DOOM MADE ME A FURRY @leadendeath - Tumblr Blog

GREETINGS EVERYONE 🔥

Hi I’m Synth and I don’t know what I’m doing wrong.

I do art when I'm not overcome with everything. See it all HERE: @leadendeath-art

strawpage

kofi... which includes a gay little fundraiser on it too

tunes (not an exhaustive list by any means, i tend to listen to music on youtube, especially my obscurer fav stuff with lots of sampling and therefore copyright issues </3)

shencomix

#at least i am TWO ✌️ apples tall… maybe more…..

calware

gender affirming pointy teeth

#MECORE #otherworld #thank u god for giving me these naturally 8)

pyrotation

had the realization a while back about how latex/rubber flag-coded red pyro’s colors are, but recently made the connection between blu pyro and the leather flag (my personal fav) too! now the struggle to decide which icon to use all month…

leadendeath

for pride month… should i go super “MASK OFF” (lol. lmao, even) and make one of these my icon on my main here. i never change my main’s icon, but i don’t wanna change my icon from my fiancé’s art of me on my tf2 sideblog, you see 🥺

i still love pyro. i still AM pyro. i’m still really really into rubber/latex. I’M GONNA DO IT

#my art #it’ll be the first one- aesthetically i prefer it more for this blog 8)

also. can we appreciate how GIGABASED a decision/circumstances it is to get your official namechange done during pride month.

it’s not even for conventional “transition” reasons for me, although it will alleviate so much discomfort… transitioning away from one (majority) godawful side of the family…

#i am also adding my girlname as my middle name 8) it’s irish and most people would pronounce it wrong if it was my first name #Sad!#don’t wanna correct people for the rest of my life #my legal first name was my irish dad’s name for me; so i really wanted to keep something Irish right #thought about Vincent instead of vince for my new/preferred/REAL first name; but i would 4ever be saying ‘oh you can just call me vince :)’#I CAN’T BE ARSED WITH THAT INNIT

ode-on-a-grecian-butt

#that is an order

did carly rae jepsen Know what she did for the world when she released Run Away With Me

#all timer

f4nd0m-h0pp3r

reblog to bite your mutuals /affectionate

#YAYYY #because i have a thing for big pointy teeth apparently; ANY of my sonas could do really good biting #take yer pick muties >8)

month of june please be nice to me

#i’m gonna stop being a wuss and make a post on main #after all #it’ll be fitting for what month june is #💛💜💛#it’s my shame month but i’m getting better at accepting it #(…lie)#i’m weird and i’m exhausted.#things getting better- and the work required to make it happen- is almost as tiring as continuing to live less than ideally.#just gotta keep working

trash-fuckyou

Audience note from test screening of VIDEODROME, 1983

palebluepixel

This person hated videodrome so much they forgot their gender

#mecore #(except the ‘has seen videodrome’ part)

Japan, 2005

stressed bc i don’t quite know when my surgery is (could be june… that’s some clue for me, that’s something. grins!) and my sometimes-unbearable autistic brain is fixating on minute details when we don’t need to be doing that and it wants it all spelled out very clearly.

relax, me. jesus. 🙄 everything’s been so clear and so great thus far. it’ll be clear when we have the date. just a bit of waiting it’ll be okay

#the procedure’s fine. no stress there. i know exactly what’s going to happen during and after. worst part’s over (the drs first seeing It)#*uses tumblr like a diary* i’m so normal #this is also the least of my stresses currently. bad mental health time in general and it keeps getting a bit better and then worse again #i wish i was an entirely different person #vent #sorry.

derovalfnolem

#me looking back on most of my prev crushes

bintro

i’m such a fake idgafer everything bothers me tbh

#having major anxiety but also flat effect at the same time is like this

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if i Do end up making a fundraiser for SOMETHING IMPORTANT (procedure) coming up slightly scarily SOON (next month or so), i’ll use this exact image, and won’t have to elaborate on it at all