Lehanii.org

They/She/He pronouns. I write and draw OCCASIONALLY. The main fandom I’m in and the only one I currently make content for is UT/UT AUs & GF. DNI Proshippers & other romantically bad things. Also I write occasionally so go check that out! AO3: LehaniiXD

[swordmaid]

when the root of the tragedy was love.

[swordmaid]

when the root of the tragedy was love.

[kingercainedaddyissues]

18+ DNI!!!!! BLOWING YOU UP WITH MY MIND

[kingercainedaddyissues]

MINORS DNI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[lehaniixd]

NO PLEASE

[kingercainedaddyissues]

18+ DNI!!!!! BLOWING YOU UP WITH MY MIND

[kingercainedaddyissues]

MINORS DNI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[lehaniixd]

me when i really only have one mutual i interact with regularly, so posting is basically like a big public text to them

[lehaniixd]

shivering in anticipation

[kingercainedaddyissues]

Making very indulgent stuff for ao3 expect big things in 2-3 eons 👀

[lehaniixd]

can’t wait

[lehaniixd]

ngl seeing some of my old fics makes me realize i was SUCH a fucking nerd FML

[y0cotharey]

Friends of butterflies!!

[lehaniixd]

@kingercainedaddyissues

[kingercainedaddyissues]

How 2 go over an entire unit's material in 50 minutes

[lehaniixd]

it’s late & i’m feeling sappy, decided to revisit the second ever comment i’ve gotten on my first ever fanfiction (little did i know this gal was gonna become my bff @kingercainedaddyissues <3)

[writingblus]

i dont "go on walks," i dont "use character sheets" and i dont "plot before writing," i raw dog it, and if it doesnt flow, I FUCKING CRY.

[aphractal2]

weird teeth with Caine

[stinkystarboy]

thinking about how i'm not the only person who blows eyelashes off my finger and makes a wish actually post cancelled that sounds weirder than it did in my head actually no fuck you i think i like when humans who have never seen each other will do superstitions or have the same thought. and sometimes! a lot of the times! it's at the same time!

[stinkystarboy]

i just ate ice cream with m&m's just now and someone reading this probably did too!

[kingercainedaddyissues]

Are you like... picking your eyelashes out? I've never once in my life held an eyelash

[lehaniixd]

bro… no? sometimes its just. there. like when you rub your eye or something and it falls off. i havent been making wishes on my stray eyelashes lately because dandelions are much more common this time of year BUT it’s a thing my friend got one the other day DONT YOU DARE SHAME

[3hkowalski]

As Pomni came to a set of two doors...

she entered the door on her left

[kingercainedaddyissues]

I want more unhealthy family dynamics I'm being so so serious

[kingercainedaddyissues]

I'm not talking "this family doesn't care for each other" or "this family hates each other" or "this family is flat out abusive." There's so much complexities to family.

Give me family members that are broken due to outside reasons and due to such they can't be what the other needs. Give me family members who are paranoid and makes it their loved ones' problems. Give me a young caretaker who didn't get to learn who they are and who's life is shaped around the person they had to take care of. Give me a caretaker who isn't healthy not because they don't try, but because they play multiple roles that should be spread out and is the person's whole social circle due to being the only one able to provide.

Give me family members who hurt to love but it hurts more to leave. Give me family members who are broken and their love is broken but it's well intentioned. Give me family members scared of showing affection, give me family members that have an unhealthy relationship with praise and affection, give me family members who don't know how to live without each other, give me family members who treat each other wrong due to selfishness or inability to understand, not lack of love.

Give me families that can't give up on the other knowing how bad the other is because they're loyal. Give me families who hurt each other with hugs too tight, eyes too watchful, hands too hesitant, minds too stubborn, hearts too cowardly, give me broken love. Give me love that doesn't know how to rightfully do so. Give me scared love give me selfish love give me needy love give me cautious love give me stunted love give me love that never got to develop or mature and love that lost its innocence and now is shifty and untrustworthy but THERE.

Give me enmeshed families give me broken families give me spiky but remorseful families give me families that are too close or too far give me families that are wrong and give me families that are doomed. Give me families that could've been better but now are unsalvageable. Give me families that tried their best but they couldn't be good.

Families can be just as complex and broken and fascinating as other relations

[kingercainedaddyissues]

Toxically loving families... save me.... save me broken selfish families...

[lehaniixd]

boy, are you gonna LOVE this fic im gonna post

[lehaniixd]

"maybe i wont be rich in money, but ill be rich in quality of life, and sometimes we make decisions we have to live with. like renouncing math because it sucks."