l^ym^n

I play the roll of a heathen

[shutyourmoustache]

LADY GAGA FUCKING SNAPPED.

[anesthetic-soul]

God knows I tried God knows I tried To keep you, To keep you satisfied God knows I failed God knows I failed Cause otherwise, Otherwise we wouldn’t have derailed I’m just your crutch I’m just your pipe You use me Abuse me So you can keep on scraping by And this fairytale Is going stale But I just can’t let go, till the very end

Cause no one else could make me feel like this And when your there nobody else exists But we’re both broke in ways that can’t be fixed cause You love you and I love me and that’s the way it is

No one said that This shit was easy No one said No one said I would be satisfied So I still run Anytime you need me I’ll sacrifice and pay the price To keep you by my side

I’m not myself Under your spell Attracted, a captive to the sweetest kind of hell God knows I failed God knows I failed But I just can’t let go Not till the very end

Cause no one else could make me feel like this And when your there nobody else exists But we’re both broke in ways that can’t be fixed cause You love you and I love me and that’s the way it is

[lay-m-an]

[lay-m-an]

The words you speak defeat themselves

So I never read between the lines

And I know that you can’t help yourself

So I turn a blind eye

Cause when I said that I would ride till I died

It was more than words

Even when it hurts, it’s me and you

Don’t know why but I do

I’m down, down, down for you

Down for you I’m down, down, down for you

Even after everything that we’ve been through 

I’m down, down, down for you

(Don’t know how you got me like this 

Bound at the wrists 

I can’t resist even though I wish I could

Don’t know how you got me like this

When you’re gone I miss you

And I can’t resist even though I wish I could)

It seems that I’ll forget myself

At the drop of a dime

I do it every time 

No I can’t help myself 

When you cast your spell

Cause when I said that I would ride till I died

It was more than words 

Down for you I’m down, down, down for you

Even after everything that we’ve been through

I’m down, down, down for you

(Don’t know how you got me like this

Bound at the wrists

I can’t resist even though I wish I could

Don’t know how you got me like this

When you’re gone I miss you

And I can’t resist even though I wish I could) x2

[anesthetic-soul]

I’ve been caged I’ve been free I’ve been strong I’ve been week I’ve been to heaven it was empty Met the devil, and he said he was a fan of me I’ve been wronged, it’s alright Cause I never lose sight that, I’ve got what’s coming to me And I’m sorry For who I used to be Who I used Who I Used To Be I’ve been high I’ve been low But you already know that I’m allowed to outgrow my dirty, dirty past And I won’t Apologize for who I am No not this time It’s just me and my holograms And I don’t give a damn Cause they’re mine, all mine And you can keep your Cadillac I’m not coming back cause your third eye’s blind And you can keep what’s yours Cause Ima take what’s mine

[lay-m-an]

[lay-m-an]

Just me and the midnight sky And no one else I tell her things that I can't even tell myself And she stays so silent and that used to hurt But it don't hurt no more I've got my yayo and I’ve got my cup Sip it like communion wine This is my body this is my blood Slurring my wisdom in the back of the club It is what it is and it was what it was I confess That I'm not trying my best But I don't wanna try no more I want a million electric moments and the promise of a million more I've got a heart so bruised and bloody That it hurts to beat The blood in my veins is muddy and it hurts to breathe But that's the price to pay If you wanna wallow in an empty paradise every night and every day And I’ve got my yayo I’ve got my cup Sip it like communion wine, this is my body this is my blood And I don’t cry when the sky doesn’t answer me I just answer myself, have I mentioned I don’t need no help? I confess That I'm not trying my best But I don't wanna try no more I want a million electric moments and the promise of a million more Give me something Electric Give it to me don’t you stop Give me something Electric Like a million times a million watts x2

[lay-m-an]

[lay-m-an]

I know that I've been doing wrong Picking fights, staying up too long Too concerned with getting what I want not What I need I've been so weak I keep it lit till it conquers me Down in the gutters with the dogs and the fleas I've picked my poison and it's all I see But I'm not blind I've still got time (Keep lying to yourself) So close I can taste it, gotta chase it This is my chance and I'll die before I waste it Give me the skies, give me the flood, give me flame, give me Control of my heart, control of my soul, control of my brain cause I bleed till I'm dry, afflicted to find, the beauty in pain but I've got to let go, I've got to let go cause Doesn't matter how hard I try I'll never be sanctified It's not enough that I lost my pride Doesn't matter if I'm dead inside I'll never be cant deny it Too weak to fight it But I'm never gonna stop trying I'll never be Never be Never be Never be Everybody knows I've been around Nobody wants to let me live it down Yeah I've seen the sights I've heard the sounds But that was then And this is now Cause I've learned lessons that you learn by bleeding Looking from the window, at the changing seasons And that's a lesson that I don't need repeating So close I can taste it, gotta chase it This is my chance and I'll die before I waste it Give me the skies, give me the flood, give me flame, give me Control of my heart, control of my soul, control of my brain cause I bleed till I'm dry, afflicted to find, the beauty in pain but I've got to let go, I've got to let go cause Doesn't matter how hard I try I'll never be sanctified It's not enough that I lost my pride Doesn't matter if I'm dead inside I'll never be cant deny it Too weak to fight it But I'm never gonna stop trying I'll never be Never be Never be Never be I've been thinking 'bout it And I've just gotta say You can keep your sanctification I never fit in with the good kids anyways

[anesthetic-soul]