I Am

The Baron :)

[lee-osbourne]

Hey. I'm Lee. I don't expect to stick around here on tumblr for a long time, but I'm here for now. I reblog stuff and maybe I'll post some things if I feel up to it. As for tags, they'll be

#lee rbs

#brb

#lee speaks

#baron babbles

depending on whether I'm making posts or Baron is.

[lee-osbourne]

heard any cavetown?

a couple songs, yeah

[lee-osbourne]

hey baron, how have ya been?

I've been alright. better since my hair got finished up.

[lee-osbourne]

would you take up bee keeping in the garden?

maybe! that sounds fun.

[lee-osbourne]

we've asked a few other family members to help out with prince, hopefully this helps take the weight off your shoulders

thanks a bunch

[lee-osbourne]

so.... bears, huh?

yeah? what about em?

[lee-osbourne]

maybe you should start branching out contact with the family. i know leaving your comfort zone can be hard, but there are plenty of people around you who care

I guess...

[lee-osbourne]

have you seen baroness's new laurel? would you consider getting a laurel yourself?

I havent. and maybe. not sure

[lee-osbourne]

And really, why would a mother look for her son that abandoned her to live with some monster that kidnaps folks for his own selfish gain? Your father had the right idea- I wouldn’t want some freak as a child. - 13

The fac t t hat you si de wit h my da d in any c apac ity t ells m e all I ne ed to kno w ab out you. Fu ck off.

[lee-osbourne]

Are any of you even happy there? I mean, you had someone abandon you all and decide that torture was better than having to be around all of you. How’s it feel to know that someone deemed literal torture and the one thing they’d tried to run from for so long better than this shit excuse of a “family?” - 13

How's it fe el to kno w yo u're a sh it per so n, 13? Ka te di dnt le ave by ch oi ce. Th ey wer e tak en fr om us by for ce, by ter rr ible peo ple.

[lee-osbourne]

Why are you even bothering to try and help Prince? Fae’re getting exactly what fae asked for, after all. Fae’re happy after all, right? When you’ve been regressed to a child, that’s when you’re happiest. So why try and take that happiness away from faem? - 13

Prin ce is not ha ppy. You hav en 't se en how mu ch fae're stru gglin g. The ot her day, fae w ere sobb ing bec ause fae co uldn't ma ke faer legs wor k well enou gh to walk pr oper ly so fae had to cra wl. Fae got so fr ustr ated with be ing non-ver bal ye ster day that fae hit me when I tried to pre vent a m eltd own. Prince has go od days, sure; days w here fae are ha ppy. But ove rall, Pri nce just w ants to go back to n orm al. Fae do n't want to be reg ress ed.

[lee-osbourne]

How long ago did you sell yourself to this “Crown” freak, anyway? If it’s long enough that you don’t know if your mom is even looking for you, Lee, you’re as good as dead, anyway. - 13

It's be en a ye ar. I've b een gon e for a ye ar. And I di dn't s ell myse lf to an yone, as shole

[lee-osbourne]

Why don’t you tell us about daddy dearest, Lee? I’m sure he can’t have been all that bad, right? Can’t be any worse than the shithole you’re in now. :) - 13

Tru st me, 13. He wa s so mu ch fuckin g wo rse. He w as an alc ohol ic. He tre ate d me and m y mo m li ke sh it. H e m ade me fe el lik e I di dn't matt er, tol d me tha t I was ne ver goin g to be anyt hing m ore t han a stu pi d, use le ss mo nste r, and th en he fuc kin g left. All bef ore I wa s e ven ou t of grad e scho ol. Do n't y ou da re tr y to tel l me he ca n't ha ve bee n tha t b ad. The Fam ily has b een a m ill ion tim es bet ter to me th an tha t ba sta rd ev er was.

[lee-osbourne]

it's clear that prince doesn't want to be around you anymore. no one does :)

...Ye ah, m aybe the y do n't. I wou ldn 't blam e th em. I ha ven't re all y do ne m uch to wa rran t an yone wa ntin g anyth ing to do w ith me. My dad sur e di dn't wa nt me, A sher le ft me behin d, and no bod y rea lly bot hers to vis it me. Bu t you kn ow w hat? I don 't giv e a fu ck any more :) Wh ether th ey w ant me or not, it doe sn't f ucki ng ma tter, beca use th ey're stu ck wit h me. If t hey di dn't wan t to ha ve to dea l with me, m aybe th ey shou ld 've just le ft me alo ne in the f irst damn pla ce.

[lee-osbourne]

So now you worry about whether your mother is looking for you or not? You didn’t think about that when you went along with this freak? - 13

... ... .

[lee-osbourne]

have you ever lied when answering us ":D - ⍾⍙⟒⍀⏁⊬

I try to be honest, so I'm gonna say no??

[lee-osbourne]

Currency for your thoughts! Is there anything that’s been bothering you both recently?

Nothing specific besides the whole looking like mom thing... we've been feeling a lot more irritable, though. I don't get angry usually, but Lee being so upset is starting to bleed into my feelings. I know from his past that the more he bottles it up, the worse it's gonna be when the bottle finally breaks. He won't talk to anyone or use the room I made for him, so if I say something shitty at any point, just know in advance that I don't mean it.