a small snippet from my levi x oc!fem story, had to share. and adjusted it a bit
(here levi and reader are not yet in a relationship, but have smth going on)
levi x fem!reader, she/her pronouns, smut, fluff, hurt/comfort, emotional sex/rough sex, orgasms, mention of bruises
She tossed and turned, has trouble falling back asleep. Levi had been on expedition with the other soldiers for almost a month now, and slowly she couldn't take it anymore. She was worried because the headquarters had not received any signs of life.
Now it was deep in the night and she stared at the ceiling, thinking about whether Levi and the others were okay. She took a deep breath, then sighed. After a few seconds she straightened up, got out of bed and left the room in her nightgown. She wanted to walk a few steps, hoping that it would make her more tired and take her mind off things.
Alone, she walked through the silent, almost dark hallway until she suddenly heard something. She stopped and looked up, seeing someone a little further ahead. Looking closer, she recognized him and her heart leapt. "Levi!" she spoke and quickly walked towards him, falling around his neck, hugging him tightly, rejoicing that he had returned safely. Levi exhaled heavily and she felt him put his arms around her. "Thank God you're okay," she said with relief, breaking away from him to put her hands against his cheeks.
He looked tired and exhausted, even if he didn't give in to the feelings. He just nodded, put his hand to her cheek and stroked her warm, soft skin. Security. Levi grew warmer in a moment. "Are you okay? Does anything hurt?" she asked worriedly, scanning him, but then quickly looked him in the eyes again. Levi shook his head slightly. She exhaled in relief. "Do you want me to help you? Do you need anything or do you want to be alone?".
Questions, too many questions. She asked too many, too much.
Stay with me.
He wanted her with him.
Levi didn't answer. She thought that maybe he was too exhausted, too tired, and had no strength to say anything. Understandable. She took his hands in hers and looked up at him. "Come with me," she spoke softly, then led him with her to his room. Once she arrived, she turned on the oil lamp, soft light illuminating the room. Levi stopped in the middle of the room. "You must be very tired..." she said, walking to him. "We didn't know you would come back in the middle of the night". They didn't even know when they would be back.
She raised her hands, undid the button of Levi's cape and took it off, laying it over a chair. Gently, she brushed off his jacket, placing it over the chair as well. Levi watched her every move with dark, tired eyes. She hardly dared to ask and put her hands to the collar of Levi's shirt. "How did the expedition go?" she started cautiously, then looked into his eyes, which were looking into hers. "Acceptable," was the only thing she got in response, and that was more than she expected. His voice sounded rough and dark, even a little hoarse. She nodded thoughtfully and moved her hands to the first button of his shirt. She felt Levi's hard gaze on her.
Levi's eyes then traveled to her collarbone, her cleavage. Her skin looked so soft, felt so warm and feminine. She was so forbiddenly perfect, her scent so sweet, her eyes shining. Levi adored her, admired her, had missed her. Her and her closeness. So perfect, so good, so innocent.
"Why are you still awake," came suddenly from him, not loudly, but loud enough to hear. She undid the first top buttons of his shirt and said, "I couldn't sleep anymore. I was worried. About the others and about you." Levi swallowed hard, closing his eyes briefly. About me? It tickled him and a warm shiver ran down his spine. Thin little hairs stood up on his skin. Her hands traveled further down the buttons until Levi suddenly gripped her wrist. She looked up at him.
"You sure you don't want me to leave you alone?" she asked, the innocence in her eyes nearly driving Levi out of his mind. It makes him crazy. Good thing he couldn't think straight right now anyway. He swallowed again and briefly studied her face. He hadn’t seen it in weeks. So beautiful, so flawlessly perfect. She swallowed at his stare, wondering if maybe she was overdoing it and should let him have his rest.
But these worries vanished when Levi suddenly placed his lips very gently on hers. It was so light that she hadn't felt it at first. She paused in surprise and lightly reciprocated just before Levi moved to within a few millimeters of her. She looked at him cautiously, then gently placed her hands on the back of his neck, feeling the goosebumps on his skin. Levi felt her thumbs gently stroking his skin, looking at him like no one else ever had before. He could break down on the spot, but he didn't. Instead, he kissed her again. This time more wanting, more intimate. At the waist, he pulled her to him and let his hands run over her sides. He wanted to touch her. He wanted to be near her. Feel her, see her, hear her. He wanted everything from her, and he was selfish. But he needed her. Needed her right now and with every fibre they got.
His calloused hands ran over the soft fabric of her nightgown, then over the skin of her back and arms, up to her neck and face, then moved back to her waist. Levi broke away from her, placing kisses on her jaw and the side of her neck, hearing her breathing in heavily, wanting more from her. She knew what was about to happen and started undoing the remaining buttons of his shirt, stripping it off him. And she didn't blame him for acting the way he did. She could understand him and didn't want to deny his desire.
It laid in his hand, in his power, what is happening next. Levi put his hands on the thin spaghetti straps and pulled them down her shoulder. The dress fell away from her body to the floor, leaving her standing before him in only her underpants. Levi maneuvered her to the bed, propped himself over her. His lips pounced hungrily on her body. She laid her head back on her neck, biting her lip. Levi's desire for her grew every second. But she wanted him to relax. After all, he'd had a rough couple of weeks. "Hey," she said softly, giving his chest a gentle squeeze. "Let me do it," she said, looking at him.
She pushed him away from her so he was on his back and she sat on him. "Relax, Levi," she breathed, running her hands down his chest, bus down to the waistband of his pants. Levi licked his lips, watching as she undid first his belt and then his pants. She brushed his pants off, kneaded his erection through his boxers. Levi inhaled sharply and clawed his hand into her fleshy thigh. She couldn't and wouldn't tease him.
So she pulled down his boxers and gripped his hard length, giving it a few strokes. Levi took a shuddering breath. She smiled and Levi couldn't get enough of it. He sat up unexpectedly, pulling her onto his lap and kissing along her neck. His hand was on her shoulder and traveled down her collarbone to her breast. He massaged it as his lips kissed their way down the left side of her neck. She had her head cocked to the side to give Levi better access while her hand rested on the back of his neck. "Levi," she moaned softly as he spread wet kisses over her skin and exhaled hotly.
His right hand moved to her ass, kneading it briefly, and she slightly lifted her lower body so Levi could remove her panties. His hand stayed there, moving between her legs and teasing her wet spot. She gave a startled moan as Levi unexpectedly entered her with two fingers to stretch her. He bit into her skin as he moved his fingers and she automatically followed the rhythm with her hips. She closed her eyes and moaned softly. After a few moments Levi removed his fingers and she looked down. She held onto his shoulder as she took his hard cock in her hand and brought it to her entrance. When she was directly above him, she slowly lowered her hips and felt her walls stretch for his length. They both inhaled excitedly. She put her other hand on his shoulder as well, still sitting on his lap and looking into his eyes as she began to move her hips.
Levi gritted his teeth, felt a bit of the stress already being taken away from him. She found a rhythm, moving her hips back and forth at a steady pace. His fingers tangled with her hips and his eyebrows drew together slightly. Her hands were on Levi's shoulders and she suddenly pushed him back so that his back hit the mattress. She straightened her upper body slightly and then began bouncing rapidly up and down on his cock.
Levi inhaled in shock, breathing heavily as she increased the pace. He looked up at her. Her breasts moved with every movement, her curls lay wildly, and her head was tilted back on her neck. Eyebrows drawn together and eyes closed, moan after moan slipped from her mouth. Levi was not a religious man. Yet she looked like a goddess. His mouth went dry at the sight. So beautiful. So beautiful just for him. He put his hands on her waist, helping her move up and down, back and forth. She breathed heavily and leaned forward slightly, her hands each resting on one side next to Levi's head. They both groaned as his cock moved in and out of her in rapid thrusts. "Levi," she gasped, and Levi looked up at her, overwhelmed.
He grabbed her and changed position so that she was now on her back. He quickly entered her again, thrusting into her at a brutal pace. His fingers clawed into her skin, almost hurting her. She moaned loudly, sensing that it wouldn't take long before she climaxed. And judging by Levi's thrusts, he wasn't far off either.
"Fuck," he breathed and brought his face to her neck. His teeth sank into her skin, causing her to inhale excitedly. Roughly, he grabbed her face, looking at her as if he owned her. She was getting hot all over. He thrust into her so fast and hard that she thought she would break in two. He grabbed her leg, wrapping it around his waist to hit a better angle. Her hips had begun to meet his as they both sought release. And it was coming. Fast, hard, overwhelming. Levi spurted onto her belly and her body shook, befuddled by the orgasm. They breathed heavily, slowly coming down from their trip after a few moments. She felt Levi's erratic breathing on her skin, whose face he hid in the crook of her neck. He gritted his teeth and swallowed hard, suddenly feeling very bad after the ecstasy. But not physically, mentally.
"I'm sorry," he whispered, lifting his head but unable to look at her. He was too ashamed. She noticed it and frowned slightly. She lifted her hands and put them to his cheeks. Levi looked down at her and her smiled reassuringly at him. He paused, then smirked slightly. He reached to his side, picked up his dirty shirt and wiped the white liquid from her stomach.
"Oh God, shit," he spoke in shock when he saw the dark spots on her hip that he had caused. Why hadn't she said anything? And why hadn't Levi noticed that he'd been too rough? "It's okay," she reassured him, straightening slightly, but Levi shook his head. "If I'd known that- then-. I-.". "Levi," she interrupted him, looking at him in shock. "It's all right. I'm fine," she said, looking him urgently in the eyes. She had never seen Levi so unsure. He didn't want to hurt her. That was the last thing on his mind.
She studied his gaze and sighed softly. He must have still been dazed from the long expedition, and then there was this. Understandably, he couldn't sort out his thoughts. "Hey," she whispered softly and put her arms around his neck, hugging him. Levi paused at first, but then returned the hug after a few moments. "It's all right," she spoke, and he felt her skin on his. Levi closed his eyes and focused on her and her warmth. She placed a soft kiss on his cheek and leaned her forehead against his.
They remained like that for a few seconds until she gently joined her lips with Levi's. He returned carefully. The kiss was slow and tender, quite gentle and pleasurable. Levi lightly pushed her back on the bed without disengaging from her. She was lying on her back, turned slightly to the side. Levi beside her, half above her, to feel her better. Her hand was against his cheek, Levi's right arm around her stomach, the other under her neck, and his hand on her shoulder. His strands tickled her forehead, their lips moving in sync with each other.
After a few minutes, they disengaged from each other, gazing heavily into each other's eyes. Her eyes lit up and Levi asked her what he had done to deserve her. He pressed a kiss to the tip of her nose and leaned his head against the headboard. She snuggled up to him, placing her head against the crook of his neck, resting her hand on his chest. Normally Levi would want to take a shower right now, but now he just wanted to be with her. Levi had never been in love before. But what he felt at moments like this made him think about what love was like.
