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Paper Towns sums up what I wanted in my life so bad—thrill. Margo is complex yet simple. She's got all her points on fleek but you know, life becomes complicated when you break the norms so just kinda just go with the flow. And I just realized that nobody ever gets to know themselves completely because we're ineffable beings. We are more of like a trivia—we blew minds out of discovery. Not just that I heard a Game of Thrones reference said by one of the characters but yeah, Daenerys Targaryen is right; we have to break the wheels 'cause school, job, spouse, kids, death cycle is just so cliché and overrated. Noticing what matters would, maybe, make a lot of difference. Uncertainty is sometimes, beautiful.

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#paper towns #john green #margo roth spiegelman #quentin #Q #mystery

What I learned from Leonardo DiCaprio and Kate Winslet relationship: You don't always end up with your other half simply because life is complicated. Finding and knowing each other is enough, you just don't want to mess things around just because that's what should happen. You need to focus on what must happen. We all have that Leo and Kate within us, and it's yet for you to discover.

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#leonardo dicaprio #kate winslet #life #lessons

Sensitivity

There are times when parents don't understand where we are coming from. When you are in that moment where you just get mad for no reason or you just wanna lay down and do nothing. Tired, stressed, hormonal imbalance. Know what stressing us out? It's not always physical. Most of the times it's emotional. Don't have an idea how destructive emotional stress is? Think about doing every goddamn good thing, then commit one single noticeable mistake that's going to be remembered no matter how better you do at other things. That's how stressing it is. I’ve already sacrificed four years of my life for your ease; four years that may dictate my entire life. Isn’t that enough? I’m not even doing half of what people who has the same age as me are doing. Sorry I’m not the kind of person who does good things under supervision. I like doing it off-cam and you’re all looking at how lazy I am, how much I stay late or awake all night for surfing the net and not for something productive, how much I spend money for unnecessity, and how much I’m not worthy of the question, “Are you okay?” because you think I’m always fine. For the record, nobody is always fine.

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#lazy #sensitive #rants #parents

Hugot sa Vcut

Masarap yung Vcut na barbecue flavored tsaka yung spicy barbecue; kahit naman yung onion and garlic. Pero gusto ko talaga nung cheese flavored. Kaso wala naman akong makita. Once, natikman ko na siya. Noong bumili ako sa tindahan at nagkataon na meron. Meron palang cheese flavored na Vcut. Hindi ko alam, wala akong idea na nag-eexist pala yun. Parang yung mga "the one" natin. Akala mo wala, akala mo hindi nag-eexist. Yun pala, rare sila. Nasa Puregold, wala sa SM Supermarket.

Okay ka naman na dun sa barbecue, sa nandyan, kaso may kulang. Minsan, may mga pagkakataong ipapatikim sayo yung cheese flavored. Tapos magkakamali ka ng desisyon kaya mauubos mo. After nun, magsisisi ka. Kasi mahirap palang humanap ng ganun, maiisip mo na sana tinipid mo. Sana, ninamnam mo. Sinulit. Pinahalagahan. Akala mo kasi nasa suking tindahan lang siya. Yun pala nasa mga lugar na di mo inaasahan. Pag minalas ka pa, out of stock. Nakuha na nung mga taong marunong magtipid at magpahalaga. O di kaya naman, napakyaw na nung mga taong adik sa chichirya.

Bigla mong makikita yung Piattos. Mas maraming flavor at higit sa lahat, may cheese flavored. Binili mo, binayaran. Sabi mo, "Sige, pwede na 'to," para lang ma-satisfy yung cravings mo sa cheese. Tapos, hindi mo pala type yung pagka-cheese niya. Masyadong maalat, nakakasawa. Parang yung pagsesettle mo dun sa nanligaw sayo. Sabi mo, pwede na yun kesa walang lovelife, at least may nagpapakilig sayo. Kaya lang, di naman pala siya yung klase ng tao na hinahanap mo. Gusto mong ibalik, kaso non-refundable. Wala kang ibang magagawa kundi ang ubusin. Sagarin siya, kahit na alam mong makakasakit ka.

Bigla mong madadaanan yung Clover. Nakakaakit yung packaging, mukha kasing cheesy talaga. Bumili ka ng isa. Tapos tinikman mo, sabi mo, "Parang mas okay 'to, di masyadong cheesy, saktong may lasang cheese lang," bago mo maubos, bumili ka ulit. Tapos isa pa, hanggang sa dumating yung point na wala ka nang ibang binili kundi Clover. Kapag wala kang ibang pagkain na maisip, puro Clover. Dahil ayaw mo nang humanap ng iba, Clover nalang. Parang nung pinili mo siya, akala mo siya na. Kasi sakto sa panlasa mo, pero habang tumatagal na-realize mong hindi pala ganun. Kasi nasanay ka nalang na nandyan siya. Siya kasi yung readily available lagi. Hindi kagaya nung Vcut na mahirap hanapin, hindi kagaya nung Piattos na nakakasawa. Hindi ka na nag-grow. Hindi ka na nagkaroon ng chance na makapag-explore kasi sabi mo, "Siya naman yung laging nandyan," saka mo lang naisip na maraming stock ang Clover sa mga groceries lagi. Kasi common siya. Maraming bumibili at kumakain nun dahil "sakto" nga siya sa panlasa. Parang siya, marami ngang taong katulad niya. Na-stuck na sayo na sanay na nandyan siya, yung gusto mo lang siya kasi siya na yung nasa iyo, parang no choice.

Along the way, bigla mong nakita yung Pringles. Gusto mong itry. Kaso nakita mo yung presyo, medyo mahal. Sabi mo, "Next time nalang, may clover pa naman sa bahay," pero every time na dadaan ka sa grocery, lagi kang nacucurious kung ano bang lasa nun. Hanggang sa dumating ang tamang panahon, afford mo na siya. Bumili ka, excited kang kainin. Pagbukas mo, siksik. Walang excess na hangin. Hindi katulad nung Vcut, Piattos at Clover. Hindi ka nadaya. Buo ang pagkatao niya, mahal niya ang sarili niya. Tinikman mo, tapos sabi mo, "Masarap," sobrang sakto sa panlasa mo. Yung cheesiness na iniisip mo, parang sumwak sa lasa niya. Unconsciously, naisip mong siya na. Siya na yung favorite mong chichirya. Siya yung klase ng cheese na titipirin mo, na nanamnamin mo at iingatan mo. Siya yung cheesy na hindi ganoon karami ang bumibili kasi nga mahal, pinaghihirapan bago makuha, at nakukuha sa tamang panahon. Siya yung klase ng taong hindi mo ipapanic buy kasi alam mong hindi siya katulad ng iba na mawawala nalang basta. Kasi para sayo siya. Buong buo, walang labis, walang kulang. Buo ang pagmamahal sa sarili, kaya buong pagmamahal rin ang kayang ibigay. Nasabi mo nalang sa sarili mo, "Worth the wait."

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#Vcut #Piattos #Clover #Pringles #hugot

The One Who Got Away

Minsan, may mga pagkakataon talagang paglalaruan ka ng tadhana. Yung tipong mapapakingina ka. Bigla niyang ibabalik sayo si "the one who got away".

Makikita mo ulit siya, mahahawakan. Maririnig yung tawa niya na hindi na para sayo. Masaya siya, pero hindi na ikaw yung dahilan. Tapos maiisip mo, ang tanga mo. Sisisihin mo ulit yung sarili mo. Hindi ka na naman mapapakali. Pagkatapos mo siyang makita, iisipin mong icontact siya. Itext. Ichat. Magbabakasaling pwede pa ulit, na baka pwede pang last chance. Dahil mabait siya at may pinagsamahan kayo dati, eentertainin ka niya. Kasi he/she sees you as a “friend”—nothing more, nothing less—at wala namang masama if you’re contacting each other.

Pero syempre wag kang assuming. Kasi hindi naman kayo magkakabalikan. Magtatagpo lang kayo ulit para magkaroon ng closure at makapagmove-on.

Dahil madalas, ang kasabihang:

“Sometimes, having no closure is the closure itself.”

Ay hindi totoo. Dahil siya at siyang lang ang makakasagot ng lahat ng katanungang mayroon ka. Once na masagot na, dun ka lang talaga magkakaroon ng closure and having closure is the most significant thing you’ll ever need to let yourself move on.

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#the #one #who #got #away #move #on #closure #kingina

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“Because when it’s wrong, it turns your life to grey. And sometimes… Sometimes you don’t even notice until you wake up one morning and realize years have gone by.”

Love, Rosie (2014) dir. Christian Ditter

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Pain

It does not always come into life loudly. It will not always give you a sign that it’s coming — it will never let you know it will come, rather. Most of the time it’s quiet, like a deafening silence heard for the first time. Like a firecracker failed to keep its light; you knew how dangerous it is to lit it up again; you know it may hurt, but you don’t know how much it will. Sometimes, it arrives in the most unexpected times, places, and events. It will not care who, how, with whom, and where you are. It demands, demands to be felt in any way possible. It will never be as loud as a bomb exploding, nor a grenade. It will be as peaceful as a feather falling. Peaceful in a way that you wouldn’t know how it came, you just felt that it’s there, and that’s the thing about it. You didn’t know its way in, you wouldn’t know its way out either. Unfortunately, some of these will remain trapped with you, for like... only you know how long. Kill it, before it becomes the reason of your death.

It’s inevitable, but suffering because of this is a choice.

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