Ivory Dearest

Ivory Suzuya of jiraiblr?

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Behind the Glass

𓊆ྀི❤︎𓊇ྀི Ivory

𓊆ྀི❤︎𓊇ྀི he / they

𓊆ྀི❤︎𓊇ྀི 18

𓊆ྀི❤︎𓊇ྀི Hispanic

𓊆ྀི❤︎𓊇ྀི DID, NPD, BPD

𓊆ྀི❤︎𓊇ྀི mentally unwell, jealous, obsessive and explosive tendencies

𓊆ྀི❤︎𓊇ྀི DNI: t.r.a.s.h., radqueers+co, discourse as a whole, blady blah i block freely

𓊆ྀི❤︎𓊇ྀི BYF: i’ll probably post in bursts for the most part and i get irritated sooo quickly plz be patient

𓊆ྀི❤︎𓊇ྀི flirting and pursuing are OK

𓊆ྀི❤︎𓊇ྀི tags and userboxes below cut

𓊆ྀི❤︎𓊇ྀི brainworms ; reg posts

𓊆ྀི❤︎𓊇ྀི cherished ; reblogs

𓊆ྀི❤︎𓊇ྀི beloved ; asks

𓊆ྀི❤︎𓊇ྀི watch your step ; vent posts

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I hate eating, I’d rather starve than be nauseous all the time.

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The thought of anyone knowing my every move is terrifying. I’d take being obscure and unknown over that any day

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Question time !!

Do you hate me ? Do you hate me ? Do you hate me ? Do you hate me ? Do you hate me ? Do you hate me ? Do you hate me ? Do you hate me ? Do you hate me ? Do you hate me ? Do you hate me ? Do you hate me ? Do you hate me ? Do you hate me ? Do you hate me ? Do you hate me ? Do you hate me ? Do you hate me ? Do you hate me ? Do you hate me ? Do you hate me ? Do you hate me ? Do you hate me ? Do you hate me ? Do you hate me ? Do you hate me ? D̵̛͎̙̊͗̇̇͒̊͗̈́͗́̆͠͠͝o̶͙̦̬͍̳̖͖̟̳͉̥̊̓͐͐̓͗͝ ̴̛̻̭͉̹̣̝̩͓͓̞̭̥͚̠͑͌̐̎̈́̉̆̏̄͊̄͝ ̶͔̱̼̹͍̫̘͙̄̐͌͑͜y̶̢̨̧̛͉̫̖̹͓͔̩͙̘͓͇͈͆͒̐͆̅͑̂͌̒̚ǫ̴̛͔͓̤̯̈̑̅͋̍̊̃̂̋̃̊̕̕͜u̷̢̝̫̹͔̰̙̯̻̠̩͈͓̽̈́̇̃́͝͠ ̴̭͙̫̦͉͖̩̮͔͇͉̺̲̳̐̑̄͑̓̉͆̂̋̚͝͝ ̸̨̣̫̳͍͎͓̞̟͍̠̺͍͇̳̊̂̿͆̈̅͛͋͊̕ḧ̴̖̻̪̼͖̻̜̬̦͕́̏͐̊̊͆̽̈́̈́̏͊̔a̶̺̍̓̽̈́͒͂̇̊̈̎̆͠t̴̛̺͙͎̜̗̞̪̜͍̔̈́̔͑̍͗̃̅̀̋̕͜͠͝ȩ̸̛͕̻̜̹̭̗̺̮͂̽̀͑̇͆̓͑̇̂͘͝ ̶̨̹̳͈͇͇̭̦̪͖͉͍̇̊̃̏̒͝ ̴̢̧̰͍̼͉̮̫͖͚̝̗͔̺̂̆̈́̀̕͠m̷̼͇̗͇͎͍̫̟̳̥͙͖͓̣͙͑̾̌͗͑́̆͛͒̚͠è̷̥͍̟̗̐̄̂̍͝ ̸̻̝̬͚̦͐̂̅͌̏͐͌̚͝?̸̧̗̠̙̇́͂́̊͘͘͝͝ ̴̦̣̣̙̊̍͐͋́͊́͝D̵̛͎̙̊͗̇̇͒̊͗̈́͗́̆͠͠͝o̶͙̦̬͍̳̖͖̟̳͉̥̊̓͐͐̓͗͝ ̴̛̻̭͉̹̣̝̩͓͓̞̭̥͚̠͑͌̐̎̈́̉̆̏̄͊̄͝ ̶͔̱̼̹͍̫̘͙̄̐͌͑͜y̶̢̨̧̛͉̫̖̹͓͔̩͙̘͓͇͈͆͒̐͆̅͑̂͌̒̚ǫ̴̛͔͓̤̯̈̑̅͋̍̊̃̂̋̃̊̕̕͜u̷̢̝̫̹͔̰̙̯̻̠̩͈͓̽̈́̇̃́͝͠ ̴̭͙̫̦͉͖̩̮͔͇͉̺̲̳̐̑̄͑̓̉͆̂̋̚͝͝ ̸̨̣̫̳͍͎͓̞̟͍̠̺͍͇̳̊̂̿͆̈̅͛͋͊̕ḧ̴̖̻̪̼͖̻̜̬̦͕́̏͐̊̊͆̽̈́̈́̏͊̔a̶̺̍̓̽̈́͒͂̇̊̈̎̆͠t̴̛̺͙͎̜̗̞̪̜͍̔̈́̔͑̍͗̃̅̀̋̕͜͠͝ȩ̸̛͕̻̜̹̭̗̺̮͂̽̀͑̇͆̓͑̇̂͘͝ ̶̨̹̳͈͇͇̭̦̪͖͉͍̇̊̃̏̒͝ ̴̢̧̰͍̼͉̮̫͖͚̝̗͔̺̂̆̈́̀̕͠m̷̼͇̗͇͎͍̫̟̳̥͙͖͓̣͙͑̾̌͗͑́̆͛͒̚͠è̷̥͍̟̗̐̄̂̍͝ ̸̻̝̬͚̦͐̂̅͌̏͐͌̚͝?̸̧̗̠̙̇́͂́̊͘͘͝͝ ̴̦̣̣̙̊̍͐͋́͊́͝D̵̛͎̙̊͗̇̇͒̊͗̈́͗́̆͠͠͝o̶͙̦̬͍̳̖͖̟̳͉̥̊̓͐͐̓͗͝ ̴̛̻̭͉̹̣̝̩͓͓̞̭̥͚̠͑͌̐̎̈́̉̆̏̄͊̄͝ ̶͔̱̼̹͍̫̘͙̄̐͌͑͜y̶̢̨̧̛͉̫̖̹͓͔̩͙̘͓͇͈͆͒̐͆̅͑̂͌̒̚ǫ̴̛͔͓̤̯̈̑̅͋̍̊̃̂̋̃̊̕̕͜u̷̢̝̫̹͔̰̙̯̻̠̩͈͓̽̈́̇̃́͝͠ ̴̭͙̫̦͉͖̩̮͔͇͉̺̲̳̐̑̄͑̓̉͆̂̋̚͝͝ ̸̨̣̫̳͍͎͓̞̟͍̠̺͍͇̳̊̂̿͆̈̅͛͋͊̕ḧ̴̖̻̪̼͖̻̜̬̦͕́̏͐̊̊͆̽̈́̈́̏͊̔a̶̺̍̓̽̈́͒͂̇̊̈̎̆͠t̴̛̺͙͎̜̗̞̪̜͍̔̈́̔͑̍͗̃̅̀̋̕͜͠͝ȩ̸̛͕̻̜̹̭̗̺̮͂̽̀͑̇͆̓͑̇̂͘͝ ̶̨̹̳͈͇͇̭̦̪͖͉͍̇̊̃̏̒͝ ̴̢̧̰͍̼͉̮̫͖͚̝̗͔̺̂̆̈́̀̕͠m̷̼͇̗͇͎͍̫̟̳̥͙͖͓̣͙͑̾̌͗͑́̆͛͒̚͠è̷̥͍̟̗̐̄̂̍͝ ̸̻̝̬͚̦͐̂̅͌̏͐͌̚͝?̸̧̗̠̙̇́͂́̊͘͘͝͝ ̴̦̣̣̙̊̍͐͋́͊́͝D̵̛͎̙̊͗̇̇͒̊͗̈́͗́̆͠͠͝o̶͙̦̬͍̳̖͖̟̳͉̥̊̓͐͐̓͗͝ ̴̛̻̭͉̹̣̝̩͓͓̞̭̥͚̠͑͌̐̎̈́̉̆̏̄͊̄͝ ̶͔̱̼̹͍̫̘͙̄̐͌͑͜y̶̢̨̧̛͉̫̖̹͓͔̩͙̘͓͇͈͆͒̐͆̅͑̂͌̒̚ǫ̴̛͔͓̤̯̈̑̅͋̍̊̃̂̋̃̊̕̕͜u̷̢̝̫̹͔̰̙̯̻̠̩͈͓̽̈́̇̃́͝͠ ̴̭͙̫̦͉͖̩̮͔͇͉̺̲̳̐̑̄͑̓̉͆̂̋̚͝͝ ̸̨̣̫̳͍͎͓̞̟͍̠̺͍͇̳̊̂̿͆̈̅͛͋͊̕ḧ̴̖̻̪̼͖̻̜̬̦͕́̏͐̊̊͆̽̈́̈́̏͊̔a̶̺̍̓̽̈́͒͂̇̊̈̎̆͠t̴̛̺͙͎̜̗̞̪̜͍̔̈́̔͑̍͗̃̅̀̋̕͜͠͝ȩ̸̛͕̻̜̹̭̗̺̮͂̽̀͑̇͆̓͑̇̂͘͝ ̶̨̹̳͈͇͇̭̦̪͖͉͍̇̊̃̏̒͝ ̴̢̧̰͍̼͉̮̫͖͚̝̗͔̺̂̆̈́̀̕͠m̷̼͇̗͇͎͍̫̟̳̥͙͖͓̣͙͑̾̌͗͑́̆͛͒̚͠è̷̥͍̟̗̐̄̂̍͝ ̸̻̝̬͚̦͐̂̅͌̏͐͌̚͝?̸̧̗̠̙̇́͂́̊͘͘͝͝ ̴̦̣̣̙̊̍͐͋́͊́͝D̵̛͎̙̊͗̇̇͒̊͗̈́͗́̆͠͠͝o̶͙̦̬͍̳̖͖̟̳͉̥̊̓͐͐̓͗͝ ̴̛̻̭͉̹̣̝̩͓͓̞̭̥͚̠͑͌̐̎̈́̉̆̏̄͊̄͝ ̶͔̱̼̹͍̫̘͙̄̐͌͑͜y̶̢̨̧̛͉̫̖̹͓͔̩͙̘͓͇͈͆͒̐͆̅͑̂͌̒̚ǫ̴̛͔͓̤̯̈̑̅͋̍̊̃̂̋̃̊̕̕͜u̷̢̝̫̹͔̰̙̯̻̠̩͈͓̽̈́̇̃́͝͠ ̴̭͙̫̦͉͖̩̮͔͇͉̺̲̳̐̑̄͑̓̉͆̂̋̚͝͝ ̸̨̣̫̳͍͎͓̞̟͍̠̺͍͇̳̊̂̿͆̈̅͛͋͊̕ḧ̴̖̻̪̼͖̻̜̬̦͕́̏͐̊̊͆̽̈́̈́̏͊̔a̶̺̍̓̽̈́͒͂̇̊̈̎̆͠t̴̛̺͙͎̜̗̞̪̜͍̔̈́̔͑̍͗̃̅̀̋̕͜͠͝ȩ̸̛͕̻̜̹̭̗̺̮͂̽̀͑̇͆̓͑̇̂͘͝ ̶̨̹̳͈͇͇̭̦̪͖͉͍̇̊̃̏̒͝ ̴̢̧̰͍̼͉̮̫͖͚̝̗͔̺̂̆̈́̀̕͠m̷̼͇̗͇͎͍̫̟̳̥͙͖͓̣͙͑̾̌͗͑́̆͛͒̚͠è̷̥͍̟̗̐̄̂̍͝ ̸̻̝̬͚̦͐̂̅͌̏͐͌̚͝?̸̧̗̠̙̇́͂́̊͘͘͝͝ ̴̦̣̣̙̊̍͐͋́͊́͝D̵̛͎̙̊͗̇̇͒̊͗̈́͗́̆͠͠͝o̶͙̦̬͍̳̖͖̟̳͉̥̊̓͐͐̓͗͝ ̴̛̻̭͉̹̣̝̩͓͓̞̭̥͚̠͑͌̐̎̈́̉̆̏̄͊̄͝ ̶͔̱̼̹͍̫̘͙̄̐͌͑͜y̶̢̨̧̛͉̫̖̹͓͔̩͙̘͓͇͈͆͒̐͆̅͑̂͌̒̚ǫ̴̛͔͓̤̯̈̑̅͋̍̊̃̂̋̃̊̕̕͜u̷̢̝̫̹͔̰̙̯̻̠̩͈͓̽̈́̇̃́͝͠ ̴̭͙̫̦͉͖̩̮͔͇͉̺̲̳̐̑̄͑̓̉͆̂̋̚͝͝ ̸̨̣̫̳͍͎͓̞̟͍̠̺͍͇̳̊̂̿͆̈̅͛͋͊̕ḧ̴̖̻̪̼͖̻̜̬̦͕́̏͐̊̊͆̽̈́̈́̏͊̔a̶̺̍̓̽̈́͒͂̇̊̈̎̆͠t̴̛̺͙͎̜̗̞̪̜͍̔̈́̔͑̍͗̃̅̀̋̕͜͠͝ȩ̸̛͕̻̜̹̭̗̺̮͂̽̀͑̇͆̓͑̇̂͘͝ ̶̨̹̳͈͇͇̭̦̪͖͉͍̇̊̃̏̒͝ ̴̢̧̰͍̼͉̮̫͖͚̝̗͔̺̂̆̈́̀̕͠m̷̼͇̗͇͎͍̫̟̳̥͙͖͓̣͙͑̾̌͗͑́̆͛͒̚͠è̷̥͍̟̗̐̄̂̍͝ ̸̻̝̬͚̦͐̂̅͌̏͐͌̚͝?̸̧̗̠̙̇́͂́̊͘͘͝͝ ̴̦̣̣̙̊̍͐͋́͊́͝D̵̛͎̙̊͗̇̇͒̊͗̈́͗́̆͠͠͝o̶͙̦̬͍̳̖͖̟̳͉̥̊̓͐͐̓͗͝ ̴̛̻̭͉̹̣̝̩͓͓̞̭̥͚̠͑͌̐̎̈́̉̆̏̄͊̄͝ ̶͔̱̼̹͍̫̘͙̄̐͌͑͜y̶̢̨̧̛͉̫̖̹͓͔̩͙̘͓͇͈͆͒̐͆̅͑̂͌̒̚ǫ̴̛͔͓̤̯̈̑̅͋̍̊̃̂̋̃̊̕̕͜u̷̢̝̫̹͔̰̙̯̻̠̩͈͓̽̈́̇̃́͝͠ ̴̭͙̫̦͉͖̩̮͔͇͉̺̲̳̐̑̄͑̓̉͆̂̋̚͝͝ ̸̨̣̫̳͍͎͓̞̟͍̠̺͍͇̳̊̂̿͆̈̅͛͋͊̕ḧ̴̖̻̪̼͖̻̜̬̦͕́̏͐̊̊͆̽̈́̈́̏͊̔a̶̺̍̓̽̈́͒͂̇̊̈̎̆͠t̴̛̺͙͎̜̗̞̪̜͍̔̈́̔͑̍͗̃̅̀̋̕͜͠͝ȩ̸̛͕̻̜̹̭̗̺̮͂̽̀͑̇͆̓͑̇̂͘͝ ̶̨̹̳͈͇͇̭̦̪͖͉͍̇̊̃̏̒͝ ̴̢̧̰͍̼͉̮̫͖͚̝̗͔̺̂̆̈́̀̕͠m̷̼͇̗͇͎͍̫̟̳̥͙͖͓̣͙͑̾̌͗͑́̆͛͒̚͠è̷̥͍̟̗̐̄̂̍͝ ̸̻̝̬͚̦͐̂̅͌̏͐͌̚͝?̸̧̗̠̙̇́͂́̊͘͘͝͝ ̴̦̣̣̙̊̍͐͋́͊́͝D̵̛͎̙̊͗̇̇͒̊͗̈́͗́̆͠͠͝o̶͙̦̬͍̳̖͖̟̳͉̥̊̓͐͐̓͗͝ ̴̛̻̭͉̹̣̝̩͓͓̞̭̥͚̠͑͌̐̎̈́̉̆̏̄͊̄͝ ̶͔̱̼̹͍̫̘͙̄̐͌͑͜y̶̢̨̧̛͉̫̖̹͓͔̩͙̘͓͇͈͆͒̐͆̅͑̂͌̒̚ǫ̴̛͔͓̤̯̈̑̅͋̍̊̃̂̋̃̊̕̕͜u̷̢̝̫̹͔̰̙̯̻̠̩͈͓̽̈́̇̃́͝͠ ̴̭͙̫̦͉͖̩̮͔͇͉̺̲̳̐̑̄͑̓̉͆̂̋̚͝͝ ̸̨̣̫̳͍͎͓̞̟͍̠̺͍͇̳̊̂̿͆̈̅͛͋͊̕ḧ̴̖̻̪̼͖̻̜̬̦͕́̏͐̊̊͆̽̈́̈́̏͊̔a̶̺̍̓̽̈́͒͂̇̊̈̎̆͠t̴̛̺͙͎̜̗̞̪̜͍̔̈́̔͑̍͗̃̅̀̋̕͜͠͝ȩ̸̛͕̻̜̹̭̗̺̮͂̽̀͑̇͆̓͑̇̂͘͝ ̶̨̹̳͈͇͇̭̦̪͖͉͍̇̊̃̏̒͝ ̴̢̧̰͍̼͉̮̫͖͚̝̗͔̺̂̆̈́̀̕͠m̷̼͇̗͇͎͍̫̟̳̥͙͖͓̣͙͑̾̌͗͑́̆͛͒̚͠è̷̥͍̟̗̐̄̂̍͝ ̸̻̝̬͚̦͐̂̅͌̏͐͌̚͝?̸̧̗̠̙̇́͂́̊͘͘͝͝ ̴̦̣̣̙̊̍͐͋́͊́͝

[razorbladed-sugarcoated]

[meandmymadness12]

“Would you love me if I was a worm” is old and lame how about “Would you still love me if I was a landmine”

[pixicidal]

for today's ask game.. let's have a tea party!!

10 questions, no statements!

its very rushed.. im super sorry if it doesn't match your expectations!

bitterness - is there a food you CANNOT stand?

craving - is there a food youve been craving lately?

cream - write your own question here!

fruit - do you have a favorite fruit? if so, what is it?

garden - do you prefer staying inside or outside?

invitation - are you okay with being dm'ed?

melody - favorite song or genre of music?

pastry - is there a baked good you love more than anything else?

sugar - do you have a sweet tooth?

teacup - do you prefer tea or caffeine? why?

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I woke up soo tired today, I may need a nap soon but I’ve got lots of studying to catch up on "(っ- ‸ - ς)

[ch3rrygrave]

up in jiraiblr we all freaks

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Seeing my blog in dark theme makes me weep

[leftuntended]

Spent most of the day rapid switching then wonder why my head hurts so bad

# fork found in kitchen

[jirais-original-sin]

Do I creep you out but it's just a teenager with an undiagnosed mental illness

[leftuntended]

Hello , Ivory! How are you doing today? You sleep well?

as for ask games🥀🎯💊

-💋💄

Hello nonnie! I’m doing well today, though I do have a bit of a headache right now. It was a bit warm last night but I slept alright, thank you for asking! ૮(˶ᵔᵕᵔ˶)ა

And how are you, nonnie, did you sleep well?

🥀 - you’re the closet thing I have to God itself

🎯 - you’re my God, you are perfect.

💊- every piece of you radiates you're perfection

Waah nonnie, you’re so sweet! 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯

I don’t think I’m anything close to perfect, but thank you for seeing me through such loving eyes, it means the world to me! Please don’t forget to be just as kind to yourself too, okay? ❤︎

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I don’t mind parasocial anons, I find them quite sweet ♡

[leftuntended]

Cooking is so tiresome and it takes forever i hate it (¬､¬)

[leftuntended]

i love you a lot btw never stop postinb

☎️🐾

Thank you nonnie, I love you too! And don’t worry, I plan to stick around for as long as possible! ૮(˶ᵔᵕᵔ˶)ა

[losertimeboy]

every once in a while I’ll sprinkle in a quick " did i do good ?? " and a " was that ok for you ? " to soft launch that i like to be praised