Hi ! So, first off, Iām Calee (said like kay-lee) and this is my newest blog. Surprisingly itās not an rp blog but it is a benefit to the writers of tumblr !
Ā Ā Ā HAVE YOU EVER WANTED TO RP WITH A CERTAIN CHARACTER ?
Have you heard of a ā wanted ā post ? If you havenāt, itās okay because when I first saw one I thought it was a pretty cool and unique idea ! The concept of a wanted post is that you introduce your muse and a character you want to rp with but just havenāt found a blog for. The idea is that someone is going to see your post and take interest ! They make a new muse and you make a new friend !
So this is my blog. I want wanted posts to become more of a trend because theyāre actually very helpful ! People are introduced to new characters and writers finally get to write with that muse theyāve never found a blog for and small fandoms get to grow. Is this making any sense ?? This is an archive for yall where I reblog your wanted posts and you wait for people to take interest !
Just tag me and Iāll be sure to reblog it and add it to my blog. Be sure to follow so you can see all the new characters people are looking for ! You never know if you might want to make a blog for them :)
remember to read my faq before approaching. Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā reblog okay !
Ā Ā Ā Hey guys ! So today, January 29th, is the day that I chose for Hannibalās birthday and even though Iām not active here anymore nor have written as Hannibal in some time, I still want to wish my boy a happy birthday. I made something quick for him (: and I think itās very lovely and I just <33 lol it makes me happy even if Iāve lost muse for him.
Ā Ā Ā Because Iām on somewhat hiatus this is not a promo for this blog and idk i think iād feel better if no one reblogged this but...
lmfao my dude feeling replaceable in this fandom is 200% me there are just so many wills and hannibals to choose from in this hell i've literally been on this blog for 2 years and i can count on one hand the times i've genuinely felt like .. NOT insecure bc duplicates. jesus where can we get some mcfucking self esteem around here
āyes iād like to order the number 7. the āmcfreakinā self esteemā plsā -me
can we have a white mom talking to her 12 y/o kid after she just caught him jerkinā it like āfeeling replaceable in the hannibal rp community is a natural act, sweetie (:ā while sheās internally dying bc me
this was suppose to be a one liner about how i just donāt have muse but then it turned out to be me typing to myself so these are just the thoughts that were in my head and i just let myself g o lol
anyway i donāt recommend reading this if you donāt like negativity because itās like me @ing myself lmao
but seriously if ur one of those peeps who really doesnāt like seeing stuff like this donāt read it and then you canāt get mad at meĀ
but if youāre one of those people who likes hearing rants then this is a post for you
sometimes im likeĀ āye you know i bet if i just started the series again iād start picking up muse for hannibal and i can come back!ā and im like yeah all i gotta do is put in some effort to get my muse again but then i remember that it doesnāt really matter either way because this is such an easily replaceable character and WOW this is probably why i lost my muse bc mmmmmmmk
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like yāall know what i mean right wowzers wo w ok right now this is me typiing talking to myself like okay so a while ago i had this dream where i was hannibal and i was invited to a party by...... hannibal like we were both hannibal ya know and anyway me and this other hannibal start hanging out and i just canāt satisfy him? heās likE HARDCORE JUDGING ME LOL like i couldnāt do anything right and everything i did was incorrect and the guests were crowding around him more and i woke up like wozers THAT IS SOMEĀ š š SYMBOLIC DREAM YOU GOT THERE BUDDY and i really hope no one is actually reading this bc lol this is just a rant to myself im just typing rn talking and it feels really nice letting out all this steam. anyway to this dream like IT TOTES SOUNDS LIKE IM MAKING THIS UP BUt is2g im not lmao anyway yeah that was my unconcious literally telling myselfĀ āu fuckin su kkkĀ ā and i was likeĀ ātruā you get you get
and then sometimes iād go to my buds likeĀ āidk i feel really insecure about writing hannibal recentlyā and then people would justĀ āoh well heās a really popular charcterā and it was like OKAY COOL THAT IS ?? HELPFUL I WANT TO T H ANK YOU MY BRO i kn o w heās popular thatās literally the reason im insecure u r not hlepinn
and then also when people use you for your muse ? like when one hannibal goes inactive then everyone scrambles to find another one like HEāS JUST SO REPLACEABLE and yāall can understand why that would make someone lose muse right? im not being salty rn right??
like. im not mad @ people when i see them rping with another hannibal ya know because that would be shitty and that wouldnāt be right. i am not PERSONALLY UPSET when people do that but it does......... i guess kinda like stings a bit. like, again, im not thinkingĀ āoh this specific person replaced meā itās more ofĀ āim replaceableā.Ā āim an easy person to replceā and TBH im not ?? salty @ people i have no one to blame but myself like what do i expect you get im not sitting here on my dash getting mad and feeling betrayed by old mutuals lol no that would be super shitty. i donāt expect people to wait by my blog for me to come back and i wouldnāt want them to either.
but itās kinda like
have you ever had a friend and yāall had a falling out and then you see that friend hangin with a new peep and youāre likeĀ āouch, we used to have something like thatā THATāS WHAT I FEEL itās notĀ āwow that bitch replaced meā at alllll
and iāve considered.....Ā āwell maybe itās that itās a canon character thatās stressing you, babe, maybe you just donāt like having so many expectations and the threat of judgmentā and im like !! yeah man thatās true because i love my ocs!!! and then i thinkĀ āwell!!! just make a character like hannibal and have him be your babe and thatād be radradā
and then i think about
and then im like
āthatās literally just making a knockoff brand I WOULD BE MAKING A GREAT VALUE HANNIBAL LMAOOOOOā but idk iād have to work really hard on a character like that so he ISNāT like that and heād have to come really naturally and i wouldnāt be able to force him
natural birth u get no inducers pls
wow this got
long
idk if anyone actually read this at all and if they did i doubt yāall got all the way here but
if u did
sup
i swear i try being a more positive person regularlly lol
i keep thinking as i type this imma be likeĀ āaND A NO THER THI NGā
but im chill rn
maybe my new years resolution should be be more positive and stop being a lil bitch l o l okay im done bye
you know when like you look like shit one day but on that same day you meet someone cute and itās likeĀ āholy fuck why do i have to look like shit at this very momentā ya know like thatās me rn because my blog rn is all ooc and gross and i just found like a really cool blog but itās chill itās chill ya know
no offense but lol iām so tired rn and like idk i havenāt been feeling hannibal a lot lately (fucking again) so yeah if you havenāt already noticed iām going to be really slow on activity here for a bit so ye
donāt forget about my babe charlie i love him and although iām not writing a lot on him we can still talk bc heās great charlie !! charlie !!Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Fucking spoiled by all that fame, CHARLIE JUBILEE.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā You donāt got one single good bone left in you, do ya ?
ok !! so all day lol i was working on my new oc and heās done! if anyone is interested here he isĀ the theme is kinda a mess rn ( i hope to fix it soon but holy shit the tags are ?? being dumb?? if i have to get a whole new theme iāll shit myself ) but lemme tell you about my new babe
Charlie Jubilee is a massive celebrity whoās a fucking d ick. Heās a drug addict ( but hates smoking bc heās a picky drug addict ya know ) and also a closeted gay. But heās !! REALLY GOOD AT SINGING AND DANCING AND IMAGINE JAMES DEAN AND BUDDY HOLLY HAD A BABY AND THEN ELVIS RAISED IT, THATāS HIM. FC is James Franco, my son and just?? go love charlie he needs it tbh
