there's a misogynist aspect of Buddhism

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i have been away a long while, i fell in love with the right person, but i am so much heavier and just as empty

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i see every move you make/ I'm tormented by my mistakes/my own mistakes

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"Irresolute as I am I still love you, and yet I must hope for nothing. I have renounced life, and stript myself of everything, but I find I neither have nor can renounce my Abelard. Though I have lost my lover I still preserve my love. O vows! O convent! I have not lost my humanity under your inexorable discipline! You have not turned me to marble by changing my habit; my heart is not hardened by my imprisonment; I am still sensible to what has touched me, though, alas! I ought not to be!"

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i don't want to talk about anything

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I dont feel like pretending anymore

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reading through Dickinson poems and I'm reminded of the James Baldwin quote about dostoevsky...she's lived my whole life, and if I ever wanted to write about anything then she's already written a poem describing it perfectly, it makes me wonder why I should even bother to write

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tonight, tonight

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hey so you were actually my new years' resolution and your birthday is my Instagram password

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"Not since Rimbaud said “I is another” has an artist been so obsessed with escaping identity."

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“We met at the wrong time. That’s what I keep telling myself anyway. Maybe one day years from now, we’ll meet in a coffee shop in a far away city somewhere and we could give it another shot.”

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the lyrics to my favourite song i wrote down again and again

Come up crash with the muses

Fells dust into ash

Come so close that I might see

The light inside me I might see

Let me hold you tight and arms

Tight and arms you lost your chance

Come so close that I might see

The crash of light come down on me

With good luck I'll find

The dark stop me now

Find me to your heart

Let me hold you tight

Like rain and sunshine on a rainy day

See the lights

Come so close that I might see

See the light come down on me

Searching like the fresh goes by small

Like wind refuse to die

Free me now so I can see

The taste of wind who lock me

Does the wind indeed like me

Does the wind indeed like me

With good luck I find the dark stop me now

Find me to your heart

Let me hold you tight

Like rain and sunshine on a rainy day

Let me hold you tight and arms

Tight and arms you lost your chance

Come so close that I might see

The crash of light come down on me

The crash of light come down on me

The crash of light come down on me

Let me hold you tight and arms

Tight and arms you lost your chance

Come so close that I might see

The crash of light come down on me

With spin luck I'll find the dark

Stop me now find me to your heart

The crash of light come down on me

So tonight the crash goes by

Small like wind and refuse to die

The crash of light come down on me

Come so close that I might see

See the light come down on me

I hold you tight like rain

Sunshine on a rainy day

Sunshine on a rainy day

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i forgot your name

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i got tired of waiting for you

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just write a little bit, a little bit every day, and soon enough you will have a novel