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It’s a sad day.

No matter what happens, it’s both as disappointing and upsetting.

Should I be right in my judgement call, the sisters who flame it as wrong breaks my heart.

Should I be wrong in my judgement call, I will be utterly disappointed in myself once again.

It seemed like no matter what the ending is, there’s a price to be paid, and the price is a torn heart that finds it hard to be fixed again.

3 months into 2020

I could see the endless possibilities of things that I’d dream of yet being so aware of the obstacles that are ahead without solutions in mind.

So many nights have gone past where these were being blocked out and ignored while trying to fulfil what the world is demanding of me.

Long for the day where heaven takes over.

非一般的路，造就非一般的人

A heart that loves

God.. it’s a gift and i recognise. But...

Take these feet of mine and let it walk on the path you want.

And being back here again, I’m reminded that I’m made for deep waters

God help my heart not to wonder

The promise

It’s the first time I’m seeing rainbow at my block . It was as though in that moment God was telling me, my promise for you and your household. It was also at last weekend sermon where I responded at the altar, someone said this to me. Hold on to God’s promise for your life.

I stand in awe at the timing God choses to speak. Even as the year end camp draws even closer, less than 24 hours away, I know for sure, it’s going to be one impactful camp that’s going to set the tone for 2019.

Turned 23

It’s been... tough. Guess adulthood will never get easier. Haha year after year as I reflect, the amount of things I’ve accomplished gets more and intensified. But truly thank God for seeing me through yet another year.

Take only what is given.

Here, there are still days where I worried of being taken advantage of the friendship i hold with people.

The demands they made, not that I can’t put up with it. But at times it takes more than I thought it would. It’s like a defense mechanism that’s running by itself.

But I’m reminded that, people can only take what is given. I have the control.

What about loving?

Been at thoughts about it for the longest. To be, the word love is easy to be used onto others. I love many people and I truly do. To love the unlovable it’s something I don’t necessarily struggle with.

But here I am wondering, am I the unlovable one that I kind of need to love? But I don’t think I can ever say i love this unlovable. I don’t see how unique I am, like what everybody else says. Everyone perhaps just wanted to please me or continue to benefit the time and love I can give unto them maybe?

I don’t even think I’m making much sense typing this out. It’s just been so crazy. Highly functional crazy.

I wish i never woke up needing to feel this again.

Worried of allowing myself to be loved.

Will the love stop or run out?

I think only God’s love is forever.

Human’s love... I have no confident.. at least for this moment.

My heart is filled with love!

From Primary 1 to Primary 3 I’ve seen how you grown in Christ. Really proud of you J! Use your talents to glorify God, and I know you will.

Face it or numb it

Seasons, days, months, years.

Looks like we’re back to the same spot.

I don’t know if I can come out stronger than before.

I don’t know if I am able to do what’s right.

I don’t know what to choose to feel

I don’t know if my feelings are real

I don’t know if I’m ever worthy again

Pain; numb

Bits and pieces

Dear Tumblr,

The only space perhaps I can feel safe to say what's on my mind.

Its been an emotional roller coaster again.

One moment I'm all over my assignments, the next moment I'm thinking about you. What's wrong with me.

Anxiety level never went so high.

I don't expect an instance reply from you. But, the wait. Its harder to sit still.

Perhaps these are the words that are calling me to move

Garden

All people are like grass and all their faithfulness is like the flowers of the field. The grass withers and flowers fall, because the breath of the Lord blows on them. Surely the people are grass. The grass withers and the flowers fall, but the word of our God endures forever

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