TW: ED

Active January 2024

[leanfruit]

Hi. My name is Rowan. I was terminated @fearfruit, previous urls are: @finefruit + @\demonsmile + @sickangeles

In addition to my ed I also deal with ADHD, depression, social anxiety + agoraphobia, CPTSD, excoriation disorder, and suspected autism. Fun!

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🍡 23

🍡 bi + nb

🍡 any pronouns

🍡 poc

🍡 pro recovery

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5'5 》 SW: 250lbs 》 CW: 185.6lbs 》 GW1: 199lbs 》 GW2: 170lbs 》 GW3: 150lbs 》 GW4: 130lbs 》 UGW: 120lbs (?)

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🥀 18+ ONLY please! Minors will be blocked

🥀 If you write/post meanspo you will be blocked

🥀 If you post fatspo you're absolute scum and you will be blocked

🥀 If you follow with a non-ed account you will be blocked (side blogs are okay, just dm me!)

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Th1ñ$p∅ moodboards: #mb

Header by @/pixelins

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[bpdforest]

Th!nsp0 to help motivate.

[leanfruit]

why did my mother buy me a sausage egg n cheese biscuit this morning and guilt me into eating it 😭 I feel like she's trying to sabotage my weightloss even though she doesn't know i'm losing weight on purpose

[bannedfromeden-deactivated20231]

Lemme just give you a quick advice: if your relationship sucks it won't miraculously get better as soon as you are skinny. Break up.

[strwbrrypoundcake]

Abusive pieces of shit will still be abusive peices of shit when you're 100 pounds

Feelings won't magically appear when you have tiny waist

You deserve better, there WILL be someone better out there. I found love and I'm nowhere near my ugw. So don't think you can't do better because you aren't skinny enough.

[sekssizkedi]

[insuflatesin]

Wild

[leilamonax]

[kmarx]

[sun-bees]

Smith College Girls for i-D magazine 2004

[leanfruit]

I'm being forced to go out to eat to a gastropub where even the salads are loaded with brisket and bacon ahhhhHHHH

[leanfruit]

I didn't even get to enjoy getting tipsy bc my mother effectively ended the night by saying that I gaslight her all the time while we were chatting abt mental health and when questioned about it she glared at me n said she didn't want to get into it. Haha lol lmao

[elainiisms]

[memes-for-souls-deactivated2023]

[leanfruit]

I'm being forced to go out to eat to a gastropub where even the salads are loaded with brisket and bacon ahhhhHHHH

[littlerredgum-deactivated202506]

Gentle reminder that you don't need to be diagnosed with an ed in order to suffer from it.

Gentle reminder that you can be overweight and have an ed (yes, even ana).

Gentle reminder that you can block anyone who makes your struggles seem trivial. Just block them and let it go.

Been seeing a lot of persecution lately of undiagnosed and overweight anas. And I'm here to say that your struggles are real, they're valid, and you deserve a safe community, too.

[leanfruit]

[whatsupnugget-deactivated202401]

Reblog if you're an active 3d blog in November 2023 and are 18+ please !