i see that you unfollowed & then re-followed my instagram, & i feel u 'cause i can't decide if i want to be friends with me either
Chance the Rapper is only 23 years old
& this is most likely not something I
really need to feel bad about
and I’m not like, running out of other things
to feel bad about
but I wish he was a little older
or realistically, that I was 23
or realistically, that I was Chance the Rapper
realistically, I am more Kid Cudi
who checked himself into rehab
for depression this fall
and who I would still rather be than myself
but not as much as I would like to be
Chance the Rapper
in case you’re not as up on rappers’ ages
as I apparently make it a priority to be
Kid Cudi is 32, and Man on the Moon
came out in 2009
which means that he was older
than I am now when he wrote
Soundtrack 2 My Life
and that I have roughly negative four years
to make a piece of art that good about
my depression
so if you haven’t done the math
I am three years younger than Kid Cudi
and have still found a way to feel bad
about his success
and he was recently in a psych ward
so truly what I lack in musical talent
I make up for in ability to feel bad about
literally anything
