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I love coming on here and just start scrolling through my page lol. Heartbreak really does change you. Altered my brain chemistry. I had the worst time of my life but it got better... with time. It had to happen. I kinda miss 24 y.o. me. I’m turning 27 in a few weeks. I’m as dramatic as ever though!

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pavlmescal

Endless gifs of Ilya Rozanov 3/∞

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Heated Rivalry 1.01 // 1.06

unionizedwizard

everything so scary & forever .

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symphoniccowboy

ilya constantly jealousybaiting shane is one of my top five favorite things about him, especially before he finally cracks & tells shane that he loves him . he’s like a big fluffy cat showing you his belly like :) so soft :) i kiss you so gentle & tease you & look after you :) & then shane reaches for the belly with fascinated reluctance & ilya goes SCRATCH >:3 what if i greencard marry my old friend i used to fuck more often than you >:3 & shane’s eyes go so wet & shiny & his jaw is clenched . & some raw, young part of ilya heaves a big sigh of relief to know that even if he can’t make shane love him, at least he can affect him . & then as soon as he learns that shane has turned the precise, devoted attention that makes him a legendary hockey player onto ilya he has that flash of holy shit . he is going to love me forever in a way that no one but my mother has ever loved me & i am never going to be the same . & every ounce of tension in his body just evaporates & he melts into a puddle under shane’s hands .