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we need playing pretend now more than ever

“I’ve been thanking God for fear.”

“You have?”

‘This winter. One afternoon the bus was late with the children. My imagination was like a storm. I stood at the road, and I couldn’t get rid of all the terrible pictures. So I started thanking God for this fear, because it meant I love them so much. The sun was shining on the snow and pines, and I stood down there, thinking of what it would be like not to have that fear; not to love anyone so much you couldn’t imagine living on the earth without them […] I looked at all that beauty around me and I was grateful. I was still afraid, but the worst of it went out of me.”

— Andre Dubus, “Out of the Snow”, Dancing After Hours

amanda yeux

There were times I was kind when I should have been cruel and times I was cruel when I should have been kind.

vampir3dolly

loser femme. weirdo loser loner femme even.. perhaps insane femme… femme with niche little interests that they never shut up about. yapper femme. adhd femme. autistic femme. femme who needs to leave the grocery store early bc they got overstimulated and grumpy :[ femme with chronic migraines. femme who needs to sit down in the shower. adhd femme who forgets everything x butch who will always remind them !!!!! femme with ocd. femme who is having a panic attack and is having intrusive thoughts about accidentally leaving the hair straightener on x butch who took a pic of it unplugged and turned off. chronically ill femme. disabled femme. femme who can’t drive. femme who needs white noise to fall asleep.

this is all me btw if u even care :3