Stephanie can now be found at @beneviolence

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YOU ARE THE REASON
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Stephanie can now be found at @beneviolence
❝ you stumble forward, the flat-footed cop, thinking he can put handcuffs on a d e m o n. ❞
—– independent & semi-selective john doggett of the x files.
What is happening to me happens to all fruits that grow ripe. It is the honey in my veins that makes my blood thicker, and my soul quieter.
independent & selective original character. penned by cait. est. jan 30, 2017
TBH ... I'm not really feeling any of my canons ... so ... I make an oc instead :/
me: *ignores my favourite people*
me, a week later when we haven't talked: omg why do they hate me
I'm home from the doctor's and should be on soonish. Gotta eat first.
TBH I don't have an excuse for not being on, I've just been avoiding responsibility and playing sims. I should be on tonight, I think.
// probably ??? Won't be on for a few days until ... idk. it's so bad, everything going on. And I'm so emotionally drained and ...
hey.
listen to me real quick. this is important.
no matter who wins tonight, do not take it out on yourself. do not hurt yourself. DO NOT kill yourself.
please.
intoxicaited. jsyk i’ll be getting to my drafts & starters soon. i’m just a lazy mf who’d rather binge watch youtube atm.
like for a starter!!
pr0d1gy:
STRANGER THINGS SENTENCE MEME
episode 005-008.
‘hands up!’
‘how else do you think i got in here?’
‘drink. it’ll calm your nerves.’
‘i knew he was alive.’
‘don’t look at me like that.’
‘you’re not gonna like this, but i think you need to seriously consider the possibility that all this… it’s in your head.’
‘the stupid radio kept going in and out.’
‘it’s like riddles in the dark…’
‘i’m here as long as you need me, okay?’
‘how are you holding up?’
‘can we talk? alone?’
‘you need to leave.’
‘you being here… you’re just making things worse, like always.’
‘look, i’m on your side.’
‘take that down. it’s inappropriate.’
‘can’t he just, you know, outsmart the bad guys?’
‘sometimes the bad guys are smart, too.’
‘i’m gonna get you some new crayons.’
‘you want to go out there.’
‘we might not find anything.’
‘this is a terrible idea.’
‘you could tell someone, but they’re not gonna believe you.’
‘i’ll tell her when this thing is dead.’
‘we were wondering if you had time to talk?’
‘science is neat. but i’m afraid it’s not very forgiving.’
‘i’ll take care of this, alright?’
‘funny, right? they keep doing our job for us.’
‘it’s a shame what they’ve done to this family.’
‘do you even understand how a compass works?’
‘i hope that’s not meant for me.’
‘listen, i’m really sorry. i mean, even before you threatened me with a baseball bat.’
‘i was a total dick.’
‘i’ll call you later.’
‘you never cared about him!’
‘get out!’
‘you need me here.’
‘you’re a mess!’
‘maybe i’m crazy.’
‘you ever shot a gun before?’
‘he made me kill a rabbit.’
‘i cried for a week.’
‘screw that.’
‘i told you not to call me.’
‘even after everything that happened, i don’t regret any of it.’
‘do you think she’s acting weird?’
‘how far?’
‘is that okay?’
‘turn back.’
‘just hold on a little longer, oaky?’
‘don’t take it so personally, okay? i don’t like most people.’
‘you know, i was actually starting to think that you were okay.’
‘she’s trying to sabotage our mission.’
‘just leave her alone!’
‘fresh blood.’
‘it’s not safe.’
‘they bugged my place.’
‘this whole time, you were right.’
‘she used us!’
‘she’s like a stray dog!’
‘screw you!’
‘for all we know, it’s her fault.’
‘what is wrong with you?!’
‘why would you do that?!’
‘i’m not nine anymore.’
‘you’re worried about her?’
‘would you just shut up?’
‘do you want the lights off or…?’
‘couldn’t sleep?’
‘every time i close my eyes, i just keep seeing that thing.’
‘you wanna go back out there?’
‘it seems to hunt at night, like a lion or a coyote.’
‘i can’t believe she didn’t come back.’
‘she said it wasn’t safe.’
‘i shouldn’t have yelled at her.’
‘all of you were being a bunch of little assholes!’
‘she didn’t mean to hurt you.’
‘i’m not spending my time on her anymore.’
‘i’m going to the gate.’
‘don’t be frightened.’
‘they’re just here to watch.’
‘whatever it is, it can’t hurt you.’
‘it’s reaching out to you.’
‘don’t turn away from it this time.’
‘are you lost?’
‘mouth breather.’
‘you know you have to pay for those!’
‘you may have seen him on the news.’
‘i told you, you’re wasting your time.’
‘what matters is that he’s your best friend.’
‘i call bull on your logic.’
‘you read any stephen king?’
‘the doctors all say it’s a coping mechanism.’
‘what’s the weirdest part? me or the bear trap?’
‘uh-oh! she looks upset…’
‘you don’t want to be known as the lying slut now, do you?
‘kick his ass!’
‘only love makes you that crazy.’
‘you’re dead.’
‘i know you did something to me.’
‘i’ll cut him right now!’
‘that’s right! you better run!’
‘she’s our friend and she’s crazy!’
‘you come back here and she’ll kill you!’
‘i’m sorry…’
‘i’m the monster.’
‘you saved me.’
‘still pretty?’
‘i’m happy you’re home.’
‘the bad men are coming!’
‘they’re on us!’
‘that was – awesome.’
‘friends don’t lie.’
‘why is he wearing handcuffs?’
‘i wanna see you in my office.’
‘what happened to her hair?’
‘we want to help him.’
‘do you have any idea where he might have gone?’
‘this place is like a fortress.’
‘you’re sorry? that is not good enough.’
‘you act like you’re all alone out there in the world, but you’re not.’
‘a psychotic child broke his arm!’
‘she doesn’t even look like a girl.’
‘the cops should just lock him up forever.’
‘for once in your life, shut your damn mouth!’
‘you never even liked her because she’s not miserable about you.’
‘she actually cares about other people.’
‘you gonna fight me now, too?’
‘this is an emergency. do you copy?’
‘we know you’re in trouble.’
‘if you’re there, pick up.’
‘we can protect you and we can help you.’
‘this is our government. they’re on our side.’
‘maybe this is all a trap and the bad men are coming to get us right now!’
‘is that my dress?’
‘i can’t find them.’
‘how do we make her better?’
‘i can find them.’
‘i have a science question.’
‘do you know anything about sensory deprivation tanks? specifically how to build one?’
‘why are you keeping this curiosity door locked?’
‘we’ll be careful.’
‘it’s not gonna snow next week, is it?’
‘i don’t want you anywhere near this, alright?’
‘i’m gonna find him. you gotta trust me on this.’
‘what did she even eat?’
‘she really likes eggos.’
‘i knew you were acting weird.’
‘no more secrets, okay?’
‘from now on, we tell each other everything.’
‘you’re a very brave girl. you know that, don’t you?’
‘i am gonna be there with you the whole time.’
‘if it ever gets too scary in that place, you just let me know, okay?’
‘gone.’
‘we’re right here.’
‘don’t be afraid. i’m right here with you.’
‘i’ve got you.’
‘it’s okay. you’re safe.’
‘you’re okay.’
‘you tell him i’m coming.’
‘hurry.’
‘you did so good…’
‘i’m gonna find him.’
‘i wanna finish what we started.’
‘i want to kill it.’
‘let me out!’
‘i want to save them.’
‘i can’t do that. not without your help.’
‘i know who you are…’
‘i know what you’ve done.’
‘now you’re asking for my help? go to hell.’
‘did i stutter?’
‘i know you went a little too far this time and you messed up in a big way.’
‘you really messed up, didn’t you?’
‘you’re just a junkie.’
‘they’re probably just sucking face somewhere.’
‘where’s the girl?’
‘nobody’s ever gonna find out about this.’
‘you’re gonna leave them alone.’
‘this place had nothing to do with it.’
‘i want you to slow down your breathing. take deep breaths.’
‘just breathe…’
‘stop talking.’
‘this is crazy!’
‘in case you forgot, we’re still fugitives.’
‘the bad men are still looking for us.’
‘she’s kind of a badass now, so…’
‘i’m just gonna go get some chocolate pudding.’
‘you need to leave.’
‘did he do this to you?!’
‘i’m not asking you, i’m telling you – get out of here!’
‘is that – is that gasoline?’
‘put the gun down.’
‘will someone please explain to me what the hell is going–?!’
‘this is crazy. this is crazy. this is crazy. this is crazy! this is crazy! this is crazy!’
‘are you insane?! it’s going to come back!’
‘come on, you son of a bitch!’
‘go to hell, you son of a bitch!’
‘it has to be dead… it has to be.’
‘i found the chocolate pudding!’
‘what’s “putting”?’
‘she can make you whatever you like.’
‘my point is, they’ll take care of you.’
‘this will charge your battery right up, i’m tleling you.’
‘they found us.’
‘she’s just drained…’
‘there’s more blood.’
‘she’s barely breathing.’
you want her, you have to kill us first!’
‘eat shit!’
‘you’re sick, but i’m going ot make you better.’
‘bad.’
‘the bad man’s gone.’
‘promise?’
‘is it dead?’
‘no more.’
‘goodbye.’
‘he’s not breathing–’
‘i love you more than anything in the world.’
‘i need you to wake up now.’
‘just breathe. breathe.’
‘you’re okay…’
‘you’re home.’
‘you’re safe.’
i made you a new mixtape.’
‘be careful with him.’
‘it’s dead.’
‘we made a new friend.’
‘she has superpowers.’
‘something is coming.s omething angry.’
‘whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, that’s not it, is it?’
‘it doesn’t make any sense!’
‘he farted.’
‘you’re like a little girl!’
‘i didn’t get you anything.’
‘can i open it?’
‘did you give it to him?’
‘no more snooping.’
‘it’s fun.’
“I’d kill for a peaceful night’s sleep.” ( fuck me up w/ a side of fries 🙃 )
nightmare meme
Weathered hands lift the folded quilt from the bottom drawer. Rising to his feet, Benny smiles gingerly and makes his way to the bed. “Mama made this for me when I was five years old. Said it would keep the nightmares away.” It did (and still could, he reckoned). He had, of course, kept it beside him during the more trying nights. Although it makes him yearn for a different time (an extra day with his mother’s thoughtful insight, perhaps), he finds comfort in the memory of who she was.
The woman who did her damnedest to keep him safe and kind.He remembers her words, too. ‘Keep it close by while you sleep, Benny. That blanket has your mama’s love sewn into it.’ And with every bit of his unwavering heart, he knows the blanket will help Steph. “I want you t’take this tonight, okay? I promise, it’s goin’ to get rid of those nightmares.”
——– My name was Salmon, like the fish ; first name, Susie. I was fourteen when I was murdered on December 6, 1973. In newspaper photos of missing girls from the seventies, most looked like me : white girls with mousy brown hair. This was before kids of all races and genders started appearing on milk cartons or in the daily mail. It was still back when people believed things like that didn’t happen.
independent & selective susie and lindsey salmon of THE LOVELY BONES. written by cait.
——– My name was Salmon, like the fish ; first name, Susie. I was fourteen when I was murdered on December 6, 1973. In newspaper photos of missing girls from the seventies, most looked like me : white girls with mousy brown hair. This was before kids of all races and genders started appearing on milk cartons or in the daily mail. It was still back when people believed things like that didn’t happen.
independent & selective susie and lindsey salmon of THE LOVELY BONES. written by cait.
Submerged in a silent ocean while echoes of emotions hover just out of reach, you float, immobile, watch murky shadows laugh and cry somewhere above. If you open your mouth to yell for help, water rushes in. Everything else fades away. The rest of the world is gone. If you could, you’d wrap your arms around yourself just to feel your own skin, but you’re stuck. No one is coming to get you out. You can’t free yourself. It’s those moments when you realize you can’t breathe under water.
to people who say they wish they didn’t feel // L.B. (via emptymidnights)