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loud opinions over most things that don't matter//actually mentally ill// books, lots of animes and mangas

[shushututu]

People seriously underestimate the long term effects of constant loneliness

"why are you so weird?" Idk, maybe because being completely isolated while growing up has destroyed my brain and now I'm nothing more than a human-mimicking creature that bases all of my actions on what I think is normal human behavior rather than just doing things naturally

[yellow-cat]

(voice of a person spiralling) its embarrassing but i still havent figured out if its ok for me to be alive

[leftontheforestfloor]

When life gives you lemons, make lemon tea//.i saw an art w a girl w this hairstyle, and I thought i want Lucy w this Ghibli-esque haircut too .

Pls give a like and subscribe for me the non ai artist 👏🏻lol. At least when i draw things looking bizarre, you know there's a brain behind it, which makes it worse!

I love it when ladies in stories have short hair bec i also too prefer having short hair tho this weather does not bless me to keep my hair shorter since i won't be able to tie it up-

I also can't understand when women onscreen often run around with their hair down, even when it's a fight scene, I'd be all, "sir pause...i gotta tie my hair up. It's getting into my eyes!!". Is it because I'm in SEA so i cannot fathom not having my hair up all the time because Heat, and also, the sheer feelings of overstimulation and sensory of having my hair down for a longer period of time...eurghh

[lazer-exe]

I'm gonna say it, I do think that even the laziest person imaginable should have a roof over their head, food in their stomach, and access to healthcare

[leftontheforestfloor]

Luce and Holly get cute and/or melancholic poses, Lockwood gets 'It's too hot for anything other than lime vanilla sorbet, and we got ourselves the biggest fan from the shop'

it's very on brand *sparkly smile

pls like the non ai art by the lonely sad millenial

[quotespile]

“I hate people like that, people you have to protect while they keep hurting you.”

— Marlon James, A Brief History of Seven Killings

[leftontheforestfloor]

Saw a picture of a girl looking at herself in the lake, and was inspired to draw Lucy-its-not-my-job-to-be-pretty-Carlyle ☺️

[loveridden1999]

[leftontheforestfloor]

I still play genshin mainly bec of my friend. we have a discord server channel to talk about genshin. goddang I hate HATE how little hoyo rewards players in genshin. 5 primos, 10 primos for a difficult as ass quest. it feels like a chore logging in tbh bec I don't care bec of how little I feel rewarded. it's not fun because of that., and I'm just there bec of a friend, stupid hoyo

it's so stupid

[leftontheforestfloor]

Holly Munro being fashionable is always canon and The Thing for me

pls like if you like this, said she not ai artist

Reference photo: https://lichi.com/ru/en/product/49727

Am i gonna get sued for using this. Ionno. I saw a pretty picture and got inspired but then my piece looked too much like a copy instead of a mere inspiration that i feel obligated to show the ref anyway

Posted on instagram and ofc as always i just don't fit in that platform so i got like 3 likes lol. One was prolly from myself. I am much too millenial to figure out how to post and have a lot of people see my posts, *sigh*

[quotespile]

“Listen carefully because what I’m going to tell you now is very important, so pay attention, you see, one always walks for a reason, when you walk it’s because you’re going somewhere, to work, to the grocery store to do your shopping, to your girlfriend’s house for a quickie, to walk your dog, and even if you’re going nowhere, if you don’t have a real destination, there’s always a reason for walking, to stretch your legs, to exercise, to ponder your future, whereas one dances for nothing, only for the beauty of dancing, for the form, because one can never tell the dancer from the dance, as Yeats put it so well, the walker always walks for a reason, it’s the reason that makes him walk, good or bad, useful or useless, doesn’t matter, ah but one dances for no reason, that’s what you have to understand if you’re going to stay and listen to me, I’m not walking here, I’m dancing, get it, I’m doing acrobatics, I don’t tell my stories in order to get somewhere, I tell them for the simple pleasure of telling, no more no less, and if you’re listening in order to find out what’s going to happen at the end, you’re wasting your time, you have to listen just for the pleasure of listening to my voice, to the dancing of my voice if you prefer…”

— Raymond Federman, Aunt Rachel’s Fur

[quotespile]

“But the strange thing, the thing that you can never explain to anyone, except another nut, or, if you’re lucky, a doctor who has an unusual amount of sense — stranger than the hallucinations, or the voices, or the anxiety — is the way you begin to experience the edges of the mind itself… in a way other people just can’t.”

— Samuel R. Delany, Dhalgren

[orcboxer]

got a crick in my neck and a frog in my throat and a chip on my shoulder and a stick up my ass and now you're gonna stand there puttin words in my mouth? haven't I been through enough?

[leftontheforestfloor]

“Erich,” Hertha said, taking off her hat. “Do you recognize me?” Erich von Limburg-Stirum was bright as the sun; his cheeks glowed. He said, “Of course I remember what heaven looks like.”

“Gentlemen,” said Basil Pemberton, behind the counter, in his plummy voice, “that’s simply how it’s done.”

The Listeners, Maggie Stiefvater

[leftontheforestfloor]

June always spoke about her own abandonment in cavalier terms, but deep down, she knew that overcoming adversity successfully wasn’t the same as being unaffected by it.

-The Listeners, Maggie Stiefvater-

[loveridden1999]

top 3 hobbies for young adults:

1. borrowing misery from future

2. carrying grief of the past

3. agonizing over the present

[leftontheforestfloor]

Only a person who understood nothing about others had the patience to so thoroughly study them.

-The Listeners, Maggie Stiefvater-