courage > fear

jessica cruz . green lantern of sector 2814.

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“ hey....you. “ jessica called out to simon softly as she leaned against the doorway to his room, crossing her arms trying to give off a little more of the carefree attitude she wished she could exude as easily as some of the people they lived with. things had been rough for the two of them lately. being the fresh, less experienced lanterns there meant that almost everything they were facing was a new experience. they were literally still learning as they were going. as they took blows and losses. the good thing about them being a team through this though was that they always had each other to lean on. though lately jess felt that the support scale was more tipped in her favor. she broke down easier than simon. her struggles were more visable to everyone. but that didn’t mean that he didn’t need someone to pick him up too. and she couldn’t pretend not to notice any longer that he hadn’t really been using his ring lately. which was why, finally, jess willed herself to get up off of her ass to show him that she supported him too. that she was there for whatever he needed. “ you doing anything? i’ve got something i kinda wanted to show you outside. “

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hey angels! so i’ve been a bit m.i.a dealing with some personal stuff but i’m back and getting into the groove of things. i’m still going to reply to any ongoing threads. but I really want to start stuff with as many of you as possible. so if you’d like a starter from jessica cruz, stephanie brown, koriand’r, zatanna zatara, rogue, or carol danvers give this a like. And if there’s a specific interaction you’d like just leave a comment or send me a dm. much love! <3

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opinion on hal's leadership?

“ people give him a lot of shit. myself included sometimes. but being a leader sounds like a tough job. lanterns, we carry the weight of the universe on our shoulders. and at the end of the day whether we agree with his opinions and actions or not, he does things with good intentions. sure, he can be a little impulsive at times but sometimes it’s that kind of push we need to get things done.”

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Truth Serum!: your muses can now ask mine anything and they will be forced to answer honestly!

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greenhaljordan‌:

Gaining entry to the Gala was almost too easy, the woman station at one of the entrances was his target. He merely played it off that he’d somehow lost his ticket laying on the heavy charm till she just allowed him to enter. He thanked her of course with a slight kiss on her hand before he walked in. He smiled making his way through the crowd to the bar if he was going to play a role tonight he’d definitely needed to look the part. “This Gala is quite amazing turn of events don’t you think?” He asked the person next to him.

“ yeah....we’re surrounded by quite a few interesting people. don’t you think?” jessica asked nervously as she scanned the room from a corner of the room. there were so many people that the thought of moving too far from her spot made her a bit anxious. at least from where she was at she had already taken into account all of the possibilities of what she could be faced with and found all exit points. thankfully they were joined by so many people from their side that if things didn’t go exactly as planned they would have loads of back up. “ is there any event you’re never ready for? “

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simcnbaz‌:

“you know, that doesn't sound so bad,” he stated, watching as her hand latched onto his wrist. it was a cliche thing to think about, but he really was enjoying his time just lying her next to her, not really doing anything. sure, he was intentionally avoiding having to face his own issues but he considered this a form of coping in a way. “whatever?” he echoed, brows furrowing. even if they’d spent all afternoon together, simon was well aware that they had yet to really address what happened. baz always came close to saying something, but just as it hung at the tip of his tongue it became ensnared by fear of conjuring memories that he was sure neither of them wanted to delve into. now that they were simon instantly regretted saying anything about the matter as soon as she began crying. he embraced her tightly, saying nothing as he let her let out all those emotions, his throat bobbing. “no, no i did. i didnt have your back jess, i failed you as your partner and as a friend. we’re supposed to protect this sector but also each other…..how can i wear that ring knowing that i cant do one of those two things?” he asked, voice tinged with defeat. he raised his gaze to meet hers, finger reaching out to wipe away the stray tears that trickled down her cheeks. “and i don’t want to live in one without you jess. i can’t go through that again, neither of us should have to.” he kissed her forehead gently, shaky breath falling from his lips. “i love you jess. i just….need you to know that.” 

“ you say that now but i’ve been looking for someone to work my bad cop routine on. so if you stick around i’m gonna take it as an agreement that i can use you to practice on. and i’m totally not going easy on you just because we’re cool. “ she scrunched her nose, trying to put on her best serious face in a joking manner. “ it’s just...don’t take this the wrong way, please. i just don’t want you to feel like you have to be here all the time because you owe me something. or because you’re scared i’m gonna revert back to my old ways and never leave my room again. especially because i know you have things you have to work through right now too. and i can’t have you here putting on a brave face for me all the time just to make me feel better. i want you to feel better too.“ she explained. “ simon. it works the same way for me. you needed me and i did what i had to do to protect you. you didn’t fail me. what happened, that was my choice. and i chose you. because you’re a great lantern. you’ve always been the stronger one out of the two of us, you’ve always been a better lantern. you go into any situation with so much confidence and you’re so level headed, it’s something i’ve always admired about you. but i also chose you because you’re my best friend and i know you’re one of the best people in the universe. you always give so much of yourself without expecting anything in return, you care about people, you still believe everyone’s worth saving despite what you’ve been through, and you never give up. you’re everything a lantern should be. it really wasn’t a hard decision to make. so please don’t do that to yourself. please stop torturing yourself over it and thinking that you’re not worthy because you are. “ tears kept streaming down her cheeks and yet she couldn’t help but smile at him because she was finally letting all of her feelings out. her anxiety made it hard for her to express herself sometimes. it just seemed easier to bottle everything down so she wouldn’t stir the pot and start something she couldn’t face. but what they had been through made it pretty obvious that if she didn’t get everything off her chest now then she might never get another opportunity to do so. “ you know, i wasn’t scared to give myself up. not for a second. because i was going out doing something good, doin something worthwhile. the only thing that really tore me up was thinking about how you would have to move on without me. and that i wouldn’t be around to see you grow into the person i know you’re gonna be. that i wouldn’t be able to do this...” she trailed off as she leaned in to press her lips against his in a soft, slow kiss. “ and that i wouldn’t ever get a chance to tell you that i love you too. “

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oftorchbearer‌:

Kyle cares about his friends, especially when it comes to the other Lanterns. While he may be the youngest one, he had the most experience so he felt like he has to look out for everyone. He had never been great at pushing aside his own emotions when it comes down to a situation, but following his heart was Kyle’s strength after all. “I don’t blame you, wouldn’t want that to happen ever again thanks. I’m holding up alright, and I think Simon is just … you see it’s not easy losing someone you care about. Trust me I know. It’s not really something you can move past quickly.”

talking to kyle in that moment actually felt like a bit of a relief. he had been involved in the corps for a lot longer than she had so she knew that he had seen things and that he had also been faced with tough challenges he had to overcome. after all, having the responsibility of a whole sector of the universe was a lot of weight to carry. “ yeah, i guess really i’m still trying to digest everything. it’s hard to not only sift through the emotions of dying but also deal with the fact that i chose what happened to me, you know? “ jessica nodded, knowing that kyle was right and that they all needed some time, but still she couldn’t help but be slightly concerned. she spent almost every day with simon. she spent so much time with him that she was sure she knew him like the back of her hand. so there were a few things that left her slightly unsettled. “ i know. he hasn’t wanted to leave my side. which, don’t get me wrong, i don’t mind. but he needs to go out there and take care of himself too, don’t you think? i haven’t even seen him use his ring since we got back, kyle. “

[capitana]

Jessica and Batman’s utility belt

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least favorite green lantern?

“ there’s not one i dislike the most. i guess if i had to choose i’d say guy. but i don’t know him that well other than the time the corps had him put me through boot camp and he got me so mad i punched him out. so we exactly haven’t had much time to bond.”

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simcnbaz‌:

despite finding out that everything that had happened in that dystopian hell hole was a delusion of sorts, the things that he’d endured were not. reuniting with jess brought his world back to life but it did not mean he could just erase what he’d seen. the aftermath left him practically clinging to her, he spent most of his time staying by her side, trying to comfort her. he couldn’t pretend to know what dying was like and the trauma that came with that must have been daunting. jess had once isolated herself from the world but baz wouldn’t let her go through this alone. he was her partner and best friend, as long as he was alive and breathing he’d never let her go through anything alone. “you trying to kick me out cruz?” he said, appreciating her humor. the days that passed since waking up had been bleak, and there were moments were he just stared blankly at the space in front of him, waiting for that feeling of dread to go away. it helped to be around jess and kyle, they were his anchors, the thing that helped him feel like maybe this wasn’t so hopeless. of course he’d never admit that to jess or kyle, right now he didn’t consider his inner turmoil a priority. “i know, i know you’re okay. i just want to keep you company.” he pulled her into his chest once he heard her voice waver, his vision beginning to blur as he held her tight. “i’m sorry jess.” 

“ never. quite the opposite actually. i’m officially taking you prisoner. you’re not allowed to leave my side ever again. “ she said with a soft laugh as reached out and held on to one of his wrists, symbolizing that she had him cuffed. even though she was joking, in a way she meant what she said. having to leave him the way that she had only confirmed what she had already known, she didn’t want to be apart from him. but she also didn’t want him to feel like he had to stick around and take care of her because he felt guilty or because he felt like he owed her something. “ hey, i’m not complaining. i just don’t want you to feel obligated to look out for me because of....whatever. “ she tried her hardest to be strong, to stay composed and not break down in front of anyone after what had happened. especially because she knew how hard it had to be for them to have to witness losing the people they cared about. dying was one thing. having to deal with the aftermath was something completely different. but simon wasn’t just anyone. he accepted her, all of her, the good and the bad. and even if he didn’t completely understand it he took the time to listen to her and to try to understand her feelings. if there was one person she couldn’t hold things back around it was him. which was why the second he pulled her into his chest all of the emotions she had been trying so hard to keep in all came pouring out at once. she cried until he told her he was sorry. “ why? you didn’t do anything wrong, simon.” she pulled away just enough so she could look him in the eyes, still sniffling, and reached up to rest a hand on his cheek affectionately. “ don’t be. don’t be sorry. i’m not. i don’t regret a single thing that happened. i’d do it over again and again if i had to. because... a world without you just isn’t one that i ever want to be a part of. “

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oftorchbearer‌:

Kyle wants to keep an eye on his friends, especially the other Lanterns. He doesn’t know what he would have done if he had to live knowing that Jessica was actually gone, not ready to lose someone he cares about yet. “Yeah, it can be a lot. I can’t even begin to imagine, but I’m glad you’re still here. I’m trying my best to put pieces together, but it’s a process. Everything sort of became a mess, we were put into these cells with those inhibitor collars on.” He sighs as he pushes his fingers through his hair.

jess looked down at the ground as kyle spoke. she was paying full attention to his words but she couldn’t quite look him in the eyes. she knew that he was checking on her because he was concerned, after all she hadn’t left her room much since they had gotten back to their reality. but the thing was that she wasn’t okay and she wasn’t sure if she was quite ready to get into all of that. “ dying? yeah. i’d rather not go through that again. “ she said with a sigh. “ shit. how are you holding up? “ she asked earnestly, pursing her lips in hesitation for her next question “ ....how do you think simon’s holding up? he’s in my room all the time, always checking up on me. but, i don’t know, i feel like he’s holding back when it comes to himself. “

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partyhcrdy‌:

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chivalrousxhybrid‌:

1: Hot, Steamy kiss

2: Cheek Kiss

3: Nose Kiss

4: Forehead Kiss

5: Firm Kiss

6: Gentle Peck

7: Romantic Kiss

8: Eyelid Kiss

9: Jawline Kiss

10: Neck Kiss

11: Collarbone Kiss

12: Chest Kiss

13: Stomach Kiss

14: Kiss Along the Hips

15: Kiss in the Rain

16: Upside-Down Kiss

17: Goofy Kiss

18: Underwater Kiss

19: Forceful Kiss

20: Any of the Above

21: Then there’s tongue

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what would completely break your character?

what was the best thing in your character’s life?

what was the worst thing in your character’s life?

what seemingly insignificant memories stuck with your character?

does your character work so they can support their hobbies or use their hobbies as a way of filling up the time they aren’t working?

what is your character reluctant to tell people?

how does your character feel about sex?

how many friends does your character have?

how many friends does your character want?

what would your character make a scene in public about?

for what would your character give their life?

what are your character’s major flaws?

what does your character pretend or try to care about?

how does the image your character tries to project differ from the image they actually project?

what is your character afraid of?

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oftorchbearer:

STARTER FOR @lcnterncruz !

“Jessica?” Kyle asks as he steps closer to his friend. There wasn’t a lot of them here, and since he was the Lantern with the most experience in the seventies he wanted to make sure that both of them were okay since they all got here. Which doesn’t make this an exception, since he does want Jess to feel like she has someone to turn to, someone to look up while still being her friend. “How do you feel?”

“ kyle, hey. “ she said softly, shooting him a small smile to combat the tinge of sadness that her voice had carried since the event that had changed everything for them. still it was hard to stomach that one second she could just be there and the next, not, and that the world just kept moving on without her. it was an idea that was still a lot to take in. “ i’m alright. taking it a day at a time, you know? dying and then...not dying, i guess, is a weird concept to wrap my head around. how are you dealing with all of this? “ she frowned at the next question she was about to ask. “ how bad did things get after i was....gone? “