you aren’t worth staying for.

[obscurix]

the problem with getting better is you have to want it bad enough. i simply don't want this life that fucking bad.

[emeruniii]

down 8 pounds in a week!!! I dont care what anyone says starving yourself WORKS!!!

[sillyloserlesbian]

If I was bleeding out on the floor, I’d be more worried about the mess I’m making in front of you. My last words would be “I’m sorry for the mess I left on your floor, please don’t hate me.”

[borrowed-thoughts]

I’m doing so fucking horrible but in like a super chill way