-- in love.

lee areum. twenty years of age. college student (dance major). dancer at 1million dance studio. youtuber.

[leexareum-blog]

Loving you is like breathing. I can’t stop and it’s necessary for my survival.

         How much more of this can she take? She doesn’t have the answer for it and perhaps she never will. But if someone would ask her if she’d mind it, she’d look at them with a look of disbelief, as if the mere question was too idiot to be comprehended by the brunette. It was as if asking her ‘do you mind the love of your life constantly showing you through actions and words the immense amount of adoration, fidelity and downright pure love he has for you?’ and it’s plain obvious in her smile, in the look on her eyes, in the way her lips part to let out a slightly embarrassed and timid chuckle, the way heat rises to her cheeks, giving it a pink hue, and how she pushes a strand of hair behind her ear while moving her gaze down, unable to control a smile, in that way he knew she’d do whenever he’d say such beautiful words.

         “Then never stop loving me and perhaps you and I can live forever.”

[leexareum-blog]

i think gagging is so romantic because someone chooses your dick over the oxygen they need to breath.

         She contemplates not replying. Actually, she contemplates on staring at him with a look that would show she was questioning his sanity. and she actually does so, for a moment, as if trying to figure out where the hell did he pull that line from and what he has been reading lately. Perhaps she should search for inappropriate magazines under their bed.

         But then she grins because she has the most idiotic, kinky fiance and she loves him to bits and pieces... even when he mentions how romantic he thinks gagging is. Inside, she is judging him... well, outside as well, but she can’t deny that deep down she is in love with him and every thing he says and does, no matter how idiot it is.

         “I guess I’m pretty romantic to you then, huh?” Whatever she could do to please her man, you could bet she was down on her knees for it... literally.

[fypony]

[darlingstarlets]

⟨ ⟡⋰⸰ misadventures sentence starters ⟩

“i was lying to you, but you were lying, too.”

“so what’s left to do? what’s left to say?”

“stop making friends, it’s just us.”

“just because you’re screaming for my attention does not mean i will waste my time.”

“what’s your problem, baby?”

“don’t mean to break your heart.”

“kill me if i end up like you.”

“i know that it’s not safe here, you did this to yourself.”

“can you tell that story? it’s my favorite one.”

“you fucking disappointment.”

“i can’t entertain you anymore.”

“don’t cross your boundaries and think that it’s cool.”

“if anything should happen to me, i want you to know i’ve loved you.”

“don’t dance around me, i know what it means.”

“maybe i could swim into your thoughts like your drugs do.”

“i’m not meant for this world, i just don’t see the point.”

“don’t think about it, don’t over think about it.”

“you’d better hide the bullets.”

“together we can fake our own deaths here.”

“i’m just a stupid motherfucker, can’t figure it out.”

“i wanna leap when you want me to fly.” 

“darlin’, i don’t mean to beg.”

“close your eyes, picture you and i.” 

“one day, somebody’s gonna go and get pushed too far.”

“not gonna say what you want me to say.”

“some things are better left alone but thanks for your concern.”

“i’d put a bullet in my head if i ever lost you.” 

“fuck you, no one is gonna ruin all our fun.”

“i’m not everything you wanted me to be.”

“i suggest you pray for a full recovery.”

“what’s happening to me?”

“do you feel the shame inside of you?”

“save yourself, don’t ever look back.”

“hey, what’s on your mind?”

“i think about my life without you and i start to cry.”

“hey, it’s alright; we’ll make it.”

“i love you and i’ll never leave your side.” 

“baby, pull over, tell me: are we concrete?” 

“what would you do without my perfect company to your undressed spine?”

“i think we’re bleeding out.” 

“i’m the one who made you, i’ll be the one who brings you down.” 

“this will be the last time.”

“just give me a signal i’m reaching you now.”

“i’ll teach you to love again.” 

“don’t believe it’s a never-ending summer ‘cause they don’t exist.”

“why am i the one falling apart?”

“you don’t even know you’re an angel.”

“foolish am i, for the times i come and go.” 

“i hope you don’t regret me.”

“this was never my intention after all.” 

“what the fuck did i do?”

“we’re made to destroy.”

“tell me what you want until it hurts.”

“i think we’re in over our heads.” 

“i can’t deny it’s getting worse; trust me, it’s a blessing and a curse.”

“call me if you’re crashing, we’ll take turns.”

“i won’t be here in a year.” 

“if there’s still evidence of us, why can’t that be enough?”

“i don’t mean to drag you down.” 

“all we have are parking lots and nowhere to go.”

“if you love me then show me more.”

“i’d give anything just to surround your dreams.”

“i’m an anarchist in love.” 

[dyetcola]

@leexareum already heard the fizz here!

“SEE?” cola smiles. he’s not really one to combat nihilism, having pretty much invented the concept of glass half empty himself, but seeing somebody fret when he was used to seeing them smile was uncomfortable to him, and he didn’t really like changes like that in people. “it’s easy to get caught up in politics and things and start to worry about the future, especially with the state our government is in right now…” he drifts off- he’d just successfully cheered her up- now he was drifting into dangerous territory, one he doesn’t have a full grasp of understanding on. suddenly very aware of himself and his words, he teeters back into the line of safety, as he’s programmed himself to do in situations where outspokenness won’t benefit him in the form of publicity, respect or justice. 

“i think we should look forward to things that will make us happy instead of get worried about the bad things. like, beauty and the beast was one of my favourite disney movies growing up. they’re doing a lot of live action remakes now, aren’t they?”

the mention of disney has his gears turning. he’s not exactly a huge fan- he’s always found it a bit strange when fully grown adults are still head over heels for films they watched when they were kids, or even ones that came out when they were grown up, but just seem nostalgic anyway, ‘cause it’s disney. but something about them being recreated, with the technology of the day making them seem so real is a bit special. it has him wonder about his old favourite. “you think they’ll make the little mermaid? i heard they were doing mulan and cruella deville, but wouldn’t it be cool to see the effects in a little mermaid film? maybe if my company let’s me star in some dramas before it gets announced, i’ll be able to audition for the prince!”

[leexareum-blog]

indeed, he was able to cause a smile to be drawn on her lips instantly just with simple words. it doesn’t take much to make her happy so perhaps that’s the reason why she couldn’t help but be filled with felicity when he mentioned all the new releases of that new year. despite all the work that may be thrown her way, all the obstacles, at least there were always things to look forward to. he made her realize that and she couldn’t be more thankful. after all, the tension disappeared easily from her limbs and even from her gaze. she barely makes out the mention of government and doesn’t even think twice about it, too caught up in thoughts of the games, movies and even tv shows and songs that could appear in the year that awaits them.

“ah, the beauty and the beast was my favorite disney movie as a kid. i think it still is my favorite.” she said with a smile appearing on her lips yet again, this time soft, slightly melancholic. she remembered the days spent in her room once she had been adopted, watching disney movies as some sort of desperate attempt to cling to the little time remaining in her childhood that had been thrown away in those years locked at her biological parents’ house, getting beaten and mistreated, sucking the youth out of her. the beauty and the beast had been her personal favorite, offered her the ability to believe that a girl who read, who was quiet and considered by so many as weird could also find her happy ending. and yet she identified herself with the beast even more so than the beauty. and it was nice to know someone could love a beast.

“the little mermaid... i find that the original story makes more sense than the disney version of it, even thought it’s rather cruel and gruesome. as a child, i didn’t pay much attention to that particular movie though -- it’s your favorite? we have to watch it together one day.” despite the fact she didn’t have a particular connection to the little mermaid, she was quite endeared by the excitement when cola mentioned it, which made her somewhat eager to watch the movie with him, perhaps to understand why it was still his favorite. “but you’re right though, i’d be interested in seeing the effects in a live action remake of it. i’m sure it would be pretty cool to watch. ah, but you’re pretty ambitious wanting to audition for the prince... maybe you’ll get it! you have the natural black hair, right? and i’m sure you have the acting skills. play a scene for me so i can be the judge.” the female grinned with the possibility of getting cola to act before her, even if only just a line. ultimately, she simply wished to see a slight gleam in his eyes in excitement as she continued to speak of something he seemed to hold dear to his heart.

[leexareum-blog]

jihnq:

         Today is the day he becomes officially a man … later on that year he will have his coming of age ceremony with the rest of those who had turned nineteen (or twenty according to their Korean age) that year. Formally from this moment and now on he is a man, not longer a boy that he’s been claimed to be for all of his life and while his boyish charm still lived and probably would hardly decease as years go by, he was not a boy anymore. It feels good ; except for the fact that he feels exactly the same as he felt, the same Jinhong who he was while laying himself to bed the previous night. Nothing much has changed except his aging when in fact it holds (his age does) a great significance and that he felt a day older, indeed. Being woken up by his alarm clock he, immediately senses the absence of his fiance nearby him –  bedsheets ruffled as a sign of her already being awake and the scents that had filled the kitchen partly reach the bedroom albeit he is too drowsy to notice anything. A yellow post-card pops in his vision and with an endearing message leading him to the bathroom when he got ready, then to his wardrobe where he got dressed and then to the kitchen —– the path he takes on getting ready to work each and every morning is now filled with post-on notes that lead towards the love of his life seated at the kitchen with a wide loving smile on her lips as she expects him to arrive.  “Ah… noona, this…” His cheeks are warm and so is his heart that is instantly filled with felicity – he’s rubbing his hands over his face, nearly choking a chortle from emitting of his lips before he steps even closer to her and wraps his arms around her waist so he can pull her in a tight embrace. “You made all of this… for me? Gosh, I’m… I’m really the luckiest…!”

          Just to witness that look on his face, it was all worth it; all the work she put into the post-it notes, the different meals, getting up earlier for three days on a row to get everything ready for his special day, especially when preparing the kimchi that took hours preparing in its own. But Areum didn’t mind the extra work, she would do anything for the one she loved. He was worth every ounce of effort, considering he always did everything in order to make her happy, every day of his life. He deserved as much, if not more.  It was obvious she was ready to make him happy, no matter the situation. He could see that the minute he’d spot the wide loving smile on her lips while expecting him to get to the kitchen and witness the feast she had prepared for him. She knew he’d react that way, his cheeks warm and probably heart beating fast, the felicity clear in his eyes as well as the admiration and love he had for her. It was enough to make her forget about the hard-work put into each meal prepared -- his happiness was hers, after all.            “Of course I did it all for you! It’s your special day!” Her smile widened to a grin and she stood up to wrap her arms around his neck when he embraced her, taking that chance to press several kisses on his cheek, filled with warmth and adoration for the man with his arms wrapped around her. “I made your favorites so you could enjoy them today. The day you were born is the most special to me so I had to celebrate it with you in the best way possible!” It was obvious she was speaking nothing but the truth; for Areum, the day the love of her life was born, was perhaps more important than to her fiance. She cherished it as much as she cherished his existence.

[spoiledsovls]

@leexareum.

…

“what? is five not good enough? then six, maybe seven parties is the goal t’crash tonight!” hyejung was joking. her limit was five, but staying in one party for too long would be tiring. “since it’s only noon, we can crash five parties with thirty minute intervals. n’am sayin’? like.. hm.. we arrive t’the party an’ stay for thirty minutes. take another thirty minutes t’drive t’another one so that people don’t recognize, an’ then stay another thirty minutes for the next party. say, let’s go t’a weddin’! that would be fun, too. so maybe the last thing of your 2016 y’can say y’crashed a weddin’ and four– five parties! ‘course.. s’up t’ya ‘cos i won’t do it without your consent. or, if y’don’t wanna do it, i can do it. so are y’in, or out?” her arm is extending, palm open for the girl to take once she’s made her decision. hyejung quirks an eyebrow, not expecting the answer she gave.

“oh, you’re in?” a smirk is painted on hyejung’s face before gently grabbing the girl’s hand. “then let the games begin.”

[leexareum-blog]

despite what she had said, areum wasn’t expecting hyejung to pull her along with her to go on a little adventure through parties, wedding crashing and other (surely) fun events. she had planned a different kind of new year’s eve but it seemed like her friend wished to end the year with a bang and she seemed almost excited as she grabbed areum’s hand and gave the signal that the fun was about to truly begin. what could she do? part of her knew she wasn’t supposed to go back to her old self, the one that would do exactly that: hit parties and clubs until god knows what hour, get drunk, even arrested -- she had left that side of her behind to build herself anew; and yet her kind heart didn’t have the strength to refuse hyejung.

“oh god-- i can’t believe you’re allowing me to accept your invitation,” she pressed a hand flat against her face with a sigh, yet she ran her fingers through her hair and decided to just... go with it. “this better be good. but, if we’re planning on crashing parties and a wedding as well-- let’s at least get dressed to stun and make jaws drop... what do you think?” perhaps the old areum was reaching the surface quicker than expected; except the old areum would have probably get arrested in a few hours for stealing the clothes. here’s hoping she wouldn’t have to call her fiance to get them both out of jail.

the night was still young though-- one never knew what awaited them.

[leexareum-blog]

If I could describe you in one word, I’d call you my life.

And just like that heat rises to her cheeks and she is sure her heart is beating loud against her rib cage, threatening to jump out of her chest. Bashfulness takes over her and she moves her gaze down, not knowing how to stop the embarrassed smile from appearing on her lips, reason why she simply places a hand on top as if to keep it from showing and attempts to think of a suitable reply to such a heart-warming phrase.

“You idiot... I love you.” And it’s enough.

[leexareum-blog]

@jihnq : is getting surprised for his birthday !!

           It was today. How could Areum forget such an important date? It was perhaps the most important. After all, it was Jinhong’s birthday, the day the love of her life was born and graced the world with his presence, graced her with his smile, with the tenderness of his gaze and with the beauty of his soul and heart. He was turning nineteen and already a man -- she couldn’t be more proud of what he accomplished and how much he has grown in the last year.

          He was officially a man, even if he had always been one in her eyes. And what better way into a man’s heart than food? Areum knew Jinhong well and she knew he was weak for two things: food and cuteness; that was the reason why she had woken up early in that particular day, especially to cook him every meal that he considered to be his favorite, including fried chicken, kimbap, kimchi, japchae, seafood dishes and korean noodles. And not only that, she left little post-it notes all around the house, exactly in the path she knew he always took each morning, from the bedroom to the bathroom, wardrobe when he’d get dressed for work and to the kitchen. It was something small and simple but held all the words she would tell him every day, meaningful and filled with love.

         The last surprise would be prepared for him that night. And she was sure he’d love it.

[leexareum-blog]

“Just think of all the video games and movies that are being released this year…”

( –– ♡ new year’s starter sentences. )

📧 → @dyetcola // accepting

       And just like that, the stress of wondering what was to come in this new year seemed to vanish as quickly as it appeared. Areum was somewhat excited that she would have so many opportunities that year, to grow as a person, to build up relationships, to see what the future would hold for herself and for her friends and loved ones. But she knew it all came with a price and good things carried along the bad ones as well, the ones that were meant to test her strength and ability to deal with situations.

           But knowing the amount of video games, animes, movies and dramas that would be released in that new year-- it caused a smile to widen considerably on her features and a happy sigh to leave her lips. She wasn’t so stressed any more.

       “You’re so right. Remind me to keep you around in stressful situations. You’re a big help.” The brunette was now even more excited for the upcoming months, grin bright and eyes moving to the male. “Ah, I can’t wait now. Ghost in the Shell and Wonder Woman are getting a movie this year. Plus-- the new Pirates of the Caribbean movie. Johnny Depp will have my full attention this year. Oh! And the live action version of the Beauty and the Beast! Ah, so many to look forward to...”

[leexareum-blog]

A  VERY  DESCRIPTIVE  &  DETAILED  PROFILE  OF  YOUR  MUSE. repost with  the  information  of  your  muse,  including  headcanons,  etc. when  you’re  done,  tag 15 other  people  to  do  the  same !

NAME: Lee Areum AGE: 20 years old SPECIES: human GENDER: female ORIENTATION: heterosexual PROFESSION: beginner’s class teacher in 1million dance studio

[    PHYSICAL    ASPECTS    ]

BODY TYPE: hourglass HAIR: long straight EYES: dark brown SKIN: fair skin HEIGHT: 164 cm

[    FAMILY    ]

SIBLINGS: step-brother & step-sister PARENTS: mother & father (biological parents’ location or health state unknown); adoptive parents CHILDREN: none ANY PETS?:  yes  [ ✓ ]  || no  [  ]

[    LIKES    ]

COLORS: blue, pink and purple SMELLS: freshly cut grass, streets after the rain, caramel and vanilla tea, ink and pages of a book, freshly clean practice room at the dance studio FOOD / DRINKS: pizza, fried chicken, fruits, lemon, seafood ALCOHOLIC BEVERAGES?: yes  [  ] || rarely [ ✓ ] || no [  ] FAVORITES: cuddling, reading, work, dancing, cooking, lazy days, hugs, animals, playing videogames, watching kdramas and movies

[    OTHER    DETAILS    ]

SMOKES?: yes  [  ]   ||   no  [ ✓  ]   ||   occasionally  [  ] DRUGS?: yes  [  ]   ||   no  [ ✓  ]   ||   occasionally  [  ] DRIVER LICENSE?:  yes  [   ]   ||   no  [ ✓ ] EVER BEEN ARRESTED?: yes  [ ✓ ]   ||   no  [  ]   ||   almost/detained  [  ]

TAGGED BY: @fri0lero TAGGING: @jihnq, @hyejvng, @90yoda, & anyone who wants to do this !

[i-aim-to-become-legendary]

[leexareum-blog]

“I plan to hit five parties before midnight.”

( –– ♡ new year’s starter sentences. )

📧 → @hyejvng​ // accepting

       “Five?” Oh, how great it must be to have so much stamina on a daily basis, including in the second busiest day of the year: New Year’s Eve. Areum wasn’t even planning that much, merely spending the day with either solely her fiance and their dog, Miso, or with his parents as well. She doubted she’d get any rest when she’d get home with her fiance but that would be a different story... But five parties before midnight? That sounded like something the old Areum would do, not the newest version of herself. Perhaps it was the exhaustion and pressure of the every day life that made her not want to do anything else other than be with the ones she loved at home, getting tipsy and seeing how the night would turn out. All she knew was that her choice would lead her to wake up in her own bed without an hangover and with the one she loved right by her side, probably deliciously naked and smiling at her.

       Sounded perfect to her.

       “Tell me how that pans out. I haven’t hit that many parties in a night in quite a while.”

[leexareum-blog]

how are you so, freaking, beautiful? i don't understand?? what the hell???

        “I’m not though!” It didn’t matter what she’d say or think -- he would constantly tell her that she was beautiful, even at the most random moments, any moment of the day, every day. And no matter what she’d say, it was manifest in her eyes and slightly rosy cheeks as well as a smile that couldn’t be contained that she was filled with a sense of felicity whenever he’d utter those words. How could she not? Her fiance never looked at her and thought of her as anything other than beautiful; there wasn’t anything better than the feeling of being loved in any way. “Speaks the handsome man who won’t attacking me with his handsomeness every day. Explain to me how you’re so handsome all the time? Like -- please? You look flawless no matter what you do.”

        “Unbelievable, really.”

[leexareum-blog]

jihnq:

[ MSSG: 💕 자기야 💕  ] 16:15    which part of going out to dinner didn’t you get? 16:16    ah why are you mocking me omg ???  😧 😧 😧 16:16    ofc i’d worry for the one i love, pft. 16:17    also  16:17    i wanna be cheesy and say that you’ll always look great and pretty no matter what you wear, even sweatpants  😍 16:18    just make sure to be warm enough it’s freaking cold outside >//<

[ mssg: 💕 자기야 💕 ] speaking of dinner... i want pizza. [ mssg: 💕 자기야 💕 ] i am not GASP i would never mock my baby 😧 😧 [ mssg: 💕 자기야 💕 ] wow you’re so cheesy i love  😍 😍 😍 [ mssg: 💕 자기야 💕 ] yes sir! i’ll envelop myself in five coats and three scarfs and two pair of gloves!

[cillianhelps-blog]

new year's / new year's eve starters

[bloodthirstygodarchive-deactiva]

cillianhelps:

“New Year’s is always the year’s biggest letdown.”

“So, what are your resolutions?”

“I swear, if I have to hear ‘Auld Lang Syne’ one more time…”

“Hey, sorry, it took me forever to find a place where my cell could get a signal… happy new year’s from [location].”

“What have you accomplished this year?”

“This year sucked. Good riddance.”

“Let’s hope this year goes better than the last one…”

“There’s a party at [name]’s house. You coming?”

“We’re headed to Times Square to watch the ball drop. You can tag along if you want.”

“Hey, last year of [politician your character doesn’t like]!”

“Just think of all the video games and movies that are being released this year…”

“No champagne for me. Designated driver.”

“Giving up chocolate for new year’s? I give it a week.”

“We’ve had a big year.”

“I plan to hit five parties before midnight.”

“3… 2… 1! HAPPY NEW YEAR!”

“Want a party hat?”

“Champagne?”

“Three biggest moments from this year?”

“It’s nearly midnight… have you seen my date?”

“Ah, yes, it’s almost midnight, which no one is going to kiss me at.”

“This time last year, I was living in a motel. This is definitely an improvement.”

“I’ve heard ‘Auld Lang Syne’ six times tonight and it’s only 11:30.”

“And to think, this time last year I was dating you.”

“I need someone to kiss at midnight. You up to it?”

“I need your help. I want to kiss [name] at midnight, and I need you to help me make it happen.”

“It’s New Year’s. Aren’t we supposed to be making out?”

“Oh, God, my ex is here. Pass the champagne.”

“Look, I know you’d rather be in bed, but could you at least pretend to be excited?”

“A toast to my amazing friends, and to the new year!”

“I should’ve been in bed two hours ago.”

“Are you sure [name] is up to stay awake until midnight? I mean, s/he’s only [age]…”

“Psst. Hey. Hey, wake up. It’s midnight. Make your resolutions.”

“I swear, if next New Year’s, we’re in the same place we are now, shoot me. Just do it. I’m serious. Just shoot me.”

“I remember when I’d get so excited for New Year’s…”

“Y'know, New Year’s sort of loses its punch when you stay up until 2 AM every night anyway…”

“I like to think we grew up this year.”

“No firecrackers this year. The neighbors complained.”

“I’m tipsy, covered in streamers, surrounded by hung over people, I have Auld Lang Syne stuck in my head, and I don’t know where my cell phone is. It is New Year’s.”

“You know, under the circumstances, I think this isn’t such a bad impromptu New Year’s party.”

“I can’t believe you gave our son/daughter champagne!”

“Come on, it’s New Year’s Eve, you can’t spend the whole party hiding in the bathroom!”

“How much longer?”

“Any good New Year’s specials on?”

“I’ve had a glass of champagne, I made my resolution, I watched the clock strike midnight. I’m going to bed.”

“You’re crazy. That place is always a zoo on New Year’s.”

“Just pick an outfit so we can go. I mean, it’s just a New Year’s party, it’s not a black-tie event.”

“We should probably get back to the party.”

“What are you doing out here on the roof? The party’s inside.”

“Snow on New Year’s! Wish it had bothered to show up for Christmas…”

“Where’s [name]? S/he’s my ride.”

“I rented a limo. We are arriving to that party in style.”

“To 2017. May it not totally fuck us in the ass.”

[myflowingriver]