#jirai vent

[ribboned-angel]

ppl only really care about you if you’re popular or dead huh

[ribboned-angel]

im not even good in anything i do and there always will be someone better than me no matter what people say

[ribboned-angel]

am i even talented in anything i do

[w0rst-k1tty-ever]

Hi sorry for disappearing for a few hours I had a horrible day yesterday

Long vent and rant below the cut ↴

During food break I saw my ex friend talk to one of the classmates that I ACTUALLY TOLERATE/LIKE so I got extremely fucking jealous and went to go eat and cvt in the bathroom

Guess who I see when I go out of the bathroom MY EX FRIEND WOW OF COURSE HE HAD TO FUCKING BE THERE so I went back inside the bathroom stall to cvt again

Oh yeah and then I got locked out of the fucking classroom because I was a minute late and my public speaking teacher told me to do a speech on why I should be let back inside the classroom as a punishment

AND WHEN I WAS INFRONT OF EVERYBODY I COULDN'T SPEAK I COULD SEE MY EX FRIEND LOOKING SO FUCKING SMUG HE LOOKED LIKE HE WANTED ME TO FAIL

THEN I HAD A PANIC ATTACK BECAUSE I WAS SPEAKING INFRONT OF 45 PEOPLE SO MY GROUP MATES HAD TO CALM ME DOWN OUTSIDE THE ROOM IT WAS SO FUCKING EMBARRASSING

[l4c3dwithluv]

I feel so awful and unlovable

I feel so awful and unlovable

I feel so awful and unlovable

I feel so awful and unlovable

I feel so awful and unlovable

I feel so awful and unlovable

I feel so awful and unlovable

I feel so awful and unlovable

I feel so awful and unlovable

I feel so awful and unlovable

I feel so awful and unlovable

I feel so awful and unlovable

I feel so awful and unlovable

I feel so awful and unlovable

I feel so awful and unlovable

I feel so awful and unlovable

I feel so awful and unlovable

[no-more-sweet-music]

I miss back when I was bothered do a HIIT workout and ab workout everyday, track my calories accurately and walk 10,000+ steps a day. I'm so lazy now.

[dolledupcorpse]

𓏵 ⸝⸝Hey!! Pay attention!!

people who say food posts don’t need tws doesn’t know what its like to start hyperventilating due to not only going over the calorie limit you set yourself but then seeing high calorie shit on your fyp practically mocking you and the sheer amount of pain you’re in at that time

spoiler alert: its absolute torture.