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[lavenderlollie]

[lavenderlollie]

My Birthday Party

A tinge of sadness with melted wax

I wish the wish that brought me back

The room goes dark, lights liven up

And I walk and I walk and I walk

from guest to guest to guest

And I, too, am one

[voiceofnature]

In the early 1800s a man named Little Jon lived in this so called earth cabin (swe. ‘backstuga’) located in southern Småland, Sweden. An earthen cabin is built partially buried in the ground, in this case there’s three walls of stone and one wall made of wood. In Sweden earthen cabins was common in the forests from the 1600s until the late 1800s. Link

[tsuchiyatakeshi-deactivated2017]

[lovehigher]

[thewigmaster]

Open your third eye[s].

[lavenderlollie]

i can’t feel my love no more

think he’s gone away with another

bright eyed woman on his shoulder,

brown haired lover under covers seeking solace in the night

think he’s light loving in the dark,

drinking up stars in her arms,

keeping our memories lost across four thousand empty miles..

[yonderbeasties]

This started as a doodle but I kind of like this little guy. I’m thinking of experimenting with repeating fabric patterns. Maybe I’ll make him some friends and give it a go.

[bronzyglow]

my heart is so big and I love you so much! I would peel your oranges for you and get all the white stuff off to prove it

[uta-against-terfs-deactivated20]

I hate not being able to explain things properly. I hate thinking in chunks and not in sentences. I hate how people always use that to take advantage of me in an argument .

[zombienormal]

From Parsifal, illustrated by Willy Pogany (1882-1955), 1912 edition. Via.

[katphilbin]

Familiars

[lavenderlollie]

I feel like calling but I don’t have the words

you’re reaching out & every time it hurts

to hear your voice & listen like I always do

don’t wanna be cruel but I’m missing u

& just once i’d like to hear u say u want me, too

or push me away now, don’t want another day of

I can’t sleep

now that ur gone

my mind is always buzzing

can’t get along with myself anymore

i realize

that we were never perfect

but i’d still like to try u on for size

or push me away now, can’t seem to stand the way u

string me along like another of ur unfinished projects

[dollydraws]

[lavenderlollie]

Yellow birch leaves fall,

paper skin sheds to the ground

Winter’s in full spring again, 

snowing me in and keeping me frozen 

to Fire’s tongue of scorching promises

How do I burn on, now,

without candlelight blanketing our movements--without you,

without your soft caresses,

slick fingers across silken skin,

when even the stars would shiver in Night’s anticipated splendor...

when you’d made me forget that I’d forgotten

how to love

[lavenderlollie]

Squint my eyes at silver light, the rising moon above the sill Still is darkness, still is mind A heart that wakes to a sliver

My lover groans, goes back to sleep I wonder what the day will bring I wonder what I'll make of me I wonder if I'll be anything

My spirit groans, I go back to sleep I dream of children and silver sheep I dream of a name that sings no song I dream of a name I can't claim my own

Golden light dances on top the hills Life sparks from somewhere under Bare hands interlocked with time, bare chests caressed by sun A heart that wakes to an open sky

My lover groans, goes back to sleep I wonder what today will bring I wonder what he'll make of me I wonder if I'll grow old

Morning laughs, I go back to sleep I dream of children and golden rings I dream of a name that sings no song I dream of his name I claim my own

[colorgrl]