I'm in the mood of sharing something, so I'll do it.
I have a story idea that's almost two years old, and that's really important to me for the feelings it holds.
Another thing that's really important to me is it's main character, Adele.
I already posted a drawing of her, if I remember correctly.
Anyway, the story isn't of the happiest, it's actually a story about mental illness, so, as expected, it should be at least a bit dramatic or sad.
Returning to the main topic, I gave her a childhood that is full of judgement and miscommunication form others, and, because of that, she always feels misunderstood and "a waste of air", to say it in simple words.
And her future isn't of the simplest either, because she gets pulled into situations in which she is forced to interact with other characters as flawed and broken as her.
Or at least that's the objective, but it's still under processing.
Anyway, I was worried that her character was too happy, sweet and innocent for her past experience and theme of the story, and thought of replacing her with a completely different character.
Thing that hurted me, because I'm really fond of Adele.
But, luckily, my old teacher (the one that told me to write more happy or romantic stories, yes, that one) convinced me to keep her.
He just told me to not immediately show her past, and to reveal how she got where she is now later, once I'll draw the comic (if I'll do it, I really hope I do). And that he also gets attached to his characters, so, the message I got from that is that it's something totally normal.
Said that, I'll continue the story like I've been doing till now, with a sweet and cheerful main character.
And honestly, I'm glad. I really wasn't feeling like abandoning one of my favourite babies.
Yeah, my OCs are my babies, problems? 🤨
Thanks for anyone that stayed and got at the end of this ramble.
And to everyone who's having any type of doubt about their favourite OCs, believe in them, and, more importantly, in yourself.
(not me encouraging others to believe in their OCs while I'm the first one to get rid of them after I grow bored of them)