Peace be with you

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Im out of there

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[lazytweaker-blog]

I really cant target any symptoms of my bipolar disorder now days. I try to really not think or even sometimes obsess over my illness now days, as much as i possibly can. I don't take my cocktail of prescriptions anymore, and for a really long time now I've felt... okay. Really 'okay" is a good place to be for me overall. I've been content with my life without revolving it around my medicine, therapy, and the stigma that ensues with the whole thing. Really I've been okay. However at this moment I don't exactly know how I feel for certain. I don't like it I suppose.

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Oops

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I know places we can go babe.  The high wont fade here babe.  No, the high wont hurt here babe.  #gay #instagay #sadboys

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Whoa

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My soul to take.

I keep having that sleep paralysis or whatever it’s called where you are asleep, but you wake up without being able to move or open your eyes. Its happen 3 times tonight, and its scares tha fuck out of me to where i fight it until I really wake up. Mostly its bothering me because my spanish friends say that when that happens the devil is in your presence or some freaky shit like that. I’ve been bad I’ll admit it, so maybe he’s trying to take my soul tonight. Fuck idk. Kinda wanna score more dope and just not try to sleep anympre.

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